Welcome for your dedication. As you describe, there is no reason to focus on these negative thoughts, they are clearly there to keep you from advancing and nonsensical.
These feelings you experience can't be wrong, because these as you say are strong and deep. It's great that you understand this too.
Love is actualized by spiritual work, as we are not here to merely love, but show our love through application and self advancement as the Demons want for us out of care.
These feelings you experience can't be wrong, because these as you say are strong and deep. It's great that you understand this too.
Love is actualized by spiritual work, as we are not here to merely love, but show our love through application and self advancement as the Demons want for us out of care.