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Was this a good stage of kundalini, or was it an attack?

amonra265 min to read

Greetings everyone. Some months ago, I had mentioned to the clergy that a ritual happened to me with Hera. Is this possible that she was opening gates tor me? We got to a point and in the ritual. She turned into a red serpent and I turned into a blue, and a helix dna sort of thing appeared and she said go ahead, and as I ascended up it it was stretching and raising my consciousness level she was also telling to to lift my hands up and down and, I didn’t end up raising but the experience was really great.. so a few weeks maybe a month later, High Priest released a sermon, and in the sermon he spoke of a boy, trying to climb a little , for a girl, he spoke of things that, that ultimately just had me in tears, I’ve truly have been trying my best to become a hero for the hall of Osiris.. because he asked us for help. Anyways, on that same day, my serpent did like a (thump) thing, and it was aligned upward and I could actually feel it. I went into meditation and several demons became present. And I remember seeing and feeling these blue and red colors like smack into my skull it was sort of harsh. The next thing I heard was, are you ready? And I said ready for what? To raise your kundalini. It started from my feet, by the time it got to my root chakra I felt my serpent actually uncoil and as it did the heat was unbearable I mean very hot. My skin was hot for a few weeks. When it raised, it was VERY HOT and I didn’t even have time to be afraid lol. And when it passed through each chakra for the first time probably ever I felt my chakras spin accurately, now, the serpent was not completely gold it was black and had gold flakes in it I think? It looked like the Ladonne serpent on the youtube Zevist channel, the serpent is not anything that I thought if it was in fact kundalini. It was like a DRAGON literally. Shannon’s depiction of its width on her photo is accurate, It ascended, and then it ascended back down, and this was continuous, also, my third eye, I many of has have had the experience of seeing through our third eye and it sort of look like waves, but , I mean Samash is about 20 feet tall and he was sitting on a throne, my entire psychic senses have transformed, my emotions have changed, I was a little upset because I asked the hall because I didn’t know if this was the serpent or some type of attack, And I explained that I counted 4 serpents, which I guess there’s 7. I made a post on vultus stating I was ascending and someone had happened to know of a ritual someone had done on me before, he told me to ground myself. And everyone else just laughed at me.. I was able to experience the underworld , ipos needed to and , well, we .. descended , if that makes sense… I can see astral beings, deceased, I can hear, with my eyes open. I was able to see what the tetractys actually does which I won’t speak about im actually saving for it. Here’s the issue though, you guys, was that kundalini or an attack? Because I ended up in the qlipoth. I’ve never practiced the tree of life not one day in my life. My light was way to bright for these so called tusks and some Bursts, can these be retrieved? And healed? And why I believe I got attacked was, they sent a being up with a sword and… someone from here that I care for very very much helped me. I love her so much for helping me through it. It didn’t look like our system to be honest it looked like a diagram of the tree of life spheres and my serpent went long path ways. Why I say that I have reason to believe that it may be the qlipoth is because some of the gods were mad when I would call them by they’re true names but some didn’t mind. The hall said prove your spiritual rank by your actions, jobless I raised 7500 dollars I just got my hallofosiris account back, I haven’t bought any of the rituals yet. I want to know. Is there anything that I can do or fund for anything in particular? In return for some workings or ritual work performed with me by some of the priesthood on here? High Priest Zevios Metathronos, I vowed to dedicate my life to molding myself into one of these hero’s you asked some of us to become. Everyday I improve but I still have a lot to work one could I message you for a personal inquiry? And, in your guys opinion, do you think this was a good stage of kundalini or do you think someone is attacking me through the qlipoth? I was proud of myself I just, clarification around the time would have been helpful what if I’m not able to replace some fragments of my soul? Was this any stage of kundalini ?

#1

Hello,

You said some months ago that you contacted the Clergy and were also present in Vultus Templorum, but this is your first message. Why are you using multiple accounts? If you have an issue accessing your old account, let us know which account it was so we can help getting it back.

