weak soldier

[highgrace]

i've been doing my spiritual training exercises since last year
but i can;t seem to procced past the 1st month.i will be meditating and then i just stop for reasons unknown.i know i have psychic abilities and it is just a matter of unlocking them.i cant seem to get past day 25 of month 1 .i ask you the elders to please tell me how to do this.i feel like a weak one because of this laziness.is there anything i could do to help myself past my obstacle?

hail lucifer

 

[You hate The truth]

This happens to me too. Everyday I tell myself its time to meditate or do my rituals, but I just cant seem to break this feeling of laziness. I know in my head and heart, that my meditations and rituals are important. Yet everytime I get ready to do them, I get a feeling of laziness or like I had a change of heart. Its like something screws with my thoughts and keeps me from handling my business.   Sometimes I will sit and fight with my mind over control, but in the end, I more than likely will not do my rituals and meditations like im suppose to. I know im not a lazy person, but when it comes to these two things, all of the sudden my laziness will kick in or a thought will slip in ans I wont do what I need to do.

From: highgrace <craig.moila@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thu, July 15, 2010 6:39:15 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] weak soldier

  i've been doing my spiritual training exercises since last year
but i can;t seem to procced past the 1st month.i will be meditating and then i just stop for reasons unknown.i know i have psychic abilities and it is just a matter of unlocking them.i cant seem to get past day 25 of month 1 .i ask you the elders to please tell me how to do this.i feel like a weak one because of this laziness.is there anything i could do to help myself past my obstacle?

hail lucifer

 

[Helen1]

This happens to me as well. I have to push the thoughts of lazyness aside to do my pms. I am always proud when i can push those feeling aside. I am lucky though to have a son Stan who makes sure I do them. I know it is hard to do do meditations when it seems like no progress is being made but let me tell you when it does for example when i first saw colors during my meditation even though it was just for a few seconds, I was thrilled. I hope this helps. Good luck.
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], You hate The truth <youhatethetruth@... wrote:

This happens to me too. Everyday I tell myself its time to meditate or do my
rituals, but I just cant seem to break this feeling of laziness. I know in my
head and heart, that my meditations and rituals are important. Yet everytime I
get ready to do them, I get a feeling of laziness or like I had a change of
heart. Its like something screws with my thoughts and keeps me from handling my
business.

Sometimes I will sit and fight with my mind over control, but in the end, I more
than likely will not do my rituals and meditations like im suppose to.
I know im not a lazy person, but when it comes to these two things, all of the
sudden my laziness will kick in or a thought will slip in ans I wont do what I
need to do.




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From: highgrace <craig.moila@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thu, July 15, 2010 6:39:15 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] weak soldier

 
i've been doing my spiritual training exercises since last year
but i can;t seem to procced past the 1st month.i will be meditating and then i
just stop for reasons unknown.i know i have psychic abilities and it is just a
matter of unlocking them.i cant seem to get past day 25 of month 1 .i ask you
the elders to please tell me how to do this.i feel like a weak one because of
this laziness.is there anything i could do to help myself past my obstacle?

hail lucifer

 

[siguarddraconis]

Ok, meditations matter, but so does the knowledge. Remember, and keep that in mind at all time - knowledge is POWER (I guess that Thoth Himself in His Tablets stated that), but none the less, this is as old as the hills, and only we know the true significance of it. We need power, but if you're interested in this world, than you also need to have this light to SPREAD the Light. Read SAB to know the bloodiest verses from the buybull, read LLF, study JoS a 100 times more than you did, read a book, be it by Sitchin, or from your own domain. Read and study. You may also look through you Black Book to see any progress has occurred or something. Once again, KNOWLEDGE.

HAIL LUCIFER AND THE ELDER GODS!!
DEATH TO THE RIGHT HAND PATH!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Helen" <dorringtonhelen@... wrote:

This happens to me as well. I have to push the thoughts of lazyness aside to do my pms. I am always proud when i can push those feeling aside. I am lucky though to have a son Stan who makes sure I do them. I know it is hard to do do meditations when it seems like no progress is being made but let me tell you when it does for example when i first saw colors during my meditation even though it was just for a few seconds, I was thrilled. I hope this helps. Good luck.
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], You hate The truth <youhatethetruth@ wrote:

This happens to me too. Everyday I tell myself its time to meditate or do my
rituals, but I just cant seem to break this feeling of laziness. I know in my
head and heart, that my meditations and rituals are important. Yet everytime I
get ready to do them, I get a feeling of laziness or like I had a change of
heart. Its like something screws with my thoughts and keeps me from handling my
business.

Sometimes I will sit and fight with my mind over control, but in the end, I more
than likely will not do my rituals and meditations like im suppose to.
I know im not a lazy person, but when it comes to these two things, all of the
sudden my laziness will kick in or a thought will slip in ans I wont do what I
need to do.




________________________________
From: highgrace <craig.moila@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thu, July 15, 2010 6:39:15 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] weak soldier

 
i've been doing my spiritual training exercises since last year
but i can;t seem to procced past the 1st month.i will be meditating and then i
just stop for reasons unknown.i know i have psychic abilities and it is just a
matter of unlocking them.i cant seem to get past day 25 of month 1 .i ask you
the elders to please tell me how to do this.i feel like a weak one because of
this laziness.is there anything i could do to help myself past my obstacle?

hail lucifer