Theistic Satanism and Suicide

[agaliarept52]

I want to ask a serious question, its about Theistic Satanism and suicide. I am wondering what the Joy of Satan officials and members may think about a Satanist ending his or her own life. I am wanting a response for a very specific reason, Chronic Pain that has gone on for years. Chronic Pain that doctors, and there have been many, say that will never go away and the only prognosis is for pain management through several drugs taken on a daily basis. Drugs that do not take the pain away, but only keep me in a drowsy out of it state. Chronic Pain that can not be dealt with with narcotics as I have an allergic reaction to all narcotics. Chronic Pain that has cost me my relationship, my friends, my livelihood, and almost everything at this point.

Any help or advice is welcome.

 

[Light Algur]

We spiritual Satanist are life loving and i believe we do not agree with some one ending their own life, especially those who are dedicated. Even though there is no punishment but our ultimate goal is to live forever [Achieve god head]. With meditations we empower our self and remove our obstacles and also with the help of father Satan and the gods. I would start a 40 [or more] day working with using runes, sun's energy, and the sun square and mantras. The runes you can use are Thurz, Sol, Vend. Links at the bottom and tips:
 
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... quare.html
Make sure you feel the vibrations of the rune and vibrate i would vibrate Sol,Thurz, and Vend for 108 or 40 times each rune. And affirm "The positive energies of ____ are permenantly and constantly healing the chronic pain from my whole body".

Inhale powerful white gold energy from the sun and affirm "I am inhaling powerful white gold energy from the sun, this energy is permanently and constantly healing the chronic Pain in my whole body" [Please i am not so good at affirmations but this is an idea, needs to be more specific.] Affirm it 108 or 40 tiems every day for 40 days or more.

Also using this mantra this MIGHT help  as well

To remove obstacles in your life:
SaTaNaMa RaMaDaSa SaSay So Hung
Pronounced-
SAH-TAH-NAH-MAH --- RAH-MAH-DAH-SAH --- SAH-SAH-YAH --- SOH --- HUUU-NNG

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/154

I gave you what i thought it could. Other members might have more better suggestions than mine. It may seem like so much but take your time and know you can get through this. Make sure the aura of protection is set as well. Never give up! Stay strong and have faith. Father Satan and the Gods would never leave you through this battle!

Hail Satan!
From: agaliarept52 <rwillson52@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, October 24, 2012 7:07 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Theistic Satanism and Suicide

  I want to ask a serious question, its about Theistic Satanism and suicide. I am wondering what the Joy of Satan officials and members may think about a Satanist ending his or her own life. I am wanting a response for a very specific reason, Chronic Pain that has gone on for years. Chronic Pain that doctors, and there have been many, say that will never go away and the only prognosis is for pain management through several drugs taken on a daily basis. Drugs that do not take the pain away, but only keep me in a drowsy out of it state. Chronic Pain that can not be dealt with with narcotics as I have an allergic reaction to all narcotics. Chronic Pain that has cost me my relationship, my friends, my livelihood, and almost everything at this point.

Any help or advice is welcome.

 

[Light Algur]

The spiritual Sun Square boosted my health and last time i went for an analysis it was perfect [except one for ! Definitely did its job.  Anyways i suggest that after done vibrating the mantras of the spiritual sun square you direct the energy to do what it is supposed to do by using an affirmation like "These energies are permanently and constantly healing the chronic pain away from my whole body". I would also do yogic breaths if you can.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... thing.html

Also do not start a working a void moon and also i would suggest on starting the working on a Sunday at the hour of the sun. Or i believe any other day at the hour of the sun. This will make the working more powerful in its effect.

http://www.lunarium.co.uk/calendar/universal.jsp
http://chronosxp.sourceforge.net/en/http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... cense.html
 Hail Satan!
From: Light Algur <yc28@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, October 24, 2012 8:17 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Theistic Satanism and Suicide

  We spiritual Satanist are life loving and i believe we do not agree with some one ending their own life, especially those who are dedicated. Even though there is no punishment but our ultimate goal is to live forever [Achieve god head]. With meditations we empower our self and remove our obstacles and also with the help of father Satan and the gods. I would start a 40 [or more] day working with using runes, sun's energy, and the sun square and mantras. The runes you can use are Thurz, Sol, Vend. Links at the bottom and tips:
 
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... quare.html
Make sure you feel the vibrations of the rune and vibrate i would vibrate Sol,Thurz, and Vend for 108 or 40 times each rune. And affirm "The positive energies of ____ are permenantly and constantly healing the chronic pain from my whole body".

