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The Emerald Tablets of Thoth
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HOLY SHIT the Emerald Tablets of Thoth is something incredible that every Zevist should read can HP Zevios Metathronos maybe write more about this? Im not sure if some of it was corrupted.
Anyway i read this piece and was what i was trying to tell people with my experience when i wanted to die and whent into the trance. Remember i said once our souls go into the enemies worlds it could be impossible to return or nearly impossible. Not meaning back into the body i mean they bacically have your soul and you are out o reach of the Gods help.
In my experience thats exactly how i feel and even said im worried they would reincarnate me in an enemy world. Im not saying i am right but how come i always find out stuff i said that others said im wrong to be true or very close to the truth..
Read this!!
Emerald Tablet 8
Know ye, O my brother,
that fear is an obstacle great.
Be master of all in the brightness,
the shadow will soon disappear.
Hear ye and heed my wisdom,
the voice of LIGHT is clear.
Seek not the valley of shadow,
and LIGHT will only appear.
List ye, O man,
to the depth of my wisdom.
Speak I of knowledge hidden from man.
Far have I been
on my journey through SPACE-TIME,
even to the end of space of this cycle.
Aye, glimpsed the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
lying in wait for he who would pass them.
In that space where time exists not,
faintly I sensed the guardians of cycles.
Move they only through angles.
Free are they not of the curved dimensions.
Strange and terrible
are the HOUNDS of the Barrier.
Follow they consciousness to the limits of space.
Think not to escape by entering your body,
for follow they fast the Soul through angles.
Only the circle will give ye protection,
save from the claws
of the DWELLERS IN ANGLES.
Once, in a time past,
I approached the great Barrier,
and saw on the shores where time exists not,
the formless forms
of the HOUNDS of the barrier.
Aye, hiding in the midst beyond time I found them;
and THEY, scenting me afar off,
raised themselves and gave the great bell cry
that could be heard from cycle to cycle
and moved through space toward my soul.
Fled I then fast before them,
back from time's unthinkable end.
But ever after me pursued they,
moving in strange angles not known to man.
Aye, on the gray shores of TIME-SPACE'S end
found I the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
ravening for the Soul
who attempts the beyond.
Fled I through circles back to my body.
Fled, and fast after me they followed.
Aye, after me the devourers followed,
seeking through angles to devour my Soul.
Aye, know ye man,
that the Soul who dares the Barrier
may be held in bondage
by the HOUNDS from beyond time,
held till this cycle is completed
and left behind
when the consciousness leaves.
Entered I my body.
Created the circles that know not angles,
created the form
that from my form was formed.
Made my body into a circle
and lost the pursuers in the circles of time.
But, even yet, when free from my body,
cautious ever must I be
not to move through angles,
else my soul may never be free.
Know ye, the HOUNDS of the Barrier
move only through angles
and never through curves of space.
Only by moving through curves
can ye escape them,
for in angles they will pursue thee.
O man, heed ye my warning;
Seek not to break open
the gate to beyond.
Few there are
who have succeeded in passing the Barrier
to the greater LIGHT that shines beyond.
For know ye, ever the dwellers,
seek such Souls to hold in their thrall.
Listen, O man, and heed ye my warning;
seek ye to move not in angles but curves,
And if while free from thy body,
though hearest the sound like the bay of a hound
ringing clear and bell-like through thy being,
flee back to thy body through circles,
penetrate not the midst mist before.
When thou hath entered the form thou hast dwelt in,
use thou the cross and the circle combined.
Open thy mouth and use thou thy Voice.
Utter the WORD and thou shalt be free.
Only the one who of LIGHT has the fullest
can hope to pass by the guards of the way.
And then must he move
through strange curves and angles
that are formed in direction not know to man.
List ye, O man, and heed ye my warning:
attempt not to pass the guards on the way.
Rather should ye seek to gain of thine own Light
and make thyself ready to pass on the way.
LIGHT is thine ultimate end, O my brother.
Seek and find ever the Light on the way.
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HOLY SHIT the Emerald Tablets of Thoth is something incredible that every Zevist should read can HP Zevios Metathronos maybe write more about this? Im not sure if some of it was corrupted.
