Material(NAMA) since your doing something on ground level and it's not a spiritual boost to astrological planets/houses nor health.
BTW April 7th, 2019 for Sun square boost and on May 17, 2019, a Venus boosted date opens up all day and it's a VOCless day. (Moon in Scorpio) = Sex, power, transformations, research, and the occult. Both squares come in one after the other so no Jupiter squares till July, April 7th to about May 12; 5 day rest, then M17-July 4th. THEN return to Jupiter squares since it's Jup in Sag.
Why not simply acclimate to your soul; sexual intercourse with love and affection. I guess you COULD add the words sexual intercourse and outercourse(non-penetrative type of sex) with love and affection as well.
The energies of venus is attracting and acquiring to me sexual intercourse(optional: and outercourse) with love and affection in a (positive and healthy way for me) or (in the most beneficial, happiest, godlike, and best way for me.)
IF the sexual aspect doesn't appeal since you may not have problems with that.
Perhaps The energies of venus is attracting and acquiring to me, my perfect sexual/love partner...insert positive clause.
But honestly reading the venus square it doesn't seem like it does that kind of magnetism perhaps I'm interpreting the kaballah of venus too strictly it rules the woman in a man's chart. I guess broadly speaking it COULD acclimate such possibilities but it doesn't strictly state it attracts women to you merely sexual aspects.
FYI: I'm not the best when it comes to affirmation I might get it from a member saying my affirmation is too long. At the end of the day it might be best to at least maintain your own affirmation creation perhaps spend some time organizing something in your head and replying back on this thread.
Sounds to me like this person understands you and seems fine taking it slower. You already know what your doing your just simply hesitant to commit.
but...
It's kinda like a horse situation you focus on one target and ignore your surroundings then when something happens you see your shadow and freak out. So why not open up your soul to a broader spectrum of reality it may not be what EXACTLY you want but it could prove beneficial to your overall psyche and relationship. Not to disrespect your relationship but there is always the question especially with your concern of what if it doesn't work out. I do hope for the best it does works out but think not of just this lifetime but others.
Do remember we don't live in such Satanic societies like the Gods, perhaps a healthier viewpoint might prove more realistic. She MAY not be like you but that doesn't mean SHE can't open up and try and do it positively not in a brainwashing manner. I understand your enthusiasm and wanting to delve deeper but sometimes in some cases even with a lifetime they never learn so hopefully in the next they learn their lesson.
I'm merely trying to give a realistic perspective of your current surroundings.