Inhale powerful white gold energy from the sun and affirm "I am inhaling powerful white gold energy from the sun, this energy is permanently and constantly healing the chronic Pain in my whole body" [Please i am not so good at affirmations but this is an idea, needs to be more specific.] Affirm it 108 or 40 tiems every day for 40 days or more.

Also using this mantra this MIGHT help  as well

To remove obstacles in your life:
SaTaNaMa RaMaDaSa SaSay So Hung
Pronounced-
SAH-TAH-NAH-MAH --- RAH-MAH-DAH-SAH --- SAH-SAH-YAH --- SOH --- HUUU-NNG

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/154

I gave you what i thought it could. Other members might have more better suggestions than mine. It may seem like so much but take your time and know you can get through this. Make sure the aura of protection is set as well. Never give up! Stay strong and have faith. Father Satan and the Gods would never leave you through this battle!

Hail Satan!
From: agaliarept52 <rwillson52@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, October 24, 2012 7:07 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Theistic Satanism and Suicide

  I want to ask a serious question, its about Theistic Satanism and suicide. I am wondering what the Joy of Satan officials and members may think about a Satanist ending his or her own life. I am wanting a response for a very specific reason, Chronic Pain that has gone on for years. Chronic Pain that doctors, and there have been many, say that will never go away and the only prognosis is for pain management through several drugs taken on a daily basis. Drugs that do not take the pain away, but only keep me in a drowsy out of it state. Chronic Pain that can not be dealt with with narcotics as I have an allergic reaction to all narcotics. Chronic Pain that has cost me my relationship, my friends, my livelihood, and almost everything at this point.

Any help or advice is welcome.

 

[jonathon_billing]

It's your life, so it's entirely up to you.

What do you value? Where do your values sit relative to other ones. What I mean is, let's say you value spiritual advancement more than pain, or because the pain is so great, you value relief from it over advancement.


You might want to try mindfulness meditation, I've heard it can help.
Have you tried asking Satan for a solution, guidance or to help manage it?


Also, there's this state that one can achieve where one can complete equanimity, you may want to look into that. The pain would still be there, but it wouldn't cause you mental suffering: You'd just accept it, you'd have detachment.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "agaliarept52" <rwillson52@... wrote:

I want to ask a serious question, its about Theistic Satanism and suicide. I am wondering what the Joy of Satan officials and members may think about a Satanist ending his or her own life. I am wanting a response for a very specific reason, Chronic Pain that has gone on for years. Chronic Pain that doctors, and there have been many, say that will never go away and the only prognosis is for pain management through several drugs taken on a daily basis. Drugs that do not take the pain away, but only keep me in a drowsy out of it state. Chronic Pain that can not be dealt with with narcotics as I have an allergic reaction to all narcotics. Chronic Pain that has cost me my relationship, my friends, my livelihood, and almost everything at this point.

Any help or advice is welcome.

 

[Don Danko]

