The things are getting worse..

[High Priest Zevios Metathronos]

Do not panic and do not falter from your set path. Complete your working. Many of the things you describe are because your working is taking hold and healing your soul, which expels these feelings from it.

Also, it's better to keep your religion just a secret. Parents have to be understood in that they are brainwashed, heavily. They think that what is best for their children is to be a xian, because that's all they know, and they are not quite informed.

 

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Your traumas? if you want them those traumas to leave, you shouldn't cling on to them by saying that there yours which will inadvertently keep them attached. Read joyofsatan website.

 

[Shael]

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Keep the working going. You can do this. I've had very similar things happen with my own parents ~2 years ago, and after I told them I don't believe in their "God", they told me I am dead to them. These are completely normal reactions from brainwashed people nowadays, when they are confronted with someone who defies their religion.

Frankly speaking, talking with people isn't really my strong suit as I can seem boring at times, but if you want someone to talk with you can e-mail me at [email protected] and I'll gladly listen to everything and give advice. Being lonely is not a "requirement" to be on this path.

 

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Your traumas? if you want them those traumas to leave, you shouldn't cling on to them by saying that there yours which will inadvertently keep them attached. Read joyofsatan website.

It is the same thing when we are saying "my Illness", right?
Thank you for telling me this, I won't put anymore that"my" near things like this.

your correct, and i got that information from the joyofsatan website in the healing section in meditation or witchcraft.

 

[The Alchemist7 [SG]]

My emotions are getting out more and more. My anger, hate, despair and fear are emphasized along with the feeling of loneliness and being being abandoned and alone.

That is what Munka is doing, brings all the shit from the soul on the surface. Now what you will do, will you collapse OR get up and face your problems? After you finish these workings, start to bring what you want in order to eliminate these problems from the soul completely and fulfill your wishes, by appropiate workings, one by one. You concentrate on one problem at once, after you get rid of it, start with the next one and so on until you get everything you want. That's a lot of work but with spirituality you can get whatever you want to fulfill yourself. And never forget to appreciate the Gods for giving us knowledge and guidance.

 

[Shael]

Living in Asia... that’s just a stupid kid fantasy, you are white, you have no business in other racial countries.

He never said anything about living in Asia. Just that he'd like living in a house in that kind of style. There is nothing wrong with that.

 

[BlueLight]

We can't just all leave and move to Japan. They fought to make their country that way.

And let's not forget that Japan still has a lot of problems that need to be solved as soon as possible. There's a reason why they have a Suicide Forest. There's a reason why the suicide rates are so high in Japan and South Korea.

I do respect their discipline and find motivation in their will and power - but we won't change anything by moving there and leaving our land behind.

Going there as a tourist for a week... I don't see anything bad in that. Or temporarily to study their cuisine, for example.

But moving there seems like a bad thing to do. There are plenty of places in Europe you can move to if your country is that bad. But I'd rather remain in my country unless my hand is being forced.