The theme is about Incubi and Succubi

[Teosofia]

I really wonder if there are people here who have had the experience of close friendship or even relationships with the Gods. I'm very far away from that, and I probably don't deserve it yet. But I'd really like to read people's experiences with this. What have you done to achieve this? What was sacrificed? How to become worthy of it? For someone to even want to build a close relationship with you?
I don't consider people, even though I'm married to a man who doesn't want to spend eternity with me. And I want something eternal, permanent in terms of being together for centuries. I hope for your understanding.