From experience one can be healed with a daily power meditation program and the directing of energy to the specific areas.  88
From: Light Algur <yc28@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, October 24, 2012 8:17:24 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Theistic Satanism and Suicide
  We spiritual Satanist are life loving and i believe we do not agree with some one ending their own life, especially those who are dedicated. Even though there is no punishment but our ultimate goal is to live forever [Achieve god head]. With meditations we empower our self and remove our obstacles and also with the help of father Satan and the gods. I would start a 40 [or more] day working with using runes, sun's energy, and the sun square and mantras. The runes you can use are Thurz, Sol, Vend. Links at the bottom and tips:   http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... quare.html Make sure you feel the vibrations of the rune and vibrate i would vibrate Sol,Thurz, and Vend for 108 or 40 times each rune. And affirm "The positive energies of ____ are permenantly and constantly healing the chronic pain from my whole body". Inhale powerful white gold energy from the sun and affirm "I am inhaling powerful white gold energy from the sun, this energy is permanently and constantly healing the chronic Pain in my whole body" [Please i am not so good at affirmations but this is an idea, needs to be more specific.] Affirm it 108 or 40 tiems every day for 40 days or more. Also using this mantra this MIGHT help  as well To remove obstacles in your life: SaTaNaMa RaMaDaSa SaSay So Hung Pronounced- SAH-TAH-NAH-MAH --- RAH-MAH-DAH-SAH --- SAH-SAH-YAH --- SOH --- HUUU-NNG http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/154 I gave you what i thought it could. Other members might have more better suggestions than mine. It may seem like so much but take your time and know you can get through this. Make sure the aura of protection is set as well. Never give up! Stay strong and have faith. Father Satan and the Gods would never leave you through this battle!Hail Satan!
From: agaliarept52 <rwillson52@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, October 24, 2012 7:07 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Theistic Satanism and Suicide
  I want to ask a serious question, its about Theistic Satanism and suicide. I am wondering what the Joy of Satan officials and members may think about a Satanist ending his or her own life. I am wanting a response for a very specific reason, Chronic Pain that has gone on for years. Chronic Pain that doctors, and there have been many, say that will never go away and the only prognosis is for pain management through several drugs taken on a daily basis. Drugs that do not take the pain away, but only keep me in a drowsy out of it state. Chronic Pain that can not be dealt with with narcotics as I have an allergic reaction to all narcotics. Chronic Pain that has cost me my relationship, my friends, my livelihood, and almost everything at this point. Any help or advice is welcome.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

I agree with all what others said and I want to add that Theistic Satanism and Spiritual Satanism are two different things.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "agaliarept52" <rwillson52@... wrote:

I want to ask a serious question, its about Theistic Satanism and suicide. I am wondering what the Joy of Satan officials and members may think about a Satanist ending his or her own life. I am wanting a response for a very specific reason, Chronic Pain that has gone on for years. Chronic Pain that doctors, and there have been many, say that will never go away and the only prognosis is for pain management through several drugs taken on a daily basis. Drugs that do not take the pain away, but only keep me in a drowsy out of it state. Chronic Pain that can not be dealt with with narcotics as I have an allergic reaction to all narcotics. Chronic Pain that has cost me my relationship, my friends, my livelihood, and almost everything at this point.

Any help or advice is welcome.

 

[Light Algur]

I guess i over reacted about chronic pain...
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  Hail Satan!
From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, October 25, 2012 12:35 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Theistic Satanism and Suicide
  From experience one can be healed with a daily power meditation program and the directing of energy to the specific areas.   88
From: Light Algur <yc28@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, October 24, 2012 8:17:24 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Theistic Satanism and Suicide
  We spiritual Satanist are life loving and i believe we do not agree with some one ending their own life, especially those who are dedicated. Even though there is no punishment but our ultimate goal is to live forever [Achieve god head]. With meditations we empower our self and remove our obstacles and also with the help of father Satan and the gods. I would start a 40 [or more] day working with using runes, sun's energy, and the sun square and mantras. The runes you can use are Thurz, Sol, Vend. Links at the bottom and tips:   http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... quare.html Make sure you feel the vibrations of the rune and vibrate i would vibrate Sol,Thurz, and Vend for 108 or 40 times each rune. And affirm "The positive energies of ____ are permenantly and constantly healing the chronic pain from my whole body". Inhale powerful white gold energy from the sun and affirm "I am inhaling powerful white gold energy from the sun, this energy is permanently and constantly healing the chronic Pain in my whole body" [Please i am not so good at affirmations but this is an idea, needs to be more specific.] Affirm it 108 or 40 tiems every day for 40 days or more. Also using this mantra this MIGHT help  as well To remove obstacles in your life: SaTaNaMa RaMaDaSa SaSay So Hung Pronounced- SAH-TAH-NAH-MAH --- RAH-MAH-DAH-SAH --- SAH-SAH-YAH --- SOH --- HUUU-NNG http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/154 I gave you what i thought it could. Other members might have more better suggestions than mine. It may seem like so much but take your time and know you can get through this. Make sure the aura of protection is set as well. Never give up! Stay strong and have faith. Father Satan and the Gods would never leave you through this battle! Hail Satan!
From: agaliarept52 <rwillson52@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, October 24, 2012 7:07 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Theistic Satanism and Suicide
  I want to ask a serious question, its about Theistic Satanism and suicide. I am wondering what the Joy of Satan officials and members may think about a Satanist ending his or her own life. I am wanting a response for a very specific reason, Chronic Pain that has gone on for years. Chronic Pain that doctors, and there have been many, say that will never go away and the only prognosis is for pain management through several drugs taken on a daily basis. Drugs that do not take the pain away, but only keep me in a drowsy out of it state. Chronic Pain that can not be dealt with with narcotics as I have an allergic reaction to all narcotics. Chronic Pain that has cost me my relationship, my friends, my livelihood, and almost everything at this point. Any help or advice is welcome.

