Sometimes we lack of listening inner self
but also what is important we forgot about listening others.
A lot of people escaping from listening others lying to themselves they are lacking inner self. Trying to hide deeper and deeper.
If somebody wasted our efforts, even wounding us the efforts aren't waste. Energy still flows. Action and Reaction.
I always tell to myself after getting a hard hit from destiny:
"It was my fault, that I was too weak to defend myself" "I could predict it, but I was too blind"
Maybe sometimes is cruel, but also I'm awarding self if possible
People and their angels are scums, but if we looking for a better world we should be stronger than any corrupted spawn crawling there.