THE ONLY OPTION

[shaurya sejwal]

SORRY TO OFFEND YOU ALL, I SWEAR THAT IM NOT TROLLING OR FOOLING AROUND





Now, if Enki is really there, then maxine please ask him why is he ignoring me or you can ask him to tell something about me??
Im very confused and if you dont help me then probably ill end up in an asylum......i have studied norse mythology(pagan), hinduism(my religion), Satanism(Left-hand - about devil n baphomet) and now the joy of satan.....please help me get my mind clear or please please ask Enki to show me a sign of his existence( it will help me a lot )...my head is going to explode and i can already feel the pain....i cant take it anymore......please Mrs. Dietrich help me!!

 

[Allison P]

Father Satan is very, very busy, as are all the other Gods. They
aren't genies, constantly at your beck and call. Or maybe, you are not
meant to be with him. Ever thought of that? I'm not saying this to be
insulting, but just to say. He does not accept everyone. Think...were
you completely honest with him? He doesn't take kindly to being used,
or coming to him with false pretenses. Maxine, nobody from the Clergy
for that matter, are here as mediators. Talk to him yourself. If you
truly want to be with him, you will meet him halfway and give him
time. This is not fast food! Hail Father Satan!

On 11/28/11, shaurya sejwal <shauryasejwal@... wrote:
SORRY TO OFFEND YOU ALL, I SWEAR THAT IM NOT TROLLING OR FOOLING AROUND





Now, if Enki is really there, then maxine please ask him why is he ignoring
me or you can ask him to tell something about me??
Im very confused and if you dont help me then probably ill end up in an
asylum......i have studied norse mythology(pagan), hinduism(my religion),
Satanism(Left-hand - about devil n baphomet) and now the joy of
satan.....please help me get my mind clear or please please ask Enki to show
me a sign of his existence( it will help me a lot )...my head is going to
explode and i can already feel the pain....i cant take it
anymore......please Mrs. Dietrich help me!!

 

[Drew]

I do not like the sound of "Or maybe, you are not meant to be with him. Ever thought of that?". That's like saying all this effort I put into this (meditations, rituals, etc) is a waste of my time. HP Maxine, I believe, said Satan accepts all who come to him given they are serious. I certainly hope you spoke in ignorance.

Ecrin Satan!

iPhone

On Dec 1, 2011, at 13:57, Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Father Satan is very, very busy, as are all the other Gods. They
aren't genies, constantly at your beck and call. Or maybe, you are not
meant to be with him. Ever thought of that? I'm not saying this to be
insulting, but just to say. He does not accept everyone. Think...were
you completely honest with him? He doesn't take kindly to being used,
or coming to him with false pretenses. Maxine, nobody from the Clergy
for that matter, are here as mediators. Talk to him yourself. If you
truly want to be with him, you will meet him halfway and give him
time. This is not fast food! Hail Father Satan!

On 11/28/11, shaurya sejwal <shauryasejwal@... wrote:
SORRY TO OFFEND YOU ALL, I SWEAR THAT IM NOT TROLLING OR FOOLING AROUND





Now, if Enki is really there, then maxine please ask him why is he ignoring
me or you can ask him to tell something about me??
Im very confused and if you dont help me then probably ill end up in an
asylum......i have studied norse mythology(pagan), hinduism(my religion),
Satanism(Left-hand - about devil n baphomet) and now the joy of
satan.....please help me get my mind clear or please please ask Enki to show
me a sign of his existence( it will help me a lot )...my head is going to
explode and i can already feel the pain....i cant take it
anymore......please Mrs. Dietrich help me!!





[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

 

[Allison P]

Well, I call things as I see them. I don't know. It just doesn't seem
like this person is giving Father much of a chance, really. And
they're asking for Maxine or one of the clergy to talk to him for
them? I'm sorry, but that' just pisses me off. The clergy are here for
guidance, not to hold people's hands. HP Maxine herself did say that
Father Satan doesn't accept everyone; I was just throwing that out
there as a possible reason why their request was not granted multiple
times. It is not inconceivable, if this person wasn't totally honest
with him. That's the point I was trying to make. Ave Satanas!

On 12/1/11, Drew <ditto6891@... wrote:
I do not like the sound of "Or maybe, you are not meant to be with him. Ever
thought of that?". That's like saying all this effort I put into this
(meditations, rituals, etc) is a waste of my time. HP Maxine, I believe,
said Satan accepts all who come to him given they are serious. I certainly
hope you spoke in ignorance.

