What is the value of a Hermaphrodite?

[bestworldeu]

Hello.Can someone explain to me what is the purpose of a Hermaphrodite person in this life?

When i was 13 i had surgeries to turn myself into a woman because since i was a kid i always felt like one but of course i always knew that i could never have children.Growing up this situation caused me to fall into depression and to develop social anxiety that clearly didn't help me to find friend and love. I've been alone for my whole relatively short life.Now that i'm 21, i know this is the best time in a woman life to bear children, but of course i can't do that even if i want it so much and this is opening a wound inside of me that i thought it was healing.
The only thing that makes me a bit proud is my race, but i have to admit that i'm trying to change my appearance with specific traits to be more attractive and i'm working with runes and squares to reach that goal if that's even possible, but even if i'm successful what is the point in doing that if i can't bear children?Given the current situation i shouldn't have a man because i would remove a white man from the "gene pool" which in my country has been going down for quite some time.I tried to contact the gods to have some answers but i didn't manage to do it yet, probably because i'm not ready yet but what is the point anyway, they can't change my body i think.
I feel empty all the time, i feel like i have no purpose in this life and this is killing my spirit. Satanism helped me in the past months, i didn't think about doing "something bad" anymore because i had a new reason to stay alive but knowing what i know now i don't understand why i was born and what is the reason and purpose of me in this life.
I hope that someone can give me some answers.
Have a nice day.

 

[egon_88_666]

Not everyone is supposed to have children in order to protect their race, and I'm sure you can find a decent White man who also can't have children naturaly or is not prone to this but rather help the race by other means.
Also as I wrote before, people forget there are ALREADY BORN White children who are homeless and have no parents. Who is going to raise them and assure they will be decent members of our White community and not turn to an enemy? Who is going to assure they will not end up as a victim in a Jewish pedophile ring? You see, even people who cannot bear children they still can adopt, or be parents politicaly to the whole of our race.