Regarding your post, I see only confusion. There are two simple answers for you, based on the veridicity of your experiences:

  1. You indeed experienced communication with multiple Gods and Daemons, and you can see and hear on the astral. The experiences you described are on a very, very high level, and out of respect for this level, your question about the kind of kundalini level is pointless. You have the spiritual tools to ask your Guardian Daemon about that.

  2. You are faking or exaggerating your experiences for the sake of any kind of reason unknown to us. If members on VT have suggested to you to ground yourself, you should follow that suggestion. Your post is a pot of spiritual terms put together, jumping back and forth between kundalini, Gods and personal inquiries to High Priest Zevios.

If you got your Hall of Osiris account, you have the tools to sustain the Temple. You can participate in the community and on our real-time messaging platform for help of any kind.

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amonra26

What am I faking? Sir? Yes I have relationships with demons and I have traces of me speaking of these rites happening to me, I was not ready, do you realize how dangerous that could be? Have you ever in fact raised your kundalini? Because up until that day I’ve had kundalini stimulations, and naturally i practice power meditation and kundalini yoga, but I was not prepared for what happened, At all. In fact the stuff I mentioned I’ve never experienced in that manner. The most intense ascension I’ve ever had before that, unfortunately I wasn’t spiritually or mentally mature enough to realize what type of blessing I had placed on me and I won’t discuss anyone’s involvement in that but they told me that it was a blessing that would stay on my soul forever, why I say this is because that was that was probably the only real time up until recently that I had experienced like sashumna, and Ida and pingala in other words kundalini ascension and that was pretty intense. But this was different, totally different, sir, And I was not ready or prepared and in fact, I haven’t not even mention not even half of what I’ve been encountering these last few months. And just so you know, this is nothing there’s plenty that i won’t tell the public’s. My first questions were, were they curses because I had never encountered anything like that’s and yes I did inform the clergy everytime something like this had occurred I wanted learn what I was going through l, if it was in fact progression or nots waenitnsny

amonra26

What did I say that was fake or exaggeration? That the serpent , I was able to see it and it was huge, or that I experienced a rite by Hera that i personally believe got me to a rising. I’ve never heard anywhere online of a blue energy channel (pingala) raising like that, it was literally raising and stretching my consciousness, something rather strange was I think I saw like an egg? Would anyone know anything about this type of thing? I’ve been unable to ask these questions for some time and I finally get a chance to ask them, and I get called a liar? At first it was cool. A ritual done for me some years back was the placed back on me and there were geometrical grids with gods anchored to some of corners, the geometric symbols will totally and complete rebuild your your fields and expand for miles, the chakras are anchored onto the djedi pillar firmly and will shatter every curse, every bit of trauma, and deflect it aggressively, recenter your chakra as well as your conscious, refill your chakra with energy and spin in to the speed of light. Your soul and consciousness becomes sentient , your sensors also scans for any threats , harm, trauma, and break it down, your relationship with demons change, they’ll do for you in a whole another way vs you just beginning them and then feeling selfish like your handing them over your energy, no, they see you worked your ass off to regain your sovereignty and evolved to reflect an image similar to them, you realize it’s very advantageous to anchor gods to some of those geometric grids those gods rituals can do its. In this life I was blessed to have this placed on me, I knew apart of it was mastering the meditations and they’re functions. He was kind enough to let me witness some of those rites, I didn’t know what he meant when he said they will continue to empower you overtime and they will never leave your soul, I’m only saying some of this stuff because, many ofcultist have witnessed a lot of things im speaking of, I brought up the message of the kundalini ascension because I’ve never raised in that manner and would like to know if any of this is the proper path to kundalini and godhood, not to boast about it, because everytime I spoke about it on here I’d get called a liar, but the truth is nobody could fake what you will witness and meditation will never be the same. I wish I knew more about the Greek kabbalaha they’re both seem like very complex systems of development