 

[Sabrina White]

I too have dealt with a painful condition, to which I have spent some time trying to heal, I have been working with the rune Bjork and white gold energy with great results. As for suicide; I did at one point a few years ago attempt it; clearly it didn't work, all did it was damage the chakra directly related to what I was trying to poison. Which over all hindered my progress until I started spending time healing it which took a lot longer then I thought it would. Suicide is never the answer, I like many realized after the attempt that all my problems where fixable. Satan will never abandon you; if you poor the energy into healing your self you will heal the pain, but it will not be over night, but once that pain is gone you will get your life back.
Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "agaliarept52" <rwillson52@... wrote:

I want to ask a serious question, its about Theistic Satanism and suicide. I am wondering what the Joy of Satan officials and members may think about a Satanist ending his or her own life. I am wanting a response for a very specific reason, Chronic Pain that has gone on for years. Chronic Pain that doctors, and there have been many, say that will never go away and the only prognosis is for pain management through several drugs taken on a daily basis. Drugs that do not take the pain away, but only keep me in a drowsy out of it state. Chronic Pain that can not be dealt with with narcotics as I have an allergic reaction to all narcotics. Chronic Pain that has cost me my relationship, my friends, my livelihood, and almost everything at this point.

Any help or advice is welcome.

 

[landi0623]

It sounds like u have a tough situation.

Before I dedicated myself to Satan, I might tell u to just end the pain and get on with the suicide.

Now, as a Spiritual Satanist, I have become much more careful about advising on this subject. Generally, I would discourage ANYONE from entertainin the notion of suicide and advise against the act.

The problem for u, being that constant pain, I would advise u to find something SO valuable in ur life, that living through the pain could be worth it. I knew of a man who had multiple sclerosis--a nerve disorder that people usually die from after a few years. He had it for several years, but pressed on for his wife, his kids, grandkids and friends. Eventually, he had a stroke, which put him in a wheelchair and his wife had to be his caregiver. I've been told that catheters are painful, and he has to deal with that.

Sometimes I wonder how certain people can be in so much pain and seem so miserablly unhappy, yet they do not end their life.

Bruce Lee said "you must free your mind of ambition and learn the art of dying" and I thought it was an interesting statement.

To me, it doesn't mean to not have any goals in life, but to learn to live your life as gracefully and dignified as possible. Doing what u can, while u can. People who do this, even through the face of great adversity are inspirational to me, and others. They demonstrate the strenght of the human spirit. As Spiritual Satanists, we ought to exhibit as great or greater strength than others.

Let our determination be the greatest.

--Blue Earth

HAIL SATAN.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "agaliarept52" <rwillson52@... wrote:

I want to ask a serious question, its about Theistic Satanism and suicide. I am wondering what the Joy of Satan officials and members may think about a Satanist ending his or her own life. I am wanting a response for a very specific reason, Chronic Pain that has gone on for years. Chronic Pain that doctors, and there have been many, say that will never go away and the only prognosis is for pain management through several drugs taken on a daily basis. Drugs that do not take the pain away, but only keep me in a drowsy out of it state. Chronic Pain that can not be dealt with with narcotics as I have an allergic reaction to all narcotics. Chronic Pain that has cost me my relationship, my friends, my livelihood, and almost everything at this point.

Any help or advice is welcome.

 

[Chidozie Eze]

In addition to what firestarter said,i suggest you watch your diet.take less of sugar or any sugar-loaded food,overly refined foods that contains monosodiumglutamate (msg) etc. through these the kikes are poisoning the population inorder to reduce it. eat more of organic foods, not GMOs.then seek natural allopathic treatment.Father Satan is on your side.



