this is retarded whats wrong with me

[deathkillxx]

it seems as if as my energy drops and lowers so does my bodys ability to function it is as if my body and mind literally depend on my spiritual power

but my body also seems to deny ignore and drain the will of my own soul

this makes me have to fight my own mind or fight myself which leads to me losing and becoming lazy and then losing even more energy due to that

i don't get it

my mind and thought seem as if they there but not there

alot like as if i feel like a ghost

my parents and anyone i talk to can easily exploit this problem i have even if they are not aware of it

i don't know what it is
i just know every so often my energy drops then support for mental thought seems to shut down and i lose body functionality
anybody know what this problem is
i thought it could be a seizure but it seems to be directly spiritually linked
if my spirital pressure drops
so does my ability to think or move my body

this effect also seems to become more permanent as time goes on

i lose more spirutal pressure then some kind of lock shuts that makes sure i cant obtain more or make more and when i do make more energy it spews out either side of me and does not stay in me

even now i feel as if im not trully attached to my own body but typing thru it and looking thru a pane of glass just to see my screen

and it feels like i have to use strings of energy that barely hold just to control my hands

everyone i spoke to thinks im fine but i still feel something wrong

in the past i have had to deal with angels taking stuff out of me even without consent demons and other spirits would do it too

i keep getting the idea something important that is never supposed to be removed from the body or mind body spirit connection has been removed

something that has done some serious damage that can only be fixed by the being who made it
and i never figured out what it was

anyone ever had this issue
i been dealing with it for a good year or so now it comes and goess depending on how much spiritual pressure i am able to sustain and since i been stripped of alot of things just for not doing what i am told by other angels and so called demons i can hardly fill the energy demand for my own body

the only reason i have got this far is because i had tons of spirits helping me live my life in unison within me now that they all been pulled out my body pretty much functions alot like a balloon with all the air forced out and a few holes in the latex
no pressure no support

this effect on me also seems to be able to hinder the flow of energy in m body and even hinder will power and free will

it is like all my consciousness is nearly gone and part of me is just barely intact

 

[Mitchell1]

It seems from your post that you are being sucked dry by alien lifeforms, who are masquerading as both angels and Demons. Your energy is being bled out faster than your natural ability to replace it. This is causing you to have that drained feeling along with the fatigue and apathy. What you need to do is sever the connections you have with these entities. ALL OF THEM. A real demon would NEVER siphon your energy away like that, so cutting these connections will not bring retaliation from any Demons.

Read this --- http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ching.html

That being said, the entities that are stealing your life force(because that's what they're doing)may and probably will retaliate. It is important that after severing the connections, you IMMEDIATELY start gathering energy and using it to protect and heal yourself. make sure you defend yourself well after detaching from these entities, because since they are draining your energy, they will want to keep doing so. You must be very firm in your assurance that the bond is severed. DO NOT rush this. Take as much time as you need with each one until you are 100% sure you are no longer being leeched from.
You must have a will like tempered steel. Your determination has to be stronger than the mosquito that bit you to ensure that this contact is broken for good. Remember that no matter what, YOU are in control of your body, and all of its energy is yours and yours alone.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "deathkillxx" <deathkillxx@... wrote:

it seems as if as my energy drops and lowers so does my bodys ability to function it is as if my body and mind literally depend on my spiritual power

but my body also seems to deny ignore and drain the will of my own soul

this makes me have to fight my own mind or fight myself which leads to me losing and becoming lazy and then losing even more energy due to that

i don't get it

my mind and thought seem as if they there but not there

alot like as if i feel like a ghost

my parents and anyone i talk to can easily exploit this problem i have even if they are not aware of it

i don't know what it is
i just know every so often my energy drops then support for mental thought seems to shut down and i lose body functionality
anybody know what this problem is
i thought it could be a seizure but it seems to be directly spiritually linked
if my spirital pressure drops
so does my ability to think or move my body

this effect also seems to become more permanent as time goes on

i lose more spirutal pressure then some kind of lock shuts that makes sure i cant obtain more or make more and when i do make more energy it spews out either side of me and does not stay in me

even now i feel as if im not trully attached to my own body but typing thru it and looking thru a pane of glass just to see my screen

and it feels like i have to use strings of energy that barely hold just to control my hands

everyone i spoke to thinks im fine but i still feel something wrong

in the past i have had to deal with angels taking stuff out of me even without consent demons and other spirits would do it too

i keep getting the idea something important that is never supposed to be removed from the body or mind body spirit connection has been removed

something that has done some serious damage that can only be fixed by the being who made it
and i never figured out what it was

anyone ever had this issue
i been dealing with it for a good year or so now it comes and goess depending on how much spiritual pressure i am able to sustain and since i been stripped of alot of things just for not doing what i am told by other angels and so called demons i can hardly fill the energy demand for my own body

the only reason i have got this far is because i had tons of spirits helping me live my life in unison within me now that they all been pulled out my body pretty much functions alot like a balloon with all the air forced out and a few holes in the latex
no pressure no support

this effect on me also seems to be able to hinder the flow of energy in m body and even hinder will power and free will

it is like all my consciousness is nearly gone and part of me is just barely intact