TopoftheAbyss said:
My third eye is open and I can only see something resembling auras some times, I feel it very strong but it useless, it even prevents me from meditating on my ajna chakra that I feel only a slight pressure on it. My temple chakras seem to be open but i don't feel any advancement in my soul and the RTRs are doing nothing.
I think I won't reach godhood in this lifetime and it's annoying. I think I'm going crazy again.
Breathe in for 6 seconds, hold for 6 seconds, and then exhale for 6 seconds. It will all be alright, we're all advancing at our own paces.
The little things like Void meditation and foundation meditation help tremendously. And it may very well take a year or more for your astral senses to open, even with daily work. The best thing you can do is keep calm, steadily advance, and try not to worry.
Also, slow d o w n and feel the energy you raise during workings. It is quite moving feeling the energy of the Final RTR, let alone any strong personal workings you're doing. Relaxation is key, trance (even a slight one) can help you focus better on your workings.
I hope this has helped