Anyway i read this piece and was what i was trying to tell people with my experience when i wanted to die and whent into the trance. Remember i said once our souls go into the enemies worlds it could be impossible to return or nearly impossible. Not meaning back into the body i mean they bacically have your soul and you are out o reach of the Gods help.
In my experience thats exactly how i feel and even said im worried they would reincarnate me in an enemy world. Im not saying i am right but how come i always find out stuff i said that others said im wrong to be true or very close to the truth..
Read this!!
Emerald Tablet 8
Know ye, O my brother,
that fear is an obstacle great.
Be master of all in the brightness,
the shadow will soon disappear.
Hear ye and heed my wisdom,
the voice of LIGHT is clear.
Seek not the valley of shadow,
and LIGHT will only appear.
List ye, O man,
to the depth of my wisdom.
Speak I of knowledge hidden from man.
Far have I been
on my journey through SPACE-TIME,
even to the end of space of this cycle.
Aye, glimpsed the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
lying in wait for he who would pass them.
In that space where time exists not,
faintly I sensed the guardians of cycles.
Move they only through angles.
Free are they not of the curved dimensions.
Strange and terrible
are the HOUNDS of the Barrier.
Follow they consciousness to the limits of space.
Think not to escape by entering your body,
for follow they fast the Soul through angles.
Only the circle will give ye protection,
save from the claws
of the DWELLERS IN ANGLES.
Once, in a time past,
I approached the great Barrier,
and saw on the shores where time exists not,
the formless forms
of the HOUNDS of the barrier.
Aye, hiding in the midst beyond time I found them;
and THEY, scenting me afar off,
raised themselves and gave the great bell cry
that could be heard from cycle to cycle
and moved through space toward my soul.
Fled I then fast before them,
back from time's unthinkable end.
But ever after me pursued they,
moving in strange angles not known to man.
Aye, on the gray shores of TIME-SPACE'S end
found I the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
ravening for the Soul
who attempts the beyond.
Fled I through circles back to my body.
Fled, and fast after me they followed.
Aye, after me the devourers followed,
seeking through angles to devour my Soul.
Aye, know ye man,
that the Soul who dares the Barrier
may be held in bondage
by the HOUNDS from beyond time,
held till this cycle is completed
and left behind
when the consciousness leaves.
Entered I my body.
Created the circles that know not angles,
created the form
that from my form was formed.
Made my body into a circle
and lost the pursuers in the circles of time.
But, even yet, when free from my body,
cautious ever must I be
not to move through angles,
else my soul may never be free.
Know ye, the HOUNDS of the Barrier
move only through angles
and never through curves of space.
Only by moving through curves
can ye escape them,
for in angles they will pursue thee.
O man, heed ye my warning;
Seek not to break open
the gate to beyond.
Few there are
who have succeeded in passing the Barrier
to the greater LIGHT that shines beyond.
For know ye, ever the dwellers,
seek such Souls to hold in their thrall.
Listen, O man, and heed ye my warning;
seek ye to move not in angles but curves,
And if while free from thy body,
though hearest the sound like the bay of a hound
ringing clear and bell-like through thy being,
flee back to thy body through circles,
penetrate not the midst mist before.
When thou hath entered the form thou hast dwelt in,
use thou the cross and the circle combined.
Open thy mouth and use thou thy Voice.
Utter the WORD and thou shalt be free.
Only the one who of LIGHT has the fullest
can hope to pass by the guards of the way.
And then must he move
through strange curves and angles
that are formed in direction not know to man.
List ye, O man, and heed ye my warning:
attempt not to pass the guards on the way.
Rather should ye seek to gain of thine own Light
and make thyself ready to pass on the way.
LIGHT is thine ultimate end, O my brother.
Seek and find ever the Light on the way.
I mean look at this its exactly as i tried to describe it
"Seek not the valley of shadow," (Tried to die)
"Aye, glimpsed the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
lying in wait for he who would pass them."(Said many times its build for kill the ultimate human soul eater)
"Strange and terrible"(Its presence felt like its a creature you would expect to see under a microscope hideous monster)
"Here is me explaining to someone"
"Take a look at this pic. Let's say the trance is the deep sea and everybody know the sea is full of creatures of all shapes and sizes. Unfortunately I went to the deep dark side where not a lot of fishes swim or can survive. That light on its head is basically what lured me to it. Then when I got close enough it revealed it ugly self to me but then for me it was already to late."
