runawaydesigns
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I am somewhat familiar with what The High Priestess has said on being causious about what you say. In terms of the extreme negative being "speaking in tongues" but I find myself saying some fucking weird things. Like random promptings and outbursts. Not in public like turrets or around family. Recently I saw some fucking shit on tv called "penny dreadful" and it was about the main character being possessed/"satans bride". It was very unsettling, not because I believe our Father possesses us, but just the ridiculous connotations surrounding the theme. So it got me thinking about what I've been saying and who exactly is feeding me these words...
I've seen some stuff on YouTube with "light language" but when I say these things they're very direct and pointed. Unlike in the videos which have a more rounded dialect. I'm almost growling like a fucking beast. Recently I did a sex ritual w myself and had very angry feeling directed to this one person who has been using my energy. Leaving and coming back, talking about her feelings and sucking my energy. So after climax I spout off this really intense bit and the next day she said something happened to her... I'm not bragging or anything. Like I didn't tell her what I did, I just left it.
So I just want to know if anyone out there has anything like that going on or had it happened. Also I was in a crowd of ppl this passed summer and I had this fucked up thought. I won't say it cause it's not important, but when I was finished the thought someone burst out in this really weird loud noise, like actual turrets... Caused everyone to stop and get really scared. It changed the energy of the crowd... Like I know weak people are susceptible, so am I picking up weird shit from someone attacking me or am I becoming more in tune w my inner self that I've become more intuitive? I dunno there's lots here so lemmi know your thoughts.
And a side note if anyone feels like answering. What are your thoughts on the modern day Antichrist?
I've seen some stuff on YouTube with "light language" but when I say these things they're very direct and pointed. Unlike in the videos which have a more rounded dialect. I'm almost growling like a fucking beast. Recently I did a sex ritual w myself and had very angry feeling directed to this one person who has been using my energy. Leaving and coming back, talking about her feelings and sucking my energy. So after climax I spout off this really intense bit and the next day she said something happened to her... I'm not bragging or anything. Like I didn't tell her what I did, I just left it.
So I just want to know if anyone out there has anything like that going on or had it happened. Also I was in a crowd of ppl this passed summer and I had this fucked up thought. I won't say it cause it's not important, but when I was finished the thought someone burst out in this really weird loud noise, like actual turrets... Caused everyone to stop and get really scared. It changed the energy of the crowd... Like I know weak people are susceptible, so am I picking up weird shit from someone attacking me or am I becoming more in tune w my inner self that I've become more intuitive? I dunno there's lots here so lemmi know your thoughts.
And a side note if anyone feels like answering. What are your thoughts on the modern day Antichrist?