ModernMage

What did I say that was fake or exaggeration? That the serpent , I was able to see it and it was huge, or that I experienced a rite by Hera that i personally believe got me to a rising. I’ve never heard anywhere online of a blue energy channel (pingala) raising like that, it was literally raising and stretching my consciousness, something rather strange was I think I saw like an egg? Would anyone know anything about this type of thing? I’ve been unable to ask these questions for some time and I finally get a chance to ask them, and I get called a liar? At first it was cool. A ritual done for me some years back was the placed back on me and there were geometrical grids with gods anchored to some of corners, the geometric symbols will totally and complete rebuild your your fields and expand for miles, the chakras are anchored onto the djedi pillar firmly and will shatter every curse, every bit of trauma, and deflect it aggressively, recenter your chakra as well as your conscious, refill your chakra with energy and spin in to the speed of light. Your soul and consciousness becomes sentient , your sensors also scans for any threats , harm, trauma, and break it down, your relationship with demons change, they’ll do for you in a whole another way vs you just beginning them and then feeling selfish like your handing them over your energy, no, they see you worked your ass off to regain your sovereignty and evolved to reflect an image similar to them, you realize it’s very advantageous to anchor gods to some of those geometric grids those gods rituals can do its. In this life I was blessed to have this placed on me, I knew apart of it was mastering the meditations and they’re functions. He was kind enough to let me witness some of those rites, I didn’t know what he meant when he said they will continue to empower you overtime and they will never leave your soul, I’m only saying some of this stuff because, many ofcultist have witnessed a lot of things im speaking of, I brought up the message of the kundalini ascension because I’ve never raised in that manner and would like to know if any of this is the proper path to kundalini and godhood, not to boast about it, because everytime I spoke about it on here I’d get called a liar, but the truth is nobody could fake what you will witness and meditation will never be the same. I wish I knew more about the Greek kabbalaha they’re both seem like very complex systems of development

The Gods will not put you in a situation you are not prepared for. You describe a typical kundalini rising, however the way you are saying it seemed like Gods made your kundalini rise which they would not do if you are not ready. It also seems like the energy is not going through central channel and through the female channel instead. Work on grounding exercises like you've been told or work with the earth element to balance the fire out. I am not to this level but can theorize based on lower level events. The twin serpent meditation will also be beneficial here.

Try this breathing exercise
1. Focus on the feet and breathe energy in and out of the soles.
2. After a few minutes bring the energy up to the base and start breathing from the feet to your base
3. Next move the energy to back sacral chakra extension
4. From here move the energy to your crown. So you start by breathing energy into the feet, then move to the base, to the back sacral extension, and finally up to the crown.
5. Exhale the energy down your front channel and back to the feet.
6. Continue the circuit as long as you would like

What this will do is combine earth energy with fiery life force/kundalini energy making it less volatile and easier to move and handle.

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unfortunately i had lost access to my HOO account because I didn’t save my second authenticator wasn’t saved and I had changed my email, I just had the problem resolved and was barely able to make a new hall of Osiris account. My main question was was this a kundalini ascension or an attack because as I said, it seemed draconic in nature and I know nothing of the tree of life or qlipoth its never been in my practice. And of course, I went from being jobless, to making HOo account, and quickly tried turning into a weekly purchase thing though the amounts were not significant. I couldn’t access my account that didn’t make me give up on my ideas it was just the other day that I brought this up again and explained what had happened and basically said if I cannot have a new account could I atleast get the bout coin hash so I could send over what what I managed to raise over the summer and I was let back into. And Norse I should be asking I never had any real idea of the functionings of the serpent, its power, size, something that big and long would make you concerned to, as I said my soul was not readying was very problematic. And I think I may need to go about finding a way of soul fragment retrieval this was another thing inanities about. So i changed my life around, for more healthy, and started making the Pythagoras lessons and the sutras, morals and ethics work more serious because I’m realizing now there is ALOT more work to it I think some mages call this “shadow work” no idea. The chakras can get stuck in husk like things and this can lead to problems so now u also take the djedi meditation very seriously , and well, now that i have the opportunity to ask, was this an early stage of raising my kundalini? I mean like said it felt like a mountain was shaking beneath me lol I’ve never experienced that, and no kundalini is not my only ultimatum or goal I truly have been trying to transform my life into the perfect lifestyle to be a successful Advanced Zevist. Why I said anything about purchasing any form of working from the priesthood is because in case this was an attack or I’m stuck in the qlipoth I’d like to know how this came about because I’ve never initiated into any system like that before. I’m trying to find out what would be advisable to focus on or if there is any form of ritual on there like I personally think the Zevist tree of Kabbalah would would possibly be the next proper direction. Or, if there’s anything recommended to purchase from or on behalf of the temple of Zeus, I’m done doing the bare minimum. I’d just like to know how to move with this whole kundalini thing if it was even in fact kundalini again I know nothing of the qlipoth it seems really dark though.

