TRUE SOLDIERS DONT BACK DOWN

[reimerwesley]

Very inspirational. It is true that the most brutal, demanding, and hardest struggle is fought within ourselves. I have much freedom in practising power meditation, but I am still so ever lazy in doing it. But I know this the enemy. We must learn to recondition and reprogram ourselves to become masters of the self. Every time I know I need to meditate, I always find reason to do contrary. And I know this is what the enemy wants, but I still procrastinate. Every day the biggest battle I have been faced with in dedicating has been the struggle in myself. It's posts like these and the energy of Father that inspire me to push on through the pain. I spent the first two years struggling to beat my addictions and I beat them recently. My mind would not allow meditation and drug/tobacco addiction to mix. With me, it just didn't work that way. Whenever I was high or had smoked a cigarette, I could not meditate, it just hurt too much. The discomfort was agonizing. But now that I am free and pure of all and any substances, my motivation to meditate has been growing daily, and I have been growing in spiritual power. Satan has helped me through it all and continues to do so this day. I am ever grateful. But even now, as I am writing this post that will hopefully also be an inspiration to someone, I should actually be meditating right now. But however, at least my free time spent that is not used for mediation is used for anything to do with Spiritual Satanism and for Satan. I made sure of this, that if I am not meditating whatever my reasons may be, it is spent doing something related to the topic in hopes that my desire for meditation will grow. In fact I'm going to go meditate right now. Just writing this post and reading yours has given me the inspiration I need. Hail Satan !!! XD

 

[Allison Passino]

Well said, both of you! And the battle ever rages...Hail Father Satan
always! Hail Lord Andras! Hail Sorath, the one who burns! and hail to
Varan, my new daemon friend! :Xd

On 4/23/14, reimerwesley@... <reimerwesley@... wrote:
Very inspirational. It is true that the most brutal, demanding, and hardest
struggle is fought within ourselves. I have much freedom in practising power
meditation, but I am still so ever lazy in doing it. But I know this the
enemy. We must learn to recondition and reprogram ourselves to become
masters of the self. Every time I know I need to meditate, I always find
reason to do contrary. And I know this is what the enemy wants, but I still
procrastinate. Every day the biggest battle I have been faced with in
dedicating has been the struggle in myself. It's posts like these and the
energy of Father that inspire me to push on through the pain. I spent the
first two years struggling to beat my addictions and I beat them recently.
My mind would not allow meditation and drug/tobacco addiction to mix. With
me, it just didn't work that way. Whenever I was high or had smoked a
cigarette, I could not meditate, it just hurt too much. The discomfort was
agonizing. But now that I am free and pure of all and any substances, my
motivation to meditate has been growing daily, and I have been growing in
spiritual power. Satan has helped me through it all and continues to do so
this day. I am ever grateful. But even now, as I am writing this post that
will hopefully also be an inspiration to someone, I should actually be
meditating right now. But however, at least my free time spent that is not
used for mediation is used for anything to do with Spiritual Satanism and
for Satan. I made sure of this, that if I am not meditating whatever my
reasons may be, it is spent doing something related to the topic in hopes
that my desire for meditation will grow. In fact I'm going to go meditate
right now. Just writing this post and reading yours has given me the
inspiration I need. Hail Satan !!! XD