The way you described the feeling sounds like a grey. They tend to play in on your fears. I know I had years of this before I found Satanism, it was like mental torture having a panic attack every night. They clutch onto this fear and bring it to the front of your mind. Even after coming to Satan, I would still get quick panic attacks whenever I went out of my room, I could sense something lurking nearby. This eventually went away with further empowering myself and basically rising above them, they can't effect me, so they don't bother.
On the other hand, the fact it keeps coming back and trying the same thing sounds like a thoughtform. Another thing I had a problem with, though in a different manifestation. These will attach to your soul, your chakras, your aura, anything they can get a strong latch to (also dependent on their purpose) and do their work. And as long as they have a slight presence on you, they will be able to keep manifesting or coming back, feeding off various energies again, dependent on how its programed. But this is a key method of enemy thoughtforms, latch on then build a sort of self reliance.
As to getting rid of them, it can be difficult depending on their power. Best is to just keep up with daily meditation, raise your vibration and 'rise above' them/it. Cleaning and protection every day. I would also recommend regular banishing rituals and the 'Detaching Unwanted Enemies' working. If you are able, take a look at your aura and soul through you astral vision and try to see where it is latching on, then burn the 'cord' it is using to attach to you, and then burn your entire aura/soul with the same Satanic Blue Energy, also the element of Fire if you are able too. This has a strong cleansing factor to it that literally burns away the bad energies, when programed to.
Again, overall increasing your vibration will help to avoid these things being able to attach themselves to you in the first place.
Lastly, face your fears. There is no fear in Satanism. This will leave them with nothing to latch onto. And if all else fails, soldier on! Keep strong! And ignore anything that isn't harming you. It is possible it is just to serve as a distraction.
Hope this is helpful.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" wrote:
Ok if anyone has any info on this these entities definitely enemy have kind of hung around me since I was a kid. I can make them/it leave but it kind of comes back as an energy more so hanging around they try to connect to my sacral chakra and third eye and give me anxiety/strange thoughts if i let them, these entites caused panic attacks on several occasions in me before I realized it was an outside force and protect myself from it the more I advance they don't seem able to do that anymore but try, I am not sure if it is a thoughtform I just want to get rid of whatever this is for good and they keep coming back, when I was a kid and I grew up in an xtian household that was strict these things would hang around they would appear as apirations and wolf like figures that were scary to me at the time they at that point tried to mess with me a lot that is where I got that name "wolf men". They have a bug like pluto energy best I can describe death like if you focus, feels much like a negative spider or insect type vibe. I realize they still come around it almost seems like a thought form. They try to mess with my thought pattern sometimes/create problems. I tried plenty of things they keep coming back it is more like an energy that hangs around hard to describe. I would like to banish once and for all these entities or thoughtforms but nothing I have tried works so far for good just temporarily eventually they seem to come back always.
Hail Satan