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Hs666

You're “overperforming” physically. You need to ground yourself to address the imbalance, which is causing you excessive mental and physical stimulation.

amonra26

You're “overperforming” physically. You need to ground yourself to address the imbalance, which is causing you excessive mental and physical stimulation.

Hey thank you for not responding with anything rude. My phone and laptop was hacked it took time to make a new profile and it took time to prove my honesty with the hall of Osiris I didn’t even get any of the credits from the purchases that I had given and my prior account name was Orobasileus I never made multiple accounts of anything. Besides power meditation and kundalini yoga I’ve also managed to make corrected and functioning talismans inspired by Salem burkes talismans and kamara sigil magick as well as have recently just built a radionics device (tepaphone) because about a year ago I was struggling to fight a psionics attack/draining. And my magick wasn’t strong enough plus I’m an all around occultist I’m not the most advanced but I’ve managed to build a foundation that finally produces better results in advancement. I didn’t mean to sound weird or anything I just had been attacked by someone who was heavily into the sitra ochra qlipothic system and they can in fact put a anchor onto someone to and use negative vampiric and parasitic beings to attack/influence people so that’s why I had asked if it was a possible attack. But your right I think rebalance would be great right now.

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Hs666
This is the targeted reply.

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You're projecting. No one is “attacking” you.

You're going through an evolutionary process, but it's unbalanced. You need to correct the current/flow you're following, because instability can create a wake and open up gaps.

The only solution is to ground yourself.

#3

This doesnt seem like kundalini, the first stages lf kundalini is an umistakable heat sensation, and for me what happened was by heart started pounding harder because the body couldnt handle the heightened energy. But there was no unicorns and angels appearing, its a very physical burning nervous sensation

Icarus laughed as he fell. To fall means to have soared.

amonra26

And I understand what your describing these things did come, did you see your serpent ?

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Myniciorom

And I understand what your describing these things did come, did you see your serpent ?

No i didnt, I already explained my energy never rose to head, and it takes years perhaps maybe two decades to fully adjust to a kundalini awakening, the body transforms fully in those years and your appearance aswell, and your nerves adapt. I didnt have any knowledge back then on how to capitalize the energy fully so I just went by instinct on what worked. I get serpent surges roughly every 6mounths to a year and a half, and when I get these, these last for around two to three weeks, i use solar mantras on my spine to exponentiate and the burn is so intense my back chakras feel like liquid fire.

amonra26

No no unicorns or anything and yes it’s nervous

And I understand what your describing these things did come, did you see your serpent ?

No i didnt, I already explained my energy never rose to head, and it takes years perhaps maybe two decades to fully adjust to a kundalini awakening, the body transforms fully in those years and your appearance aswell, and your nerves adapt. I didnt have any knowledge back then on how to capitalize the energy fully so I just went by instinct on what worked. I get serpent surges roughly every 6mounths to a year and a half, and when I get these, these last for around two to three weeks, i use solar mantras on my spine to exponentiate and the burn is so intense my back chakras feel like liquid fire.