Ecrin Satan!

iPhone

On Dec 1, 2011, at 13:57, Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Father Satan is very, very busy, as are all the other Gods. They
aren't genies, constantly at your beck and call. Or maybe, you are not
meant to be with him. Ever thought of that? I'm not saying this to be
insulting, but just to say. He does not accept everyone. Think...were
you completely honest with him? He doesn't take kindly to being used,
or coming to him with false pretenses. Maxine, nobody from the Clergy
for that matter, are here as mediators. Talk to him yourself. If you
truly want to be with him, you will meet him halfway and give him
time. This is not fast food! Hail Father Satan!

On 11/28/11, shaurya sejwal <shauryasejwal@... wrote:
SORRY TO OFFEND YOU ALL, I SWEAR THAT IM NOT TROLLING OR FOOLING AROUND





Now, if Enki is really there, then maxine please ask him why is he
ignoring
me or you can ask him to tell something about me??
Im very confused and if you dont help me then probably ill end up in an
asylum......i have studied norse mythology(pagan), hinduism(my
religion),
Satanism(Left-hand - about devil n baphomet) and now the joy of
satan.....please help me get my mind clear or please please ask Enki to
show
me a sign of his existence( it will help me a lot )...my head is going
to
explode and i can already feel the pain....i cant take it
anymore......please Mrs. Dietrich help me!!





[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

 

[Musouka]

I'm not the original poster but i feel for the guy in a way.  First, your making assumptions that he is not honest with Satan.  How do you know?Second, maybe he's between a rock and a hard place.  I have yet to get any contact with any of the gods but I'm not gonna ask someone else to do it because i understand Satanism is about (among other things) self-power and knowledge.  I don't have issues with what you said but with the implications of the content for people like me.  I wonder everyday, did he get my commitment or is he aware of me?  When you add the "not meant to be with him" i then get other questions.  If I'm not meant to be with him then why?  How do i know I'm not meant to be with him?  If not him then who? 


Do you see my worry based from your statement?  As i mentioned in other emails and please don't read this wrong.  In regards to my faith/belief in Satan, it seems no different then Christians in their non-existent god?  I have yet to see, feel, or hear him.  And i call that blind faith.  However, i would rather have blind faith in Satan who allows me to express myself however i wish over some book that says i have to do this and that in order to quench my fear of damnation.  I'm doing what i can with what little time/privacy i have to inc my energy, open my chakras, and Astral Project so that i can see, feel, talk to the gods.  In fact, Astral Projection is my focus right now.  I said, "Hell, if he's too busy to come to me then I'll go to him".  I've had some projections but i was near my body the whole time and it was hard to move or clearly see.  But it is that confirmation that pushes me...


Ecrin Satan!



________________________________
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, December 2, 2011 10:44 AM
Subject: Re: [Advanced_Meditation] THE ONLY OPTION


 
Well, I call things as I see them. I don't know. It just doesn't seem
like this person is giving Father much of a chance, really. And
they're asking for Maxine or one of the clergy to talk to him for
them? I'm sorry, but that' just pisses me off. The clergy are here for
guidance, not to hold people's hands. HP Maxine herself did say that
Father Satan doesn't accept everyone; I was just throwing that out
there as a possible reason why their request was not granted multiple
times. It is not inconceivable, if this person wasn't totally honest
with him. That's the point I was trying to make. Ave Satanas!

On 12/1/11, Drew <ditto6891@... wrote:
I do not like the sound of "Or maybe, you are not meant to be with him. Ever
thought of that?". That's like saying all this effort I put into this
(meditations, rituals, etc) is a waste of my time. HP Maxine, I believe,
said Satan accepts all who come to him given they are serious. I certainly
hope you spoke in ignorance.

Ecrin Satan!

iPhone

On Dec 1, 2011, at 13:57, Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Father Satan is very, very busy, as are all the other Gods. They
aren't genies, constantly at your beck and call. Or maybe, you are not
meant to be with him. Ever thought of that? I'm not saying this to be
insulting, but just to say. He does not accept everyone. Think...were
you completely honest with him? He doesn't take kindly to being used,
or coming to him with false pretenses. Maxine, nobody from the Clergy
for that matter, are here as mediators. Talk to him yourself. If you
truly want to be with him, you will meet him halfway and give him
time. This is not fast food! Hail Father Satan!

On 11/28/11, shaurya sejwal <shauryasejwal@... wrote:
SORRY TO OFFEND YOU ALL, I SWEAR THAT IM NOT TROLLING OR FOOLING AROUND





Now, if Enki is really there, then maxine please ask him why is he
ignoring
me or you can ask him to tell something about me??
Im very confused and if you dont help me then probably ill end up in an
asylum......i have studied norse mythology(pagan), hinduism(my
religion),
Satanism(Left-hand - about devil n baphomet) and now the joy of
satan.....please help me get my mind clear or please please ask Enki to
show
me a sign of his existence( it will help me a lot )...my head is going
to
explode and i can already feel the pain....i cant take it
anymore......please Mrs. Dietrich help me!!





