Vent..

[Sol Rei 666]

In 2023, I was a horrible person, totally different from what I am today, the temple of zeus helped me improve. I've spoken badly about people to please others, I did things that really compromised me, but that all went away since 2 years passed and I changed schools. I know that teenagers do a lot of shit, I know that I've changed, but I'm really scared that all of this will end up coming back, that people will know what I was like, And I don't know, something bad will happen because of this, even after 2 years, I want to do the meditation to remove these people from my soul, but I don't know if this fear will finally go away, i just want to live without that shit from the past haunting me day after day. Sorry for the language...

 

[Valkyrie]

In 2023, I was a horrible person, totally different from what I am today, the temple of zeus helped me improve. I've spoken badly about people to please others, I did things that really compromised me, but that all went away since 2 years passed and I changed schools. I know that teenagers do a lot of shit, I know that I've changed, but I'm really scared that all of this will end up coming back, that people will know what I was like, And I don't know, something bad will happen because of this, even after 2 years, I want to do the meditation to remove these people from my soul, but I don't know if this fear will finally go away, i just want to live without that shit from the past haunting me day after day. Sorry for the language...

Don't be so hard on yourself, we all do stupid and embarrassing things when we are young. It's part of the learning process. One of the good things about society is it has a certain amount of patience and understanding with you when you are young, you don't get when you're older.

The main thing is you've come to the truth now with JoS and Satan. Just keep up your meditation to fully open your soul and your 3rd eye. When this happens you properly discern the truth from the lies and deceit of the enemy going on around you. You must realise that all gentiles (non Jews) have been enslaved by the Jewish Abrahamic religions, which is nothing but brainwashing programs designed to keep humanity ignorant and subservient. People you deal with every day are simply stumbling along in a dream of delusions, not being able to wake up and see their true spiritual identity and potential until they come to Satan's truth.

You are a unique and beautiful creation of our Father Satan. Grow in your spiritual knowledge and power by fully opening your soul and one day, in this life or another, you will become the God Satan has ALWAYS INTENDED ALL OF US TO BE.

Hail Satan!

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

In 2023, I was a horrible person, totally different from what I am today, the temple of zeus helped me improve. I've spoken badly about people to please others, I did things that really compromised me, but that all went away since 2 years passed and I changed schools. I know that teenagers do a lot of shit, I know that I've changed, but I'm really scared that all of this will end up coming back, that people will know what I was like, And I don't know, something bad will happen because of this, even after 2 years, I want to do the meditation to remove these people from my soul, but I don't know if this fear will finally go away, i just want to live without that shit from the past haunting me day after day. Sorry for the language...

Every such situation is subjective, but since I have been there myself I will tell you how I got out of it: when I took care of myself and advanced as the person I wanted to be (through meditations, physical trainings, various studies, etc.) and I began to realize that I had a place in this universe by contributing to others (there are things that can be done for the Temple of Zeus at all levels), then I found the real me again because I no longer felt I had to always justify myself to others, give explanations and worry about what others might think of me. But if you don't do anything for yourself you don't get there. If you do, however, you get there. It's up to you how you manage the time.

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

You are a unique and beautiful creation of our Father Satan.

People achieve high levels through hard work. By default there may be a tendency to improve spiritually (I have it in the birth chart), but they are always potentials that if you do nothing remain written on a birth chart pdf. The higher a goal is, the less reaching them will happen by default. That's really how I see it, but in 2017 I wasn't much more than some handicapped andrapod who didn't do shit.

It took me years to elevate myself to something that someone seeing it could say "nice actually." It's really my very personal view, but I think people have to earn the status. Great People like HPS Maxine we don't esteem them because we once glimpsed the nickname on the forum and so they were here and automatically they are great. HPS Maxine has done MUCH more than simply being born to be esteemed by us as wonderful.

But yes. We should not be expected to start already from super advanced Gods who never make mistakes. I really sucked as a human being in 2017. If I had to make a comparison now, the """"me"""" of 2017 was barely human, if he continued to neglect himself for a few more years he would have become a corpse. Not a breathing human.

I made *very* big mistakes. But we can make things better and right and conquer and be and so forever. It's something we'd all like to do, but few want it so badly really that they put time into it daily. It's more of a "yes, I want to. Excuse me? Should I meditate 15 minutes a day? No, I've reconsidered, I don't feel like it anymore."

