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Mar 29, 2022#40

BrightSpace666said:
Lydia, I have a question - one of my dear mates and I are compiling a file of relevant and informative posts for beginners on this forum. You may already be aware of this, as we discussed it with other SSs during one of my posts. My question is - would you allow some of your posts to be included in the file? I mean posts that are relevant to beginners and they can learn from it.
This file contains several posts, along with posts from other advanced SSers, in any case I would like to ask your permission to do this before we get into anything more serious. Thanks in advance. :D

Of course, anything of mine can go anywhere to help other Zevists :)

Lasollorsaid:
Is the 36 repetitions of SURYA for deep cleaning or standard cleaning. What the difference in Deep cleaning and standard cleaning?

The 36 is an example. The reason why this is a deep cleaning is because of the power date.

Serbonsaid:
One more question, how come that Esbat is from friday sunset to Saturday sunset, but a normal day is from Friday sunrise to Saturday sunrise?

It's lunar, not solar. The ancients knew of this, some things are to be done according to the Sun, and some by the Moon. We have solar months, and lunar months, as another example.

ThomaSsSsaid:
Serbonsaid:
I have a question, here in my calendar it says Witches Sabbat is Saturday, so does this mean that Sabbat begins at Saturday 18:50 when moon enters Taurus, or does it mean that Sabbat begins at Friday night and ends at Saturday 18:50?
"18:50" has nothing whatsoever to do with the Witches Sabbat. "18:50" marks the end of a void Moon and the Moon entering Taurus. This is a whole different thing. Like Lydia said, planetary days and also Sabbats (including also at least some of the 8 major Satanic Sabbats) are sunrise/sunset based. You'll have to use different services to find out when the Sun rises/sets for your location (even googling "sunset __my-location__" will give you the answer).
There's absolutely no way sunrise/sunsets could be integrated in the present style PDF calendars, unfortunately.

Thanks ThomaSsS. There is an app for both android and iphone called Deluxe Moon, it shows sunrise/sunset and moonrise/moonset :)

Weasselsaid:
Thank you Lydia, good think to remember about this important date. Yet if you dont mind I need a bit of help, the date is very good for cleaning and I want to profit from it, from what i know the best way was through your deep cleaning meditation but the thing is I am already using it as a proper meditation soo i guess I cant start it again on that again because it was ''registered'' on the date I started as a meditation. So... are there any other good deep cleaning workings recommandation please?
And one last question, if the date in my local time says... let's say 12PM, should I start it before or after 12pm, like that hour with the moon represent when it's starting right?

You can keep going with the cleaning you are doing, or re-start on the Sabbat if you think it might be more powerful. You can also start an additional cleaning as well as your current one. So if you are doing Vi-Suddhi, then you can do Surya or Sowilo, for example.

The effect of a New/Full Moon lasts for quite a while, not just the exact time :)

Big Dippersaid:
Is raum a cleaning mantra and can i use it?

Yes, you can try it and if it feels good for you then use it. I personally don't get much from it for cleaning effects, but I know another Zevist who does.

Liturgical Terms of Zevism (everyone please read and familiarize yourself with these)

BrightSpace666said:
Lydia, I have a question - one of my dear mates and I are compiling a file of relevant and informative posts for beginners on this forum. You may already be aware of this, as we discussed it with other SSs during one of my posts. My question is - would you allow some of your posts to be included in the file? I mean posts that are relevant to beginners and they can learn from it.
This file contains several posts, along with posts from other advanced SSers, in any case I would like to ask your permission to do this before we get into anything more serious. Thanks in advance. :D

Of course, anything of mine can go anywhere to help other Zevists :)

Lasollorsaid:
Is the 36 repetitions of SURYA for deep cleaning or standard cleaning. What the difference in Deep cleaning and standard cleaning?

The 36 is an example. The reason why this is a deep cleaning is because of the power date.

Serbonsaid:
One more question, how come that Esbat is from friday sunset to Saturday sunset, but a normal day is from Friday sunrise to Saturday sunrise?

It's lunar, not solar. The ancients knew of this, some things are to be done according to the Sun, and some by the Moon. We have solar months, and lunar months, as another example.