[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]





[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

 

[Justin Adam Darnell]

Allison your out of line, this is a new person that does not know that and thinks because Maxine is closer to Satan that he'll listen to her before this new person that just dedicated. For all of us who are more experienced and know about Satanism we know that this is not how it works. Try and educate new dedicated Satanists instead making them feel bad with harsh words these people will learn in time.


________________________________
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, December 2, 2011 10:44 AM
Subject: Re: [Advanced_Meditation] THE ONLY OPTION


 
Well, I call things as I see them. I don't know. It just doesn't seem
like this person is giving Father much of a chance, really. And
they're asking for Maxine or one of the clergy to talk to him for
them? I'm sorry, but that' just pisses me off. The clergy are here for
guidance, not to hold people's hands. HP Maxine herself did say that
Father Satan doesn't accept everyone; I was just throwing that out
there as a possible reason why their request was not granted multiple
times. It is not inconceivable, if this person wasn't totally honest
with him. That's the point I was trying to make. Ave Satanas!

On 12/1/11, Drew <ditto6891@... wrote:
I do not like the sound of "Or maybe, you are not meant to be with him. Ever
thought of that?". That's like saying all this effort I put into this
(meditations, rituals, etc) is a waste of my time. HP Maxine, I believe,
said Satan accepts all who come to him given they are serious. I certainly
hope you spoke in ignorance.

Ecrin Satan!

iPhone

On Dec 1, 2011, at 13:57, Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Father Satan is very, very busy, as are all the other Gods. They
aren't genies, constantly at your beck and call. Or maybe, you are not
meant to be with him. Ever thought of that? I'm not saying this to be
insulting, but just to say. He does not accept everyone. Think...were
you completely honest with him? He doesn't take kindly to being used,
or coming to him with false pretenses. Maxine, nobody from the Clergy
for that matter, are here as mediators. Talk to him yourself. If you
truly want to be with him, you will meet him halfway and give him
time. This is not fast food! Hail Father Satan!

On 11/28/11, shaurya sejwal <shauryasejwal@... wrote:
SORRY TO OFFEND YOU ALL, I SWEAR THAT IM NOT TROLLING OR FOOLING AROUND





Now, if Enki is really there, then maxine please ask him why is he
ignoring
me or you can ask him to tell something about me??
Im very confused and if you dont help me then probably ill end up in an
asylum......i have studied norse mythology(pagan), hinduism(my
religion),
Satanism(Left-hand - about devil n baphomet) and now the joy of
satan.....please help me get my mind clear or please please ask Enki to
show
me a sign of his existence( it will help me a lot )...my head is going
to
explode and i can already feel the pain....i cant take it
anymore......please Mrs. Dietrich help me!!





[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]





[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

 

[cyu.1982]

Satan *DOES* exist.

Perhaps you are looking for a specific sign, and it is not showing.

Or Lord Satan sent a sign but you did not see it for what it was at the time.

When the Gods answer us, it can be subtle or obvious. Just be aware.
They answer sometimes through a message on the radio, through other people (in person or over the net), a post on Facebook (this has happened to me countless times, through a number of their disciples or devotees; Satanist or non-Satanist people...Demons guide us to this and show us), on the television, etc.

The above is a list of examples that the Gods say hello, are watching over us, or are sending us a message. Through awareness we notice these signs.

Satan and the Gods of Hell are VERY busy at this time.

If you are truly dedicated to Father Satan and are sincere in your intentions, I don't see why He would ignore you, nor any of the Gods and Goddesses of Hell.

May I suggest, if you are able, to do a ritual to Him? Just talk to Him, as you would a friend. He hears all of our prayers.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "shaurya sejwal" <shauryasejwal@... wrote:

SORRY TO OFFEND YOU ALL, I SWEAR THAT IM NOT TROLLING OR FOOLING AROUND





Now, if Enki is really there, then maxine please ask him why is he ignoring me or you can ask him to tell something about me??
Im very confused and if you dont help me then probably ill end up in an asylum......i have studied norse mythology(pagan), hinduism(my religion), Satanism(Left-hand - about devil n baphomet) and now the joy of satan.....please help me get my mind clear or please please ask Enki to show me a sign of his existence( it will help me a lot )...my head is going to explode and i can already feel the pain....i cant take it anymore......please Mrs. Dietrich help me!!

 

[Wesley Scott]

maxine wrote many times that he is very busy, he doesnt have the time to be bother by one individual when he can focus on his planning or whatever it is that he is doing. that is like saying a teacher, who have a million kids, to only focus on you or give you attention.
hail lord enki

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[Wright]

"shaurya sejwal" <shauryasejwal@... wrote:

Now, if Enki is really there, then maxine please ask him why is he ignoring me or you can ask him to tell something about me??<

enki hears you and is answering you but you do not have the spiritual insight to recognize his presence.

work on your own psi power and don't blame him for your own shortcomings. this group is for learning how to do power meditation. there are links on the left hand side of your screen.

it is not hp maxine's job to do the work for you it is YOUR job to DO IT!