 

[Valkyrie]

People achieve high levels through hard work. By default there may be a tendency to improve spiritually (I have it in the birth chart), but they are always potentials that if you do nothing remain written on a birth chart pdf. The higher a goal is, the less reaching them will happen by default. That's really how I see it, but in 2017 I wasn't much more than some handicapped andrapod who didn't do shit.

It took me years to elevate myself to something that someone seeing it could say "nice actually." It's really my very personal view, but I think people have to earn the status. Great People like HPS Maxine we don't esteem them because we once glimpsed the nickname on the forum and so they were here and automatically they are great. HPS Maxine has done MUCH more than simply being born to be esteemed by us as wonderful.

But yes. We should not be expected to start already from super advanced Gods who never make mistakes. I really sucked as a human being in 2017. If I had to make a comparison now, the """"me"""" of 2017 was barely human, if he continued to neglect himself for a few more years he would have become a corpse. Not a breathing human.

I made *very* big mistakes. But we can make things better and right and conquer and be and so forever. It's something we'd all like to do, but few want it so badly really that they put time into it daily. It's more of a "yes, I want to. Excuse me? Should I meditate 15 minutes a day? No, I've reconsidered, I don't feel like it anymore."

We've, all of us here at JoS, changed from what we were when without Satan.

It took Rome hundreds of years to become the world power it was. And It took the enemy hundreds of years to bring it down, to get humanity to where it is now. The enemy's patience is almost as great as it's hatred for us and the Gods.
We must have patience and perseverance to change, and as you said, "earn your status" in life. Whether this is just an SS here or to eventually become something more substantial in JoS. The God's award what is appropriate according to merit and service.

You know a bit about me from my testimonial I gave last week. How I came from a difficult upbringing. But life is difficult under any circumstances with the Gods. I changed by putting my ego in check and asked myself, "what do I really need to do to be the best I can be?" Yes, sometimes I wake up and realise I still have so far to go. But after meditating I realise it is just all part of the process to becoming a God - and that makes all the effort and determination worth it!

I'm so glad you have come to Satan and us here SeguaceDiSantanas

 

[Dragonheart666]

Don't be so hard on yourself, we all do stupid and embarrassing things when we are young. It's part of the learning process. One of the good things about society is it has a certain amount of patience and understanding with you when you are young, you don't get when you're older.

The main thing is you've come to the truth now with JoS and Satan. Just keep up your meditation to fully open your soul and your 3rd eye. When this happens you properly discern the truth from the lies and deceit of the enemy going on around you. You must realise that all gentiles (non Jews) have been enslaved by the Jewish Abrahamic religions, which is nothing but brainwashing programs designed to keep humanity ignorant and subservient. People you deal with every day are simply stumbling along in a dream of delusions, not being able to wake up and see their true spiritual identity and potential until they come to Satan's truth.

You are a unique and beautiful creation of our Father Satan. Grow in your spiritual knowledge and power by fully opening your soul and one day, in this life or another, you will become the God Satan has ALWAYS INTENDED ALL OF US TO BE.

Hail Satan!

I have, done my share of stupid things too. WE live and learn. ️

 

[nema]

I'll tell you a secret.. people don't actually give a s*** about what others do, everybody is way too concerned with themself to even remember what you did. And we all did stuff we regret, literally all of us. And.. you're a Satanist, whatever people think, you're the top of the food chain Remember that!

 

[Henu the Great]

I'll tell you a secret.. people don't actually give a s*** about what others do, everybody is way too concerned with themself to even remember what you did. And we all did stuff we regret, literally all of us. And.. you're a Satanist, whatever people think, you're the top of the food chain Remember that!

Yeah, that applies to some people. Let me tell you a secret in return. Some people can hold a grudge, and generally remember the actions of others very clearly.

 

[Sol Rei 666]

In 2023, I was a horrible person, totally different from what I am today, the temple of zeus helped me improve. I've spoken badly about people to please others, I did things that really compromised me, but that all went away since 2 years passed and I changed schools. I know that teenagers do a lot of shit, I know that I've changed, but I'm really scared that all of this will end up coming back, that people will know what I was like, And I don't know, something bad will happen because of this, even after 2 years, I want to do the meditation to remove these people from my soul, but I don't know if this fear will finally go away, i just want to live without that shit from the past haunting me day after day. Sorry for the language...

Reading these answers makes me love and feel more part of this family, I love you all!

 

[nema]

Yeah, that applies to some people. Let me tell you a secret in return. Some people can hold a grudge, and generally remember the actions of others very clearly.

Damn i think this found me at the right time Brother.. i guess there are serious actions and simple gossiping, what i meant is that people who like to talk usually change their "person of interest" very quickly.