Right, so this actually pierced through my upper chakras, and like sent waves into an area of my brain that was like expanding it and idk it felt unhealthy. And well pretty much the same for me, about 15 years of kundalini yoga atleast for an hour a day, and ALL of the power meditations or depending on what I’m working on I’ll focus on specific meditations from the list and I only keep trying to get better at them. I’ve never had an ascension like this and my chakras and astral senses have never functioned as accurate as they do now in fact having to be honest with myself I think that I was doing the meditations wrong for atleast the first 3 years. The yoga and cleansing helped. The serpents functions are different um at one point I thought it was possible that I was being possessed I mean it has a weight and pressure to it now and can do multiple things at once, and also my sensor can see for miles just about anything and it actually sees like a snake as in like, I think it picks up on body heat like I can close my eyes and look in the mirror and see red body heat almost like and this had also frightened me a bit because I have never experienced anything like this in meditation.

#4

There’s nothing that I said that isn’t realistic about kundalini. I explained it started from my feet in which in other hermetic orders it does it would be from the middle pillar ok. I said that it began uncoiling and well the first time I felt like the serpent and twin serpent bringing heat through its pathways that wasn’t me that did that though someone prominent on here was a very talented magician and knew my soul had some damage to it and was I was being attacked, now that I can telepathic communicate with demons I was told what was done and what the geometric grids were doing as I saw some gods anchored to some of the grids, and I saw every curse break down and eject from my chakras, my soul was aligned with the djedi and my conscious anytime my thoughts would go astray would be re anchored into focus, and the merkaba felt almost physical, every meditation was done on me in fact and many demons had helped. This infatuated me so I started learning about ritual magic and what geometric shapes do to one’s self. Ok, this wasn’t that, but in fact many adepts on here already know what I’m talking about the mind and soul becomes sentient and begins working together,I began trying to make workings that would replicate this all im saying is this time when I raised, the serpent actually mirrored to my psyche and I could see , feel and sense it slither up , and it wasn’t what I ever imagined it would be it was a thick powerful serpent almost like a dragon when it ascends your periodic vision can sort of se it slither up your spine, it then goes up and drops back down like a circuit, a few days before this happened I was working with Astarte and she had me do some mantras and this drip dropped down from my pineal gland onto my left hip and it felt hallow, bu in a good way,this is also a legit explanation in spiritual transformation. Minus the I’m not sure what the centers are called on the tree of life, it looked like one of those diagrams you see of a serpent moving through the qlipoth tree diagram is all I’m saying except it was really thick. I’m not an initiate of any Kabbalah system, I’m taking interest in developing the Zevist tree of life and learning the true Greek Kabbalah system which is very complex, I did bring this up to the hall , They said your level of power by what you can do, for awhile I was depressed, and my mind and life felt like a crises, and then having had accidentally locked myself out of the HOo account this didn’t stop me, I didn’t stop saving to be able to help the temple, I was jobless, I took the negative barriers in my life and suddenly had the will power and memory to use my day to be able to use the hours of my days to be a full time Zevist, and my thoughts and magick are no longer hopes , they energy materializes quickly, and me being able to stop wasting life, reflect on my life and the problems in it, allowed me to bring my life back to being able to train spiritually mentally and physically, change my diet and transform my body’s fitness as well as my personal discipline to and now with the new updates on the templeofzeus for once in my life I’m not just wishing and hoping of having some power, but doing nothing to obtain it, or having to many obstacles, those obstacles are now gone and I’m trying to best to ttansform my life into advanced Zevist levels and be a better me. Isn’t this one of the purposes of our teachings? Now that I have time I can go onto the hall of Osiris and first and foremost happily make purchases, and then go about finding new material that will further help me progress as well as hopefully explain to me what’s been going on with me spiritually and what these ascension experiences are and mostly be able to stabilize the energy and functions and have a better explanation because I haven’t seen anyone explain it like this. And nonetheless it was a great experience I just think it could have caused some damage I personally don’t think I was ready. And I did wonder if it was a form of an attack and I’d like to find out its origins because , I don’t not practice Hebrew Kabbalah. So I did question some of the diagrams my psyche was more so experiencing and I’d also like to learn how to travel these new forms of what I guess would be considered realms, in meditation. Meditation is a totally different thing now. But ok I’ll no longer post about my experiences since it seems like it irritated a few of you. Thanks for your support’..