I wrote a lot about this and i cannot remember where what all te threads were called but thank goodness i found this. So if Thoth even WARNS us about this then for sure its something that is serious and not my owns minds creation or something to take lightly.
I must admit now that i have more knowledge and a bit better understanding of stuff i feeling much more confident day by day i will free myself at the end.
Thoth states that only with knowledge and inner light can one overcome the darkness. I know its allegories light and darkness but there exists forces that came and are bound by the laws of darkness and its also like a war between them.
It might not be te hounds of the barrier that Thoth found but it comes damn close to what i was trying to explain and if its not i am sure its a creature from the shadows that hates humans anyway.
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I mean look at this its exactly as i tried to describe it
"Seek not the valley of shadow," (Tried to die)
"Aye, glimpsed the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
lying in wait for he who would pass them."(Said many times its build for kill the ultimate human soul eater)
"Strange and terrible"(Its presence felt like its a creature you would expect to see under a microscope hideous monster)
"Here is me explaining to someone"
"Take a look at this pic. Let's say the trance is the deep sea and everybody know the sea is full of creatures of all shapes and sizes. Unfortunately I went to the deep dark side where not a lot of fishes swim or can survive. That light on its head is basically what lured me to it. Then when I got close enough it revealed it ugly self to me but then for me it was already to late."
I wrote a lot about this and i cannot remember where what all te threads were called but thank goodness i found this. So if Thoth even WARNS us about this then for sure its something that is serious and not my owns minds creation or something to take lightly.
I must admit now that i have more knowledge and a bit better understanding of stuff i feeling much more confident day by day i will free myself at the end.
Thoth states that only with knowledge and inner light can one overcome the darkness. I know its allegories light and darkness but there exists forces that came and are bound by the laws of darkness and its also like a war between them.
It might not be te hounds of the barrier that Thoth found but it comes damn close to what i was trying to explain and if its not i am sure its a creature from the shadows that hates humans anyway.
I just need people to see why go on about this like i do. I just couldn't explain it well enough so here is the quotes from Thoth's Emerald Tablet and some of my quotes and that cannot be a coincidence can it?
"For know ye, ever the dwellers,
"seek such Souls to hold in their thrall."
"..heightend seeing it doing something inside me that i cannot even comprehend all i know its NOT GOOD Its truely horror that will forever change my life."
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=331370#p331370
"Think not to escape by entering your body,
for follow they fast the Soul through angles."
In my case running away back then was the worst thing i could do. ( When i nearly shat myself because of fear and tried to get back into my body but found im completely paralyzed)
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=331370#p331370
"Only the circle will give ye protection,
save from the claws"
"Pythia said that she really feels sorry for them but thats their own stupidity will land them in the claws of extremely hateful beings."
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=290511#p290511
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I just need people to see why go on about this like i do. I just couldn't explain it well enough so here is the quotes from Thoth's Emerald Tablet and some of my quotes and that cannot be a coincidence can it?
"For know ye, ever the dwellers,
"seek such Souls to hold in their thrall."
"..heightend seeing it doing something inside me that i cannot even comprehend all i know its NOT GOOD Its truely horror that will forever change my life."
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=331370#p331370
"Think not to escape by entering your body,
for follow they fast the Soul through angles."
In my case running away back then was the worst thing i could do. ( When i nearly shat myself because of fear and tried to get back into my body but found im completely paralyzed)
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=331370#p331370
"Only the circle will give ye protection,
save from the claws"
"Pythia said that she really feels sorry for them but thats their own stupidity will land them in the claws of extremely hateful beings."
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=290511#p290511
HOLY SHIT the Emerald Tablets of Thoth is something incredible that every Zevism should read can HP Zevios Metathronos maybe write more about this? Im not sure if some of it was corrupted.
Anyway i read this piece and was what i was trying to tell people with my experience when i wanted to die and whent into the trance. Remember i said once our souls go into the enemies worlds it could be impossible to return or nearly impossible. Not meaning back into the body i mean they bacically have your soul and you are out o reach of the Gods help.
In my experience thats exactly how i feel and even said im worried they would reincarnate me in an enemy world. Im not saying i am right but how come i always find out stuff i said that others said im wrong to be true or very close to the truth..Read this!!
