You are now still subtlety attacking and putting me down, when all I’ve done is lay out what I said again very clearly and very reasonably, and of course you are not addressing what I said, and would rather say I am delusional, why to try to control me and mantain your status here.
And no I am not going to go into my personal history for you! What you just said again is clearly an attack!.
Stop attacking me and actually SEE what I am writing.
I laid it out very clearly in the last message.
An "attack" is violence. A violent action. Words are not violence, words are words. There is no way for words to be an "attack." Words may be unpleasant, or somebody may feel a bad emotion after hearing a word. But there is nothing about a word that is violent.
I've already explained to you every detail and every angle, spread across several replies. I have already answered all of the questions that you are now pretending to ask, and you have ignored and skipped over everything that I have explained without reading any of it.
If there was anything external to you that was harming you, and you asked the Gods for help, they would have removed this from you and erased it. Or by participating in any of the rituals like RTRs, Gods's rituals, Returning Curses, or the various rituals for cleaning parts of the soul, participating in any of these would erase and remove this thing from you if it was really there. Because when we put an effort to work with the Gods or work for our advancement in this way, the gods are with us working with us and helping us. And they would not allow something like that to be harming you, they would have removed it. It simply is not possible that the Gods would allow any kind of cursed thing like that to be attached to you, because they would have removed it already. Especially as a beginner who is not yet able to handle that situation on your own. For somebody who is more advanced, then something like that could be used as an educational example. Like "Okay, let's teach and show you how to erase something like this so now you would know how to do this." But as a beginner, you would have been automatically helped.
If you have a mental obsession, OCD, or similar thought patterns which lead you to obsessively focus on the idea of an "astral parasite" then you will be the creator of this thing. Because as you are obsessively focusing on what in the beginning was something that did not exist, you have been working to bring it into existance as yourself has been creating this thought form in this purpose. There was no "astral parasite" until you invented and created one by creating this thought form.
I can't even say for sure that you have created a thought form. This might just be entirely fictional and invented by your own imagination, and have nothing there at all other than your own paranoid or afraid thoughts. But eventually if this is done for a long time and with a lot of focused mental energy directed into it, it will eventually result in creating a thought form which would do the job that you programmed it to do. If you have been creating it as a parasite that will drain your energy, then that is what it will do, because that is what you have been commanding it to do with all of your will and all of your mental efforts.
Then if you have been trying to "banish" this thing and you specifically said "banish," I assume you were referring to the "banishing ritual" which includes a mantra that is basically a death curse. This Vinasa mantra has been a very bad thing for beginners to learn about, because many beginners have been so ignorant or stupid to try to use this mantra for incorrect purposes, and not understanding what it even does. This Vinasa is a death curse, its purpose is to kill and erase the soul of whatever it is targeted against. It is very dangerous for people trying to use it and not understanding how to do it safely.
But even worse, if you have tried to use this vinasa mantra against this "astral parasite" you have been directly chanting a death curse mantra into your own soul as this thing is only a part of your own imagination, paranoid thoughts, and uncontrolled mind. This thing is not anything external, it is not an external curse or the Gods would have already helped you by removing it.
This thing does not exist at all, and the only thing that exists is your own feedback loop of mental habits and thought patterns. And it is only your own mind repeatedly telling you something that is not true. Which is basically the same situation as depression or anything similar. Bad thoughts are repeatedly coming up, and they are strengthened, reinforced, and increased as a positive feedback loop and amplification in the person's mind. Until these bad thoughts become larger and more frequent. And the only way to fix this problem is for you to actually decide that you want to fix it. And for you to do some work on paying attention to your thoughts, and when a bad thought like that comes up, purposefully change the subject and make yourself think about something else instead. Ignore it and forget about it. And your mental thought habits will be reformed and altered to a healthier state, and those bad thoughts will all be removed. This is fully possible and it is not even difficult to do, it just takes some time of making this purposeful effort. The only way to get rid of bad thought patterns is to directly make yourself create a new habit of new better thought patterns.
All of this I have already said before in several other replies, and you have ignored all of it and not read a single word. So hopefully you will actually read this this time and understand what I am saying. You want to help yourself and solve your problem, and I want to also help you and solve your problem. I am working to help you. Please actually read what I have written and understand it, maybe reading some parts more than once if you have to.
And please don't make another response that ignores all of this information, does not reply to any of it, and instead is only crybaby bullshit crying about words. I have no patience for that. You have not once made an actual response to any of the information I have said. I have a lot of patience to try to help you, educate you, and explain information to you to try to solve your problem and get you onto the path of growing and improving yourself.
I have absolutely no patience for crying about words as if words are violence. When I was young, I was right on the edge about to die more times than I can count. I've been rescued in hospitals and kept alive. I've been horribly injured in permanent ways. There have been many actual real problems in my life, and in the lives of most of the people I know. I am simply not able to imagine somebody who has never had any kind of real problem before, to the point that a simple disagreement or being told you are wrong about some insignificant small thing is considered to be some violent "attack." If a simple word being said that you disagree with is considered one of the worst things that ever happened to you, then you are amazingly lucky. And if you say you also have had problems before and bad things have happened to you too, then you do understand how ridiculous it is to put a word in the same category as a serious problem.
