Greeetings to all of you with all my respect,
I am 17 and ı did my dedication ritual to our Lord Satan on this Mabon. And ı am a SS since that great day. And ı am so thankful to JOS and and the Turkish Spırıtual Satanism site admins for making me go this way.
These days ı am not living my best days and ı can tell ı am really not on myself. Today ı randomly write to youtube "exposed JoyofSatan" just for laughing and kidding with them. But ı found myself a little bit anxious after that so here is my question. (Ofc there is nothing to expose ı just wondered what others are saying about JoS but they are lack of understanding power of spiritualism, they know literally nothing about the truth) How can we trust Gods? They are so powerfull and strong. They don't need us or earth. Why they are working and fighting so much for us? Just beacuse we are their children? I mean they are not exploiting or playing us they don't need that either. I think ı just have trust issues in my life thats why ı am asking these questions. And ı am inexperienced in practicing Spiritual Satanism. Please forgive me ıf ı said something wrong ı am just trying to learn and filling the gaps. Thank you.