I remember reading the tablets a long time ago. Some of it is very interesting, but I have a feeling some of the texts have been Christianized. And a few miscrepencies especially Thoth's father being Thome or something like that, knowing full well now it's Satan (known as Patamah and later Ptah) but other than that, it was an interesting read.
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HOLY SHIT the Emerald Tablets of Thoth is something incredible that every Zevism should read can HP Zevios Metathronos maybe write more about this? Im not sure if some of it was corrupted.
Anyway i read this piece and was what i was trying to tell people with my experience when i wanted to die and whent into the trance. Remember i said once our souls go into the enemies worlds it could be impossible to return or nearly impossible. Not meaning back into the body i mean they bacically have your soul and you are out o reach of the Gods help.
In my experience thats exactly how i feel and even said im worried they would reincarnate me in an enemy world. Im not saying i am right but how come i always find out stuff i said that others said im wrong to be true or very close to the truth..Read this!!
I remember reading the tablets a long time ago. Some of it is very interesting, but I have a feeling some of the texts have been Christianized. And a few miscrepencies especially Thoth's father being Thome or something like that, knowing full well now it's Satan (known as Patamah and later Ptah) but other than that, it was an interesting read.
I don't understand this though.
Can someone tell me?
"And if while free from thy body,
though hearest the sound like the bay of a hound
https://youtu.be/nypFzx5J2zo
ringing clear and bell-like through thy being,
flee back to thy body through circles,
penetrate not the midst mist before."
Maybe the bay of the hound is that sudden awareness one gets when they realise they are in real danger and need to act quickly.
I read dogs howl when they sense death its like their 6th sense of the fourth dimension and they bay when they are chasing after something like a rabbit.
Flee back to thy body circles ?
"Penetrate not te midst mist before"
This maby is something to do with Ectoplasm maybe.
Whats strange is had this memory that i never knew i had until now almost like a dream or something i dreamt years ago about what was written on this tablet.
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I don't understand this though.
Can someone tell me?
"And if while free from thy body,
though hearest the sound like the bay of a hound
https://youtu.be/nypFzx5J2zo
ringing clear and bell-like through thy being,
flee back to thy body through circles,
penetrate not the midst mist before."
Maybe the bay of the hound is that sudden awareness one gets when they realise they are in real danger and need to act quickly.
I read dogs howl when they sense death its like their 6th sense of the fourth dimension and they bay when they are chasing after something like a rabbit.
Flee back to thy body circles ?
"Penetrate not te midst mist before"
This maby is something to do with Ectoplasm maybe.
Whats strange is had this memory that i never knew i had until now almost like a dream or something i dreamt years ago about what was written on this tablet.
This is the targeted message.
https://youtu.be/bQ8oCFsnVVU
Fuck thats scary
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https://youtu.be/bQ8oCFsnVVU
Fuck thats scary
HOLY SHIT the Emerald Tablets of Thoth is something incredible that every Zevism should read can HP Zevios Metathronos maybe write more about this? Im not sure if some of it was corrupted.
Anyway i read this piece and was what i was trying to tell people with my experience when i wanted to die and whent into the trance. Remember i said once our souls go into the enemies worlds it could be impossible to return or nearly impossible. Not meaning back into the body i mean they bacically have your soul and you are out o reach of the Gods help.
In my experience thats exactly how i feel and even said im worried they would reincarnate me in an enemy world. Im not saying i am right but how come i always find out stuff i said that others said im wrong to be true or very close to the truth..Read this!!
I remember reading the tablets a long time ago. Some of it is very interesting, but I have a feeling some of the texts have been Christianized. And a few miscrepencies especially Thoth's father being Thome or something like that, knowing full well now it's Satan (known as Patamah and later Ptah) but other than that, it was an interesting read.
Yes i also expect something like that. a yes very interesting
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HOLY SHIT the Emerald Tablets of Thoth is something incredible that every Zevism should read can HP Zevios Metathronos maybe write more about this? Im not sure if some of it was corrupted.
Anyway i read this piece and was what i was trying to tell people with my experience when i wanted to die and whent into the trance. Remember i said once our souls go into the enemies worlds it could be impossible to return or nearly impossible. Not meaning back into the body i mean they bacically have your soul and you are out o reach of the Gods help.
In my experience thats exactly how i feel and even said im worried they would reincarnate me in an enemy world. Im not saying i am right but how come i always find out stuff i said that others said im wrong to be true or very close to the truth..Read this!!
