littlesttitan
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Hey everyone! ^-^ im here today to tell a short story and really just a few thoughts ive been having. For the past couple days ive been thinking about how my free time passes by so fast, and looking back at it can only remember a few memorable things. I used my free time looking at youtube and shit, then 3 hours passed by with me doing nothing productive and me feeling even worse. Ive come to the conclusion that i have to do something worth doing all the time. Im laughing and happy while im doing those kinds of things but in the process im just denying myself of great opportunities to be even happier for even longer and at the same time make a differense. With no real friend or mate to be social with and get to know etc. Its indeed harder for me to help myself with my own mental problems while being wrongly persuaded by outside forces as they be angelic beings or easily; media entertainment like porn, BUT im getting over it. Sadly though its taking a little longer than i expected for me to take control of my life. Back to the main point, i realized how much better my life could have been if i just mediatated every day in the first place. A littler further, i now know that not doing anything has a high chance to lead to bad things, i should take every chance i get. Not too sure what else to say but if i ever do ill post it here (if its worth it ?) i really hope some of you can take something from this. Not lying, im sure im still having problems with myself and i have things to work out, wish me help everyone! ? LOVE YOU ALL!! I HOPE WE ALL CAN BENIFIT THE MOST POSSIBLE