tired of being weakened and need some advice

[vanessa1]

I feel as if this is happening a fair bit with in our groups…. There have been two other posts in this related topic that have compelled me to post my story cause I'm getting ticked off at this point.

I have been personally pushed to my extremes. I have been feeling completely blocked and distracted when doing meditation, I have nothing to think about yet my mind is constantly cluttered. this may seem trivial to most but I have been doing void meditation for years, my astral hearing was vary good, and was starting astral travel but to suddenly be unable to do anything is down-right creepy.
it has been like this for months, after a series of attacks from entities which I know I got rid of.
As a result my life in the real world has seemingly failed too which, again, is weird for me since I have ALWAYS had control of my life.
In my case, its to weird to explain in words what I was able to do once upon a time and then to just become weaker then a xian.

Any way, for a while I thought it was just me and been trying everything for a while but now I know this is just not me, I would like some helpful advice from anyone who can fell my frustration.

Ps. don't tell me to asked the gods….

 

[Tya Duchaine]

<td val[/IMG] Hello. My name is Tya
I don't think you know me. I'm new. I haven't dedicated my soul to Father Satan yet, but I think I know what's up: <ol>[*]You might be upset about something. Sometimes, when I don't feel like meditating, I know it's a stupid Xian “god”. I hug Silver, my stuffed unicorn I've had since I was eight. Maybe you have something that brings you peace that you can hold. </li>[*]You just might be tired. I can't clean my aura if I'm falling asleep! </li>[*]Maybe you don't think Father loves you. This is my problem all the time. I think of how much I love Him, how I'm gonna dedicate my soul, how I'll be Godlike, I'll get a guardian Demon, stuff like that. </li>[*]A Xian is praying for you. This sounds stupid, but think about it. Stuff like cleansing you aura more often and reading about Demons (that's just me) might help. </li></ol>
Hope I've helped a little bit.
HAIL EA!!! HAIL THE GODS OF HELL!!! DEATH TO ALL WHO OPPOSE THEM!!!!

--- On Sat, 2/27/10, vanessa <dilandau_albatou666@... wrote:

From: vanessa <dilandau_albatou666@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] tired of being weakened and need some advice
To: [email protected]
Received: Saturday, February 27, 2010, 3:38 AM

  I feel as if this is happening a fair bit with in our groups…. There have been two other posts in this related topic that have compelled me to post my story cause I'm getting ticked off at this point.

I have been personally pushed to my extremes. I have been feeling completely blocked and distracted when doing meditation, I have nothing to think about yet my mind is constantly cluttered. this may seem trivial to most but I have been doing void meditation for years, my astral hearing was vary good, and was starting astral travel but to suddenly be unable to do anything is down-right creepy.
it has been like this for months, after a series of attacks from entities which I know I got rid of.
As a result my life in the real world has seemingly failed too which, again, is weird for me since I have ALWAYS had control of my life.
In my case, its to weird to explain in words what I was able to do once upon a time and then to just become weaker then a xian.

Any way, for a while I thought it was just me and been trying everything for a while but now I know this is just not me, I would like some helpful advice from anyone who can fell my frustration.

Ps. don't tell me to asked the gods….

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