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hello friends, i hope some of you remember me, which shouldn't be hard because i believe i made myself something of a trouble maker here. I completely expect you to shame me when i tell you that in the recent months i've been in a drug addiction, marijuana, and i am reeeeally out of shape spiritually. Come to think of it, it mightv'e been the first low level psychic attack(or a set of them) i've been victim to or simply my own weakness. Yet please believe me when i tell you i intend to get back into shape, definitely with all of your advice should you chose to give it.The first thing i noticed coming back to the forum here is a few infiltrators here, and i just want to say that i know that i've been pretty rude to most of you but can you deny that my loyalties were with anyone else but Father Satan? I understand that my timing here is rather suspicious. So i welcome you to do a psychic mind reading, or however it works.I urge you guys now, especially if you have a beef with me, to use this time to let me know what you think of me. Honestly, i just want to get along with you guys. I mean, how am i to advance if i dont cooperate with my superiors?Also, in my absence, i'm most positive that Father Satan was trying his best to reach out to me and get me out of my rut through subtle actions, but i'd like to see what you guys think, its better with more perspectives. But i wont talk about it if you dont want to hear it. Like i said, im really set back from the path i was on so i want to get stronger for sure now, especially if im going to survive this shitty upcoming christmas season. I imagine there are going to be a lot of psychic attacks around thensorry if this was lengthy, hoping to get some inputHAIL SATAN
 
1. Silas is a jewish name. If you were so unfortunate as to be a Gentile named it, why use it here?
2. Why point out that the timing of you being here is suspicious? Why call attention to that?
3. Why do you want us to let you know what we think of you? That's very weak of character. Strong people don't give a rats ass.
4. It's "Xmas". Cross out the damn christ.
Hail Satan


---In [email protected], <silas.westen@... wrote :

hello friends, i hope some of you remember me, which shouldn't be hard because i believe i made myself something of a trouble maker here. I completely expect you to shame me when i tell you that in the recent months i've been in a drug addiction, marijuana, and i am reeeeally out of shape spiritually. Come to think of it, it mightv'e been the first low level psychic attack(or a set of them) i've been victim to or simply my own weakness. Yet please believe me when i tell you i intend to get back into shape, definitely with all of your advice should you chose to give it.The first thing i noticed coming back to the forum here is a few infiltrators here, and i just want to say that i know that i've been pretty rude to most of you but can you deny that my loyalties were with anyone else but Father Satan? I understand that my timing here is rather suspicious. So i welcome you to do a psychic mind reading, or however it works.I urge you guys now, especially if you have a beef with me, to use this time to let me know what you think of me. Honestly, i just want to get along with you guys. I mean, how am i to advance if i dont cooperate with my superiors?Also, in my absence, i'm most positive that Father Satan was trying his best to reach out to me and get me out of my rut through subtle actions, but i'd like to see what you guys think, its better with more perspectives. But i wont talk about it if you dont want to hear it. Like i said, im really set back from the path i was on so i want to get stronger for sure now, especially if im going to survive this shitty upcoming christmas season. I imagine there are going to be a lot of psychic attacks around thensorry if this was lengthy, hoping to get some inputHAIL SATAN
 
Here is a little advice to everyone. We sure are getting a lot of new people and forgiveness seekers. Anyone notice the word they keep flashing around? Contributing. 
Here's a thought why don't you actually contribute by putting your energies into topics that are of relevance, instead of using attention seeking introductions, that provide nothing but the pulling away of focus from importance to trying to sense your energy when we can't see you.....


 
So, you're back. I remember you entirely. Was it worth it to slip back into drugs? Did you enjoy your little trip? Did you get anything out of it, when you exposed yourself to extreme danger?

With that aside, I won't read you Psychically because that's rude. But, I can tell you are not the enemy, or part of them. Just someone who choose the wrong path again, and went back into the "old life".

Silas Western.. Was it truly worth it to put your entire life in jeopardy that great? You do understand that when you are again open to psychic attack(which drugs makes a lot easier by creating more holes in the aura) and that under the influence you will be almost POWERLESS to do anything about it?

