What is advancement?

[throwaway88]

When humans work on something, they expect results. The spiritual path quickly teaches individuals that these two things are not necessarily connected to the extend we would like. Think of the first time you tried to void meditate, raise energies, get in a trance or whatever it was that you did. You likely failed outright, and after that you had to fail many times before you started getting the hang of it. Many new people find it hard to progress past these first steps, and feel like they're wasting their time and getting nothing in return. Many people also have their goals set to something not very realistic.

The first time I talked directly to father (in words through a medium), he told me: "Advancement is not a race and everyone must go at it at their own pace." At the time I was feeling like I had barely advanced after trying the basic meditations for a few years. I was also struggling with many things besides that in life, and after that I had a very rough patch and completely stopped all spiritual practices I was previously doing. After a while of living "freely", I was faced with reality. I would either end up in a psych ward for the rest of my life (due to alcohol combined with enemy attacks, psychotic states, and depression due to my family life) or I would finally try to advance spiritually really hard.

I was sitting in a public park at 4 am in the middle of winter, and decided to try and do a standard ritual. The gods were there, but I felt they were very distant. I made a promise to father that I would quit drinking and put in all the effort I could to advance myself, and I asked them to give me another chance. After starting to do the same meditations I had done before, I was stuck in the same ways I was before. This time however I told myself I wouldn't let anything limit me, and tried every method I could find.

Finally learning yoga was a key step in this. I was pushing myself as much as I could physically, and did about an hour of yoga every day. The first goal I had set for myself was getting my emotions back, so I decided to work on my throat chakra the most. In the past, I did not do the stronger vibrations (runic/sanskrit) because I was afraid of what was described as the potential problems you could get by doing those if you're not advanced. Those had literally zero effect for me, they didn't have any result. After learning about 108 repetitions and planetary hours, I was blasting 108 khaum vibrations every hour of venus into my throat chakra, and after 3 months was when my throat finally started recovering a bit.

As months passed I felt like I was stagnating again, even though I was more advanced than ever before in this life. My hunger for knowledge kept growing but I couldn't find the things I was looking for. One day I met an individual who had the sigil of Anubis tattoed on his left arm, after a bit of careful approach, he agreed to do an invocation for me. Father came through and answered my questions yet again, and also gave me advice for things that were coming up.

Around this time I found these forums again, and the greatest leap I had was discovering the Kai Purr writings, more specifically cobra breaths. Even though they advised to only do three every day, I just tried to do as many as I could. First it was 9, then it was 18 and as I kept pushing the number I did every day I started getting physical symptoms. High body temperature, stars in my vision, heightened emotions of every kind etc. None of these things stopped me, until I managed to do 108 breaths consistently every day.

The funny thing is, I didn't really feel like I was advancing. I still couldn't really feel emotions. I couldn't communicate with other people and did not have any interest in socialising. My family life was still in a really bad spot. I felt distant from everyone and everything around me. I still couldn't do basic communication with the gods, except for feeling them energetically. No astral hearing or vision of any kind, no matter how much I worked on my throat chakra or clairaudience/clairvoyance centers there was no result. I couldn't enter a trance at will either.

I still pushed through, because it was the only thing I could do. There is no giving up once you start this path. As father put it, "The purpose of life is to better oneself and the universe". It is the single most important thing in life. Advancement isn't about results or getting spiritual abilities, it's about having the will to work on yourself every day, even if you don't feel like it's doing anything.

It doesn't matter how long it takes. It doesn't matter if you feel like you're not getting anywhere. The only thing that matters is that you keep at it. Like a craft, you have to study it for a long time before you can produce anything worth something. As you go on this road, you shape yourself into something greater, even if you can't tell the difference.

I still can't talk to the gods, I still can't astrally project at will (sometimes the gods take me places though), I still can't do a trance and visualise things and whatnot.
That didn't stop me from raising my kundalini.
That didn't stop me from working on the magnum opus right now.

Even if you can't do things yourself, the gods are there for you, and will assist you in these workings.
Your guardian demon WILL help you if you ask them to.
When I said I wanted to try working on the kundalini, Azazel guided me to the twin serpent meditation, and while attempting it my mind told me to combine it with the cobra breath method I was already using. These things will manifest in a subtle way, and you will be guided to the knowledge you need, even if you can't speak to the gods directly.

Everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses, just because your strength isn't something that you want to have, it doesn't mean that your talents are any less valuable. Knowledge and wisdom are a strength. Teaching is a strength. Having an exceptionally high energy tolerance is a strength, even if you don't know how to use that energy. Each of our souls is different. Some people are exceptional mediums, while some can't hear or see anything. Both of those souls can be the same strength, even if they have different abilities. Some people can comprehend spiritual knowledge and concepts very easily, or explain them, while others are at a loss for words even though they "know" everything about it.

Just keep working, and accept your own strengths, even if they're not what you want them to be. If a meditation doesn't work for you, adapt it. Feel instead of visualising, use affirmations, or just will your soul to do what you are trying to do.