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On Thu, Oct 25, 2012 9:55 AM EEST the_fire_starter666 wrote:

I agree with all what others said and I want to add that Theistic Satanism and Spiritual Satanism are two different things.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "agaliarept52" <rwillson52@... wrote:

I want to ask a serious question, its about Theistic Satanism and suicide. I am wondering what the Joy of Satan officials and members may think about a Satanist ending his or her own life. I am wanting a response for a very specific reason, Chronic Pain that has gone on for years. Chronic Pain that doctors, and there have been many, say that will never go away and the only prognosis is for pain management through several drugs taken on a daily basis. Drugs that do not take the pain away, but only keep me in a drowsy out of it state. Chronic Pain that can not be dealt with with narcotics as I have an allergic reaction to all narcotics. Chronic Pain that has cost me my relationship, my friends, my livelihood, and almost everything at this point.

Any help or advice is welcome.

 

[lordazazl]

If those methodes posted by Light Algur does not work very well or are taking too long you could summon Marbas and ask for his help.




Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Light Algur <yc28@... wrote:

We spiritual Satanist are life loving and i believe we do not agree with some one ending their own life, especially those who are dedicated. Even though there is no punishment but our ultimate goal is to live forever [Achieve god head]. With meditations we empower our self and remove our obstacles and also with the help of father Satan and the gods. I would start a 40 [or more] day working with using runes, sun's energy, and the sun square and mantras. The runes you can use are Thurz, Sol, Vend. Links at the bottom and tips:
 
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... quare.html
Make sure you feel the vibrations of the rune and vibrate i would vibrate Sol,Thurz, and Vend for 108 or 40 times each rune. And affirm "The positive energies of ____ are permenantly and constantly healing the chronic pain from my whole body".

Inhale powerful white gold energy from the sun and affirm "I am inhaling powerful white gold energy from the sun, this energy is permanently and constantly healing the chronic Pain in my whole body" [Please i am not so good at affirmations but this is an idea, needs to be more specific.] Affirm it 108 or 40 tiems every day for 40 days or more.

Also using this mantra this MIGHT help  as well

To remove obstacles in your life:
SaTaNaMa RaMaDaSa SaSay So Hung
Pronounced-
SAH-TAH-NAH-MAH --- RAH-MAH-DAH-SAH --- SAH-SAH-YAH --- SOH --- HUUU-NNG

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/154

I gave you what i thought it could. Other members might have more better suggestions than mine. It may seem like so much but take your time and know you can get through this. Make sure the aura of protection is set as well. Never give up! Stay strong and have faith. Father Satan and the Gods would never leave you through this battle!


Hail Satan!


________________________________
From: agaliarept52 <rwillson52@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wednesday, October 24, 2012 7:07 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Theistic Satanism and Suicide


 
I want to ask a serious question, its about Theistic Satanism and suicide. I am wondering what the Joy of Satan officials and members may think about a Satanist ending his or her own life. I am wanting a response for a very specific reason, Chronic Pain that has gone on for years. Chronic Pain that doctors, and there have been many, say that will never go away and the only prognosis is for pain management through several drugs taken on a daily basis. Drugs that do not take the pain away, but only keep me in a drowsy out of it state. Chronic Pain that can not be dealt with with narcotics as I have an allergic reaction to all narcotics. Chronic Pain that has cost me my relationship, my friends, my livelihood, and almost everything at this point.

Any help or advice is welcome.

 

[agaliarept52]

I want to thank you all for your very thoughtful insights into my question. I will research all of the suggestions given to me and re-think and prioritize what is most important.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "satanist17" <satanist17@... wrote:

If those methodes posted by Light Algur does not work very well or are taking too long you could summon Marbas and ask for his help.




Hail Satan!




--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Light Algur <yc28@ wrote:

We spiritual Satanist are life loving and i believe we do not agree with some one ending their own life, especially those who are dedicated. Even though there is no punishment but our ultimate goal is to live forever [Achieve god head]. With meditations we empower our self and remove our obstacles and also with the help of father Satan and the gods. I would start a 40 [or more] day working with using runes, sun's energy, and the sun square and mantras. The runes you can use are Thurz, Sol, Vend. Links at the bottom and tips:
 
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... quare.html
Make sure you feel the vibrations of the rune and vibrate i would vibrate Sol,Thurz, and Vend for 108 or 40 times each rune. And affirm "The positive energies of ____ are permenantly and constantly healing the chronic pain from my whole body".

Inhale powerful white gold energy from the sun and affirm "I am inhaling powerful white gold energy from the sun, this energy is permanently and constantly healing the chronic Pain in my whole body" [Please i am not so good at affirmations but this is an idea, needs to be more specific.] Affirm it 108 or 40 tiems every day for 40 days or more.

