HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
...QP subject on walking to the future...
I don't mean to ask this as a crass aspect. But if it can't be said cool. You don't need to mention anything revealing.
My question is: Do you expect us to continue working in the shadows behind the scenes like the enemy and or friendly people such as the various internet armies(Salty Army, Reddit Army[Even if Reddit is filled with degenerates, Financial Armies etc.etc.) for long period of time?
I mean knowing how the NPCs of the World are I still see the whole "Muh Satanic World Domination" just recently saw a video of Salty Crackers talking and the retards at Bitchute lulz worthy comments. Only one guy got it mentioning how almost everyone in the cabinet of Biden is a little hymie so to speak.
Do you ever see us be an above ground organization actually solving the situation in the World. I don't know looking back now in retrospect I think Maxine was wrong about mentioning in March 2019. The Gods return but not for another 20 or so years, it puts too much of a savior situation to some people. Or well if the Gods are coming might as well wait around two decades or so and see what's going on.
I know it's tough as hell to pop out or say or do anything. If anything happens a metal slug will pop out and blow your chest open. But at the same time are we just going to remain an internet group hanging around for decades rustling around the boonies of the internet and trying to fulfill military orders with the various internet armies if they are willing to listen.
My concern is that we sputter about and not make any headway. I'd hate to be the Gods coming back and all the humans going WTF what is this alien crap. Hell the amount of anti-alien, anti-scientific I'd say we are reliving the middle ages metaphorically for some people in the World.
Anyways I apologize if I sound doom and gloom or casting down or whatever. I'm not too sure what the JoS is doing. I don't know if it's my own personal problems with meditation and going WTF am I doing. Directionless drive and lack of motivation and discipline. Yeah I still clean/protect/spin do something.
But honestly I've never ever had anything from JoS work on me. Sure I don't meditate on my chakras. Funny we got in a debate recently and the person was like [paraphrasing], "Even if you do high rep once a day on the hour of the chakra day per day per specific chakra it's not worth it. Later eventually at first sure but later you should be pumping in all of them all the time."
Honestly I have plenty of time in my day to meditate but circumstances with myself and other issues leaves me this nagging feeling that I just can't meditate. And surely I have not, honestly like Henu said [paraphrasing], "You did squares, vibrations, mental imagery they were just mental exercises nothing occurred unless you enter a trance and solve your issues involving improper meditation your not doing anything."
I'm glad Blitz replied and said, "Your still doing something don't read too much into Henu you did SOMETHING just need to work on your soul better".
Honestly it feels like meditation is a huge burden. And I'm just saying this now cause if your planning on developing the organization and wanting the World to at minimum be like Egyptian times several thousand years ago whereby people were taught a few meditations a year and told work on your soul a bit. It's going to create issues.
Your in essence going to have a camp of people who want to do it, can't or more specifically don't want to, and people who are like logically cleaning/protecting(another form of clean and keeping clean)/spinning/and some of these mental exercises like mindfulness, void, single-pointed meditation it makes logical sense like a scientific/life activity. Some are gonna be like okay I'll try it out maybe it helps me out or others go nope or others go well if that is life.
In other words it's been mentioned we don't proselytize nor do we force nor even with peoples pathetic non-existent free will do people even bother to be changed to our system. The Gods and ethically as JoS if you say no just keep an open mind but we are not going to force you. Even if your life improves.
I can easily see many people in positions such as myself. Completely aware of meditation and understanding I mean I've pretty much known about meditation, psychology, and other mental things since I was like 3 years old. And back then that was just guided and certain stuff old 80s-90s stuff popping in.
It's like Spiritual warfare eventually it gets old. Meditation gets old.
I think my specific issue is I've never had a goddamn sensation of anything from meditation. Other day I did falun gong to my memory before rewatching the video Egon put. And I felt pumped but I don't know if that is physical or spiritual.
Same for my friend, he emailed me out of the blue saying he performed mindfulness. I was surprised he is a pure Saturn machine pure Earth person. But he did say I did it for 5 minutes, he came out and said I did it three more times then no more it's hard to engrave a new habit in me. But he did say I did it came out not sleepy calm/relaxed but also "oneness" or "proper". He said he doesn't want to make it a big deal but this friend of mines did it 3 times and had sensations that most people don't even bother to feel for a while maybe weeks or months of mindfulness.
I've typed up an email to him and yeah he is dedicated but just like me he dedicated just for the sake of dedication. I found JoS read everything a week later dedicated then beginnings of next year he dedicated. And that is it.
I've had people go so your just joined to be on the side of good or the right team. Yeah I guess what can I say. It's not like I'm a rich person or well off or living the vida loca with meditation.
I've educated myself here I study this place I await new technology and databank updates. And what can I say I live in my mind. Everyday is just SS;DD(Same shit; different day).
I mean if what I wrote bothers people I'm not trying to be a bother. I'm just asking what about the people who meditate and nothing happens. I'm not saying I'm soulless but certainly if meditation worked I'd probably be something. I've had people go how can you be here nearly 20 years and not advance. Ah life works in mysterious ways doesn't it.
I don't know I'm just rambling on but if I'm one guy then what about others who've had such things or masses of people going this doesn't work. Or what if the Gods come and go what we teach is fine and all but for people of this civilizational level you can't go too far.
Sometimes I wish meditation was colder and just a saturn ice frozen thing. Too much fluffed up things like becoming a God or seeing colors or sensations. I think some people such as myself need to be forced into basic things and develop a habit/discipline.
Here I am with a machine gun that I can't firing wildly and crazily and everyone else is with a 22 caliber pistol plingking around and getting proper practice.
I mean I can be delusional as hell. I just carry on I get older probably going to die at some day in the next 70 or so decades.
I don't know.
HP.Cobra how are you going to deal with people like myself or people who don't want to do this. Or people who just dedicate or join for the sake of joining and go I'll just pray like before only replace the previous god with a new god.
I mean it seems like we are just waiting for our aliens to show up and solve the situation.
I've been criticized for this by people and it's like so? people are going to ask the same question I'm just using my north node Aquarius to express the plight of the common person.
I mean eventually it's going to get to the point where some people will just tune out and go religion I don't know what it is anymore I don't know if I like religion because I was a young kid and hanged around kids and played around with them. But I'm now an adult and I don't know WTF religion is and it seems like fuck religion and fuck everything on religion lets just destroy everything and keep our minds from being polluted.
It seems for most people they just want to live and be NPC be just passing by time another blip on the scales of the time continuum that has existed since this species came to prominence after the Dinosaurs were displaced.
Again are we just going to remain an internet only army with no physicality in other words we do all the heavy magick lifting and everyone else does all the physical lifting.
To be honest I'm kinda waiting around for 2023(Mini-AoA) and 2025(Exocosmic Fixed Sign) and especially since one planet will remain till 2044. Wanting to see what happens.
I mean I'm not trying to say I live a lie or maybe I do I don't know maybe delusional maybe living in my own World.
Like my friend said "We are probably NPCs of our own little World we exist in".
How would someone such as myself or others who go despite powerless being a power plus a power unto itself. At the end of the day I'm powerless to do anything and stop anything the World keeps on turning people born, live, die etc.etc.
Sorta like my grandfather said, "The World can't be fixed but I don't want to die of a nuclear strike."