I remember reading the tablets a long time ago. Some of it is very interesting, but I have a feeling some of the texts have been Christianized. And a few miscrepencies especially Thoth's father being Thome or something like that, knowing full well now it's Satan (known as Patamah and later Ptah) but other than that, it was an interesting read.
Yes i also expect something like that. a yes very interesting
I think that you are either consciously or unconsciously looking for any excuse to not meditate and advance your soul. You are taking random versed and giving them a meaning that is completely based on your delusions. You will never achieve anything with this attitude, you need meditate and stop wasting your time.
I am reaching towards a green apple.
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I think that you are either consciously or unconsciously looking for any excuse to not meditate and advance your soul. You are taking random versed and giving them a meaning that is completely based on your delusions. You will never achieve anything with this attitude, you need meditate and stop wasting your time.
I think that you are either consciously or unconsciously looking for any excuse to not meditate and advance your soul. You are taking random versed and giving them a meaning that is completely based on your delusions. You will never achieve anything with this attitude, you need meditate and stop wasting your time.
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiot
its true
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I think that you are either consciously or unconsciously looking for any excuse to not meditate and advance your soul. You are taking random versed and giving them a meaning that is completely based on your delusions. You will never achieve anything with this attitude, you need meditate and stop wasting your time.
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiot
its true
I think that you are either consciously or unconsciously looking for any excuse to not meditate and advance your soul. You are taking random versed and giving them a meaning that is completely based on your delusions. You will never achieve anything with this attitude, you need meditate and stop wasting your time.
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiotits true
No need to insult yourself like that, we all have our problems, I'm sure that if you apply yourself you will fix all of them.
I am reaching towards a green apple.
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I think that you are either consciously or unconsciously looking for any excuse to not meditate and advance your soul. You are taking random versed and giving them a meaning that is completely based on your delusions. You will never achieve anything with this attitude, you need meditate and stop wasting your time.
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiotits true
No need to insult yourself like that, we all have our problems, I'm sure that if you apply yourself you will fix all of them.
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Perhaps we should ask an original copy from Lord Thoth himself (or from Lady Sheshat if he is too busy).
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Perhaps we should ask an original copy from Lord Thoth himself (or from Lady Sheshat if he is too busy).
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiotits true
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.
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Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiotits true
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiotits true
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.
Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.
To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.
I have no drive or no purpose when i just force myself to meditate.This comes from inside not so much from others unfortunately. I dont even know why i am living and everything feels like a chore although even if i know what happens if i don't meditate.I have a reason but why am i not doing it? because i have forgotten who i am!
I need a specific reason to want to fix the problem and i found one which is getting to know myself first.Now i have the reason inside
but everytime someone tells me to do a working on this or that or to meditate it makes me not want to do it. I need to find my inner light for myself and thats also why the questions i ask is important to me. Others won't understand this but i do. So leave me be.
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Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiotits true
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.
Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.
To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.
I have no drive or no purpose when i just force myself to meditate.This comes from inside not so much from others unfortunately. I dont even know why i am living and everything feels like a chore although even if i know what happens if i don't meditate.I have a reason but why am i not doing it? because i have forgotten who i am!
I need a specific reason to want to fix the problem and i found one which is getting to know myself first.Now i have the reason inside
but everytime someone tells me to do a working on this or that or to meditate it makes me not want to do it. I need to find my inner light for myself and thats also why the questions i ask is important to me. Others won't understand this but i do. So leave me be.
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiotits true
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.
My point is i am already trying to figure out why i dont want to meditate. I sometimes do but im never consistent. Thats why i don't want the Gods to invest in me until i know im ready to make a dedication to it for the rest of my life. For example someone can write a very inspiring post to me but the feeling or will i get from it doesn't last. Thats why i say what i said.
I do appreciate Aquarius aswel he has that attitude towards meditation that i want to have.
The Astral parasite is a real problem. And nothing can change my mind about it there is to much i know and go through. Im not seeking any sympathy infact i want blunt honesty especially from HP Zevios Metathronos because to me His word is fact. Im striving to do more for the Gods,im trying to learn more and im trying to fix my inner compass. Thats why i am here. This Zevist family is also my motivation to exist and be better.
