I was wondering if anybody has any experience with this considering AUROCH is an animal. And animals behave in a certain way to humans spiritually and physically. I don't feel hurt or anything just super pumped and then I crash even though I'm not sore or physically tired, I just crash. I started eating more and that helped. but is this ruin actually bringing AUROCH back to life in my soul or am I just trippen? It does say "cosmic seed"