There are many ways to get from point a to b, and it doesn't matter how you do it. If you don't have a car, walk. If you can't walk, crawl. If you can't crawl, ask someone to carry you there, or get a lift from them in the first place. In the end, what matters is that you get there, no matter how long it takes.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

Good job on your efforts. Maybe you want to focus in these areas you feel like you are lacking.

All you say here however objectively is that you were deluded based on delusions and that you have arbitarily decided you are advanced without feeling hardly anything. That's not exactly what being advanced is. Maybe it's fun to dwell in delusion but this is only to save you time.

People you speak of did not discover the Cobra Breath it's a well known breath in most Yogic manuals. The Cobra Breath is important and can help get the energy going, but this does not mean the "Serpent" is risen. There will be other things which can be signals more than the sensation itself.

Because there's no real way you'll go far without the things mentioned you don't practice. Raising the energy ["Kundalini"] is one thing, doing the rest of things, is another. People can feel things back there because of vril or sexual energy.

You got to be proficient in trance, void and so forth for the longterm.

 

[throwaway88]

Good job on your efforts. Maybe you want to focus in these areas you feel like you are lacking.

All you say here however objectively is that you were deluded based on delusions and that you have arbitarily decided you are advanced without feeling hardly anything. That's not exactly what being advanced is. Maybe it's fun to dwell in delusion but this is only to save you time.

People you speak of did not discover the Cobra Breath it's a well known breath in most Yogic manuals. The Cobra Breath is important and can help get the energy going, but this does not mean the "Serpent" is risen. There will be other things which can be signals more than the sensation itself.

Because there's no real way you'll go far without the things mentioned you don't practice. Raising the energy ["Kundalini"] is one thing, doing the rest of things, is another. People can feel things back there because of vril or sexual energy.

You got to be proficient in trance, void and so forth for the longterm.

If your one takeaway from this post is that I'm here to brag, I'm going to have to dissapoint you.
The point of this is that people shouldn't feel like fundamentals are the only way to advance. Raising your energies in a powerful way will start healing all the areas you're lacking in. If I'd focused on the areas I was lacking, I wouldn't have gotten anywhere. The way to get ahead is to discover and work on your strengths. With time, working in this manner has opened up all the areas I could never get ahead in. Yoga in itself teaches void meditation, especially when you start holding asanas for longer breath counts. Cobra breaths naturally make me enter a trance after I'm halfway done with the session.
And if you have doubts about me being deluded, I will happily provide my enochian name and sigil in a PM, so you can astrally contact me.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

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And if you have doubts about me being deluded, I will happily provide my enochian name and sigil in a PM, so you can astrally contact me.
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Yeah, exactly as predicted. What's advancement goy it's not to not be advanced while saying you're advanced and stuff like this. Got a great oxygen high the other time. That's what my larper friend told me so.

I also will add you on Instagram. Accept us plebs that you educated only if you deem us worthy though: @Totally_haven't_done_shit_but_i'm_god_doing_Magnum_Opus_With_Oxygen_High.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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It is a big deal to raise the kundalini, let alone complete the MO. This is very rare and shouldn't be taken lightly. Nobody is saying you are not advanced to some degree or are completely lying, it just doesn't look good when you say ignore the fundamentals or ignore your faults.

While these are blanket statements and obviously need more elaboration, the basis of advancement comes from balancing each of the aspects of your soul and abilities, not just ignoring them. You don't just need raw energy, you have to be clean, be focused, be limber to channel it, etc. Ignoring one whole part of that, which someone may call ignoring the fundamentals, would make it basically impossible to advance at a certain point, let alone complete the MO.

So you could be right, and this is just a miscommunication. It just seems basically impossible to complete any significant advancement while ignoring what you lack in, or ignoring fundamental practices.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

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And if you have doubts about me being deluded, I will happily provide my enochian name and sigil in a PM, so you can astrally contact me.
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Yeah, exactly as predicted. What's advancement goy it's not to not be advanced while saying you're advanced and stuff like this. Got a great oxygen high the other time. That's what my larper friend told me so.

I also will add you on Instagram. Accept us plebs that you educated only if you deem us worthy though: @Totally_haven't_done_shit_but_i'm_god_doing_Magnum_Opus_With_Oxygen_High.

:lol:

 

[ModernMage]

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"I can feel my chi therefore my kundalini is raised." Get fucking real dude. It sounds like you're just doing crap in life without any goal to work towards. Acting like you're so advanced that you skip over the basic meditations. This is like trying to lift big weights without the necessary level of muscle needed to do this. Sure you can do advanced meditations and gain benefits from it but you will not get nearly the same effect as someone who can still their mind and enter trance at will.

Then you insult cobra with more of your dogmatic nonsense. Enochian is a made up language. Enoch is a made up Hebrew character. Instead of working on your flaws you completely ignore them not realizing that there is a karmic lesson to be learned.

Good for you for turning your life around but do not try to get others to conform to what Satanism is to only you.