The only other problem is im scared im becoming a nuisance or something negative here.I really don't want to be that. I will leave immediately for as long as it takes or change if i know but i don't.
This place is all i have. My life outside here is the same everyday I don't like living in it thanks to the enemy.
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Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiotits true
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.
My point is i am already trying to figure out why i dont want to meditate. I sometimes do but im never consistent. Thats why i don't want the Gods to invest in me until i know im ready to make a dedication to it for the rest of my life. For example someone can write a very inspiring post to me but the feeling or will i get from it doesn't last. Thats why i say what i said.
I do appreciate Aquarius aswel he has that attitude towards meditation that i want to have.
The Astral parasite is a real problem. And nothing can change my mind about it there is to much i know and go through. Im not seeking any sympathy infact i want blunt honesty especially from HP Zevios Metathronos because to me His word is fact. Im striving to do more for the Gods,im trying to learn more and im trying to fix my inner compass. Thats why i am here. This Zevist family is also my motivation to exist and be better.
The only other problem is im scared im becoming a nuisance or something negative here.I really don't want to be that. I will leave immediately for as long as it takes or change if i know but i don't.
This place is all i have. My life outside here is the same everyday I don't like living in it thanks to the enemy.
I read the Emerald Tablets a long time ago. Very interesting read. It can become a rabbit hole in my opinion, and be a distraction, but still very good as I recall.
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I read the Emerald Tablets a long time ago. Very interesting read. It can become a rabbit hole in my opinion, and be a distraction, but still very good as I recall.
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Perhaps we should ask an original copy from Lord Thoth himself (or from Lady Sheshat if he is too busy).
Lol i did ask if it was and the awnser was yes.
I felt his energy and other stuff that proved to me He was the one pulling the strings. Thats why its still in my signature, but i don't trust myself about this.
As i said some stuff may have been corrupted or mistranslated just because thats what normally is the case. If any is then they are a few.Thats just me and im not advanced to know better. Dont care anymore either the motivation is gone.
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Perhaps we should ask an original copy from Lord Thoth himself (or from Lady Sheshat if he is too busy).
Lol i did ask if it was and the awnser was yes.
I felt his energy and other stuff that proved to me He was the one pulling the strings. Thats why its still in my signature, but i don't trust myself about this.
As i said some stuff may have been corrupted or mistranslated just because thats what normally is the case. If any is then they are a few.Thats just me and im not advanced to know better. Dont care anymore either the motivation is gone.
I think that you are either consciously or unconsciously looking for any excuse to not meditate and advance your soul. You are taking random versed and giving them a meaning that is completely based on your delusions. You will never achieve anything with this attitude, you need meditate and stop wasting your time.
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiotits true
I don't know you personally, but I don't think you're a stupid idiot. The Emerald Tablets are pretty mind blowing and I enjoyed them and this post about them, though I only had time to skim through. We're all advancing here. I recently realized to myself that I was unconsciously avoiding meditation and becoming a bit lazy for a short period due to the hatred I have for the enemy. I'm past it now, and in the process of making serious repairs to my life that was affected by enemy influence before coming to ToZ.
You broke free from christianity or didn't become borged by it. That says alot. You are here with us.
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I think that you are either consciously or unconsciously looking for any excuse to not meditate and advance your soul. You are taking random versed and giving them a meaning that is completely based on your delusions. You will never achieve anything with this attitude, you need meditate and stop wasting your time.
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiotits true
I don't know you personally, but I don't think you're a stupid idiot. The Emerald Tablets are pretty mind blowing and I enjoyed them and this post about them, though I only had time to skim through. We're all advancing here. I recently realized to myself that I was unconsciously avoiding meditation and becoming a bit lazy for a short period due to the hatred I have for the enemy. I'm past it now, and in the process of making serious repairs to my life that was affected by enemy influence before coming to ToZ.
You broke free from christianity or didn't become borged by it. That says alot. You are here with us.
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiotits true
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.
Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.
The reason I always point out delusions is because I utterly despise them. When I was a beginner I was full of them, and that shit can really mess you up and the more you indulge in them the more it's gonna take to heal from their effects, I wish someone would have pointed out those to me when I was new. What I came to understand is that no matter how much you talk about it, nobody is ever going to remove them from you, you have to do that on your own and with the help of the Gods and you need to be actively doing that, if you don't work on it you're never going to free yourself from them.