Also using this mantra this MIGHT help  as well

To remove obstacles in your life:
SaTaNaMa RaMaDaSa SaSay So Hung
Pronounced-
SAH-TAH-NAH-MAH --- RAH-MAH-DAH-SAH --- SAH-SAH-YAH --- SOH --- HUUU-NNG

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/154

I gave you what i thought it could. Other members might have more better suggestions than mine. It may seem like so much but take your time and know you can get through this. Make sure the aura of protection is set as well. Never give up! Stay strong and have faith. Father Satan and the Gods would never leave you through this battle!


Hail Satan!


________________________________
From: agaliarept52 <rwillson52@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wednesday, October 24, 2012 7:07 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Theistic Satanism and Suicide


 
I want to ask a serious question, its about Theistic Satanism and suicide. I am wondering what the Joy of Satan officials and members may think about a Satanist ending his or her own life. I am wanting a response for a very specific reason, Chronic Pain that has gone on for years. Chronic Pain that doctors, and there have been many, say that will never go away and the only prognosis is for pain management through several drugs taken on a daily basis. Drugs that do not take the pain away, but only keep me in a drowsy out of it state. Chronic Pain that can not be dealt with with narcotics as I have an allergic reaction to all narcotics. Chronic Pain that has cost me my relationship, my friends, my livelihood, and almost everything at this point.

Any help or advice is welcome.

 

[Light Algur]

That is good, good luck. Be independent and make your own choices, i like that.
 Hail Satan!
From: agaliarept52 <rwillson52@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, October 25, 2012 5:57 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Theistic Satanism and Suicide

  I want to thank you all for your very thoughtful insights into my question. I will research all of the suggestions given to me and re-think and prioritize what is most important.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "satanist17" <satanist17@... wrote:

If those methodes posted by Light Algur does not work very well or are taking too long you could summon Marbas and ask for his help.




Hail Satan!




--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Light Algur <yc28@ wrote:

We spiritual Satanist are life loving and i believe we do not agree with some one ending their own life, especially those who are dedicated. Even though there is no punishment but our ultimate goal is to live forever [Achieve god head]. With meditations we empower our self and remove our obstacles and also with the help of father Satan and the gods. I would start a 40 [or more] day working with using runes, sun's energy, and the sun square and mantras. The runes you can use are Thurz, Sol, Vend. Links at the bottom and tips:
 
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... quare.html
Make sure you feel the vibrations of the rune and vibrate i would vibrate Sol,Thurz, and Vend for 108 or 40 times each rune. And affirm "The positive energies of ____ are permenantly and constantly healing the chronic pain from my whole body".

Inhale powerful white gold energy from the sun and affirm "I am inhaling powerful white gold energy from the sun, this energy is permanently and constantly healing the chronic Pain in my whole body" [Please i am not so good at affirmations but this is an idea, needs to be more specific.] Affirm it 108 or 40 tiems every day for 40 days or more.

Also using this mantra this MIGHT help  as well

To remove obstacles in your life:
SaTaNaMa RaMaDaSa SaSay So Hung
Pronounced-
SAH-TAH-NAH-MAH --- RAH-MAH-DAH-SAH --- SAH-SAH-YAH --- SOH --- HUUU-NNG

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/154

I gave you what i thought it could. Other members might have more better suggestions than mine. It may seem like so much but take your time and know you can get through this. Make sure the aura of protection is set as well. Never give up! Stay strong and have faith. Father Satan and the Gods would never leave you through this battle!


Hail Satan!


________________________________
From: agaliarept52 <rwillson52@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wednesday, October 24, 2012 7:07 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Theistic Satanism and Suicide


 
I want to ask a serious question, its about Theistic Satanism and suicide. I am wondering what the Joy of Satan officials and members may think about a Satanist ending his or her own life. I am wanting a response for a very specific reason, Chronic Pain that has gone on for years. Chronic Pain that doctors, and there have been many, say that will never go away and the only prognosis is for pain management through several drugs taken on a daily basis. Drugs that do not take the pain away, but only keep me in a drowsy out of it state. Chronic Pain that can not be dealt with with narcotics as I have an allergic reaction to all narcotics. Chronic Pain that has cost me my relationship, my friends, my livelihood, and almost everything at this point.

Any help or advice is welcome.

 

[brian taulbee]

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