blinova_olya
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Ok, this is weird, but, I really want to know what's going on, so here I am...
When I found out about Satanism, I realized that what i was always looking for was right there before my eyes, but because I was still connected to Christianity (I wasn't particularly committed or anything but still...). So I started meditating and working on my hand chakras , but then funny thing started to happen. Whenever I start to think about Satanism, like when look up the info on websites etc or when I meditate I soon start to feel really hot, as if the blood is boiling up. And later start getting slight headaches. I haven't made a commitment yet, coz I'm still really confused over the whole Christianity and Satanism thing.
But can anyone help? Do these symptoms mean anything or is it just me randomly getting feverish?
Thank you.
When I found out about Satanism, I realized that what i was always looking for was right there before my eyes, but because I was still connected to Christianity (I wasn't particularly committed or anything but still...). So I started meditating and working on my hand chakras , but then funny thing started to happen. Whenever I start to think about Satanism, like when look up the info on websites etc or when I meditate I soon start to feel really hot, as if the blood is boiling up. And later start getting slight headaches. I haven't made a commitment yet, coz I'm still really confused over the whole Christianity and Satanism thing.
But can anyone help? Do these symptoms mean anything or is it just me randomly getting feverish?
Thank you.