Greetings my dearest brethren. I come for aid, my story is as follows: I have been dedicated for almost 3 years now, yet sadly and to my perpetual shame, I never before had taken the righ decitions or to better place it, I had never dedicated my being into advancing. For a long time I was just a satanist by name and intention if you will, but do not get me wrong, I have never doubted in my lord Satan. Its just that I never actually took off on my own. Save for some rather inconsistent meditation setions that, were rather good in terms of what I felt at times. And so time passed by yet I did not advance, but lately I found the 40 day program in the JOS site, and started to do it. The firs days were going well, then I arrieved to the 3rd eye meditation, as said in the program, I felt pressure and a slight headache lasting for a few days. But my third eye did not open, now I know it wont be as easy due to the long time of not meditating or the fact that I never did before. But I find myself unfocused, and unable to finish my meditations correctly, I know this takes time and consistency but I really want to make myself useful for Father Satan. I was thinking of contacting a demon/ess that could teach me how to foccus. But over all, my inability to open my chakras is my main concern.
This is one long request, but please, I really want to keep going!
May our lord and father bestow hell's blessings amongs us all.
HAIL SATAN!
This is one long request, but please, I really want to keep going!
May our lord and father bestow hell's blessings amongs us all.
HAIL SATAN!