That astral parasite is a delusion of yours, you can't remove it because it's a thoughtform you constantly give energy to when you believe with all your heart that it exists, you're in a vicious cycle and will not get out of it if you don't start thinking logically and pull your head out of your ass.
I am reaching towards a green apple.
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Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiotits true
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.
Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.
The reason I always point out delusions is because I utterly despise them. When I was a beginner I was full of them, and that shit can really mess you up and the more you indulge in them the more it's gonna take to heal from their effects, I wish someone would have pointed out those to me when I was new. What I came to understand is that no matter how much you talk about it, nobody is ever going to remove them from you, you have to do that on your own and with the help of the Gods and you need to be actively doing that, if you don't work on it you're never going to free yourself from them.
That astral parasite is a delusion of yours, you can't remove it because it's a thoughtform you constantly give energy to when you believe with all your heart that it exists, you're in a vicious cycle and will not get out of it if you don't start thinking logically and pull your head out of your ass.
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.
Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.
The reason I always point out delusions is because I utterly despise them. When I was a beginner I was full of them, and that shit can really mess you up and the more you indulge in them the more it's gonna take to heal from their effects, I wish someone would have pointed out those to me when I was new. What I came to understand is that no matter how much you talk about it, nobody is ever going to remove them from you, you have to do that on your own and with the help of the Gods and you need to be actively doing that, if you don't work on it you're never going to free yourself from them.
That astral parasite is a delusion of yours, you can't remove it because it's a thoughtform you constantly give energy to when you believe with all your heart that it exists, you're in a vicious cycle and will not get out of it if you don't start thinking logically and pull your head out of your ass.
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.
Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.
The reason I always point out delusions is because I utterly despise them. When I was a beginner I was full of them, and that shit can really mess you up and the more you indulge in them the more it's gonna take to heal from their effects, I wish someone would have pointed out those to me when I was new. What I came to understand is that no matter how much you talk about it, nobody is ever going to remove them from you, you have to do that on your own and with the help of the Gods and you need to be actively doing that, if you don't work on it you're never going to free yourself from them.
That astral parasite is a delusion of yours, you can't remove it because it's a thoughtform you constantly give energy to when you believe with all your heart that it exists, you're in a vicious cycle and will not get out of it if you don't start thinking logically and pull your head out of your ass.
Ok i accept this but why doesn't it go away even after i ignore it? For like so many years now.If it was a thought form it would of whent away. I acknowledged i have a problem, now i am looking for a way to fix it. Yes meditation is the only way true but this thing is also the cause of me not thinking straight and making me look delusional.You can be glad you haven't experienced something like this.
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In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.
Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.
The reason I always point out delusions is because I utterly despise them. When I was a beginner I was full of them, and that shit can really mess you up and the more you indulge in them the more it's gonna take to heal from their effects, I wish someone would have pointed out those to me when I was new. What I came to understand is that no matter how much you talk about it, nobody is ever going to remove them from you, you have to do that on your own and with the help of the Gods and you need to be actively doing that, if you don't work on it you're never going to free yourself from them.
That astral parasite is a delusion of yours, you can't remove it because it's a thoughtform you constantly give energy to when you believe with all your heart that it exists, you're in a vicious cycle and will not get out of it if you don't start thinking logically and pull your head out of your ass.
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.
Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.
The reason I always point out delusions is because I utterly despise them. When I was a beginner I was full of them, and that shit can really mess you up and the more you indulge in them the more it's gonna take to heal from their effects, I wish someone would have pointed out those to me when I was new. What I came to understand is that no matter how much you talk about it, nobody is ever going to remove them from you, you have to do that on your own and with the help of the Gods and you need to be actively doing that, if you don't work on it you're never going to free yourself from them.
That astral parasite is a delusion of yours, you can't remove it because it's a thoughtform you constantly give energy to when you believe with all your heart that it exists, you're in a vicious cycle and will not get out of it if you don't start thinking logically and pull your head out of your ass.
Ok i accept this but why doesn't it go away even after i ignore it? For like so many years now.If it was a thought form it would of whent away. I acknowledged i have a problem, now i am looking for a way to fix it. Yes meditation is the only way true but this thing is also the cause of me not thinking straight and making me look delusional.You can be glad you haven't experienced something like this.