 

[shaurya sejwal]

 i have dedicated my soul to Enki and before i came to know about joyofsatan....i was a black metal Satanist ( i used to pray the Evil and embraced darkness)... Now, i have tried that method(climbing down the stairs into darkness) to go into Trance mode and every of the other exercises listed but it isnt doing me any good. To clear the ambiguity -
Before - Left Hand Satanist
After - Theistic Satanism(Enki or joyofsatan)
Hope this helps, but does anybody know whether its related to paganism (norse mythology)  - Hinduism (Shiva portrayed as Baphomet) or not.


________________________________
From: Musouka <ditto6891@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, 2 December 2011 2:24 PM
Subject: Re: [Advanced_Meditation] THE ONLY OPTION


 
I'm not the original poster but i feel for the guy in a way.  First, your making assumptions that he is not honest with Satan.  How do you know?Second, maybe he's between a rock and a hard place.  I have yet to get any contact with any of the gods but I'm not gonna ask someone else to do it because i understand Satanism is about (among other things) self-power and knowledge.  I don't have issues with what you said but with the implications of the content for people like me.  I wonder everyday, did he get my commitment or is he aware of me?  When you add the "not meant to be with him" i then get other questions.  If I'm not meant to be with him then why?  How do i know I'm not meant to be with him?  If not him then who? 

Do you see my worry based from your statement?  As i mentioned in other emails and please don't read this wrong.  In regards to my faith/belief in Satan, it seems no different then Christians in their non-existent god?  I have yet to see, feel, or hear him.  And i call that blind faith.  However, i would rather have blind faith in Satan who allows me to express myself however i wish over some book that says i have to do this and that in order to quench my fear of damnation.  I'm doing what i can with what little time/privacy i have to inc my energy, open my chakras, and Astral Project so that i can see, feel, talk to the gods.  In fact, Astral Projection is my focus right now.  I said, "Hell, if he's too busy to come to me then I'll go to him".  I've had some projections but i was near my body the whole time and it was hard to move or clearly see.  But it is that confirmation that pushes me...

Ecrin Satan!

________________________________
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, December 2, 2011 10:44 AM
Subject: Re: [Advanced_Meditation] THE ONLY OPTION


 
Well, I call things as I see them. I don't know. It just doesn't seem
like this person is giving Father much of a chance, really. And
they're asking for Maxine or one of the clergy to talk to him for
them? I'm sorry, but that' just pisses me off. The clergy are here for
guidance, not to hold people's hands. HP Maxine herself did say that
Father Satan doesn't accept everyone; I was just throwing that out
there as a possible reason why their request was not granted multiple
times. It is not inconceivable, if this person wasn't totally honest
with him. That's the point I was trying to make. Ave Satanas!

On 12/1/11, Drew <ditto6891@... wrote:
I do not like the sound of "Or maybe, you are not meant to be with him. Ever
thought of that?". That's like saying all this effort I put into this
(meditations, rituals, etc) is a waste of my time. HP Maxine, I believe,
said Satan accepts all who come to him given they are serious. I certainly
hope you spoke in ignorance.

Ecrin Satan!

iPhone

On Dec 1, 2011, at 13:57, Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Father Satan is very, very busy, as are all the other Gods. They
aren't genies, constantly at your beck and call. Or maybe, you are not
meant to be with him. Ever thought of that? I'm not saying this to be
insulting, but just to say. He does not accept everyone. Think...were
you completely honest with him? He doesn't take kindly to being used,
or coming to him with false pretenses. Maxine, nobody from the Clergy
for that matter, are here as mediators. Talk to him yourself. If you
truly want to be with him, you will meet him halfway and give him
time. This is not fast food! Hail Father Satan!

On 11/28/11, shaurya sejwal <shauryasejwal@... wrote:
SORRY TO OFFEND YOU ALL, I SWEAR THAT IM NOT TROLLING OR FOOLING AROUND





Now, if Enki is really there, then maxine please ask him why is he
ignoring
me or you can ask him to tell something about me??
Im very confused and if you dont help me then probably ill end up in an
asylum......i have studied norse mythology(pagan), hinduism(my
religion),
Satanism(Left-hand - about devil n baphomet) and now the joy of
satan.....please help me get my mind clear or please please ask Enki to
show
me a sign of his existence( it will help me a lot )...my head is going
to
explode and i can already feel the pain....i cant take it
anymore......please Mrs. Dietrich help me!!





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