Do the work to make your soul healthier. A stronger and healthier soul reflects away a lot of bad influences, and makes it much easier for you to have a more comfortable life.
That's not how it works. To have a better next life you have to clear the karma you have accumulated in this life. If you kill yourself or something like that, the karma from this life will carry on to the next life and will probably become worse. So whatever you do, you obviously need to focus on this life. If you die while still having negative things that caused your death, these negative things will carry on to your next life.
What you have now is not a coincidence, but the result of past actions of you and/or your parents, depending how old of a soul you are.
To have it better in future incarnations, full immersion in the 8 fold path is important. So in that sense, what you have now is the most worthwhile endeavor.
Taking the opposite route, anti-life route aka suicide or nihilism, would only stall your progress or make it worse for you. It comes down to resolving karma right now, or postponing it for later. Not to mention that choosing the latter would most likely make it even harder for you in the future. I hope you see this life as a great chance instead of the other way.
Your situation is result of karma and enemy curses.
You need to focus extensively on cleaning for one or two years until this gets better. After that you should still continue, but the worst should come off when done daily for such time. Search the site and this forum for methods to use.
Spiritual warfare will help in removing curses. And lastly also some freeing of the soul workings are most likely needed.
Plenty living for, stay in this forum...research...read...write....connect with me and others! I need to accumulate as much knowledge i can and your part of the army now :mrgreen: so ready up!
Things like this take time and also advancement and power, basically if you die right now, you make everything worse. Once you drop dead, you will severely regret it.
Well, one thing I've noticed is that higher IQ people suffer from more depression and anxiety than low IQ people. Is the enemy exclusively targeting the smartest of humanity or what?
You have been presented an opportunity like no other. You can heal yourself on all levels, and even exceed beyond what you were before. You are in tangled situation, and to truly untangle yourself you need to apply correct measures with time and dedication. This being done, you will eventually overcome your issues. Spiritual Satanism is about shedding the skin so to speak, and leaving your old self in the past. This is something that requires effort, and unlike "modern medicine", it will bring permanent results in positive way instead of simply masking issues.
I can not say for sure who is more targeted than who, and even if your statement is totally correct since the issue is very complex way beyond simply looking at ones left brain capabilities. To me, over 99% of Humanity seems to be very much suffering each in their own way. Which is something that we are looking to change in the long term. Starting from ourselves first, extending it outwards.