levithmong
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- Oct 30, 2006
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I'm new to this. Like.. Totally new. I've been a Satanist going onto 2 years, but I've never really meditated or anything. I really want to start getting into it though. I'm filling out my black book with any information I need to help myself so I don't need to keep going back through my print outs. But main thing of all, I want to begin using a Ouija board to contact demons, and find my guardian demon, and build a relationship with him/her. I tried before with a pendulum, but the results were unintelligible. But I've heard bad things about the board. My girlfriend used to use it, and she got a lot of negativity afterwards. I'm a committed Satanist, so I'm thinking Father Satan won't let anything bad happen to me, but I'm still terrified of upsetting a spirit or demon. And I'm terrified of getting a negative spirit/demon that will trick me and haunt me. What do I do? I'd prefer to use the pendulum, but I want to try something new. Help? :\