This is something in the category lack of respect for yourself, and everyone else around you. Did you stop to consider ANYONE ELSE'S  feelings here, or in the rest of your Family before returning back to the "old life"?

Or did you act callously towards yourself, and others and just do it? Think about that. I see so much better in you from what I remember, you were a nice, intelligent person. Find yourself and you will NEVER repeat the same mistake again. This time take your Spiritual Advancement as seriously as your life because it not only preserves your life, but makes it go on as you advance toward Godhood, which is your goal right? Focus.
 
Satan, in my experience always brings His own back to the truth no matter how wayward we have been. Usually we know what the signs are and I can only say that you know what it is now that He would expect of you - it is in His nature to make it painfully clear.
 
1. ok, im gonna be honest silas isnt my real name, this is the fucking internet, how fucking old are you? I just like the way it rolls off the tongue, sue me(HINT HINT FIGURE OF SPEECH). i wasnt aware that the accumulation of all my life experiences is suddenly forfeit because i didnt know the origins of certain names that i happen to like. exactly how many here we're actually born with christian names? SHIT, the fact that we're all here goes to show how much negative experiences we had xianity, sorta blows this whole silas thing out of proportion. but hey, its easier to point the finger right?
2. im not even going to cater to that question, not trying to fire any shots here, but do the fucking math. Like any perceptive person would do especially in a sensitive community like this i checked out threads before i posted this? hey hey, maybe ask yourself the significance of the timing of this post? hhmmmmm, was there recently exposure of xian spies that correlate to the date i made this post? if i was a smart man, i would come out clean with what i've been doing in the last months prior, as opposed to an actual spy who would PROBABLY keep kissing peoples asses. So here i am, coming clean and NOT kissing your ass, and definitely never going to.
3. I would be a fool to deny that any one of my superiors here, probably you as well, that your advice and opinions dont carry weight one way or another. What you perceive as sucking dick, i perceive as taking into account valuable advice. Once again, unless i'm mistaken, is the opposite of what an actual spy would do. Correct or incorrect? Isn't Father Satan all about discovering truth among other infinite aspects of reality itself? Instead of suppressing all this shit, i figured its better to come clean so you know where i stand, to go half the way at the very least. I dont care how you feel about so long as you know. Based on your response, its lookin like you're the kind of insecure motherfucker that struggles with basic fucking intamacy. Not even like sharing yourself with a partner in heated sex, im talking about simple exchange of knowledge dude. Do all the meditations you want, its not going to make you any smarter obviously. As you blatantly stated, you're the kind of person that values strength over intelligence. but hey, im not judging, just speculating.
4. Oh and this really puts the icing on the cake here, you ACTUALLY took the time to add a number four simply because of a spelling error based on popular terms in this community. If anyone whos familiar with the internet, they would know that its more just muscle memory when you type on a keyboard. But hey, its clearly more important that you nitpick spelling errors so that you can feel comfortable in your own skin, or like feel dominant or some shit, i dunno. If i were to theoretically point the finger out on a spy it would be man, because it looks to me like you try waaaay to hard, but thats just me.
man, i dont get you in particular. Do i lack a certain strength in spirit? yes, im not an idiot, i can spot my weaknesses well enough, thats what this whole fucking thread is about. Yet i try hard to compensate in the form of my own thoughts on certain matters of a community im a part of, with absolutely nothing but good intentions. Then here you stroll up picking out errors that are barely relevant with a completely unprovoked vibe of negativity, i mean unless you have a valid reason that you can actually put into words. I didnt really have anything or any reason to attack until you gave it to me responding the way you did, and this is no religious bullshit, this is BASIC PSYCHOLOGY PRINCIPLES. I mean, i didnt exactly make a thread solely to call out YOUR shit, right? please do answer that, entertain me.
on a positive note, Aldric, i completely agree with you. I really do need to pick up my shit, and in my defense, im definitely getting there even while juggling a full time college schedule and part time job. But hey, it is what it is. Im also sorry that most of you cant feel my energy when i post my opinions on topics, and thats probably because there isnt really much energy there to sense.....yet.Thank you for being patient Aldric, i'll remember that.
HAIL SATAN
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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