ThomaSsSsaid:
Serbonsaid:
I have a question, here in my calendar it says Witches Sabbat is Saturday, so does this mean that Sabbat begins at Saturday 18:50 when moon enters Taurus, or does it mean that Sabbat begins at Friday night and ends at Saturday 18:50?
"18:50" has nothing whatsoever to do with the Witches Sabbat. "18:50" marks the end of a void Moon and the Moon entering Taurus. This is a whole different thing. Like Lydia said, planetary days and also Sabbats (including also at least some of the 8 major Satanic Sabbats) are sunrise/sunset based. You'll have to use different services to find out when the Sun rises/sets for your location (even googling "sunset __my-location__" will give you the answer).
There's absolutely no way sunrise/sunsets could be integrated in the present style PDF calendars, unfortunately.

Thanks ThomaSsS. There is an app for both android and iphone called Deluxe Moon, it shows sunrise/sunset and moonrise/moonset :)

Weasselsaid:
Thank you Lydia, good think to remember about this important date. Yet if you dont mind I need a bit of help, the date is very good for cleaning and I want to profit from it, from what i know the best way was through your deep cleaning meditation but the thing is I am already using it as a proper meditation soo i guess I cant start it again on that again because it was ''registered'' on the date I started as a meditation. So... are there any other good deep cleaning workings recommandation please?
And one last question, if the date in my local time says... let's say 12PM, should I start it before or after 12pm, like that hour with the moon represent when it's starting right?

You can keep going with the cleaning you are doing, or re-start on the Sabbat if you think it might be more powerful. You can also start an additional cleaning as well as your current one. So if you are doing Vi-Suddhi, then you can do Surya or Sowilo, for example.

The effect of a New/Full Moon lasts for quite a while, not just the exact time :)

Big Dippersaid:
Is raum a cleaning mantra and can i use it?

Yes, you can try it and if it feels good for you then use it. I personally don't get much from it for cleaning effects, but I know another Zevist who does.

Mar 29, 2022#41

ThomaSsSsaid:

Lydia [JGsaid:
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Got it, thanks

Mar 29, 2022#42

Lydia [JGsaid:
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BrightSpace666said:
Lydia, I have a question - one of my dear mates and I are compiling a file of relevant and informative posts for beginners on this forum. You may already be aware of this, as we discussed it with other SSs during one of my posts. My question is - would you allow some of your posts to be included in the file? I mean posts that are relevant to beginners and they can learn from it.
This file contains several posts, along with posts from other advanced SSers, in any case I would like to ask your permission to do this before we get into anything more serious. Thanks in advance. :D
Of course, anything of mine can go anywhere to help other Zevism :)

Alright, a bit more questions just to be surrreee pls, so you said that i can use Surya but as i know that mantra transform your current energies into sun energies, and given the fact that i am not that advanced wouldn't be more ok if i use the protection meditation that use AUM Suryae? From what i remember Surya(e) extract energies from the sun and the affirmation that the working has is good for health and protection, yes i know its what it suits me best and all...
And... if you also recommand sowilo, seems it's a rune for actions sooo if i am to use it for cleaning the dirt from my soul... i know its stupid, can give me a proper affirmation example pls :3?

Lydia [JGsaid:
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BrightSpace666said:
Lydia, I have a question - one of my dear mates and I are compiling a file of relevant and informative posts for beginners on this forum. You may already be aware of this, as we discussed it with other SSs during one of my posts. My question is - would you allow some of your posts to be included in the file? I mean posts that are relevant to beginners and they can learn from it.
This file contains several posts, along with posts from other advanced SSers, in any case I would like to ask your permission to do this before we get into anything more serious. Thanks in advance. :D
Of course, anything of mine can go anywhere to help other Zevism :)

Alright, a bit more questions just to be surrreee pls, so you said that i can use Surya but as i know that mantra transform your current energies into sun energies, and given the fact that i am not that advanced wouldn't be more ok if i use the protection meditation that use AUM Suryae? From what i remember Surya(e) extract energies from the sun and the affirmation that the working has is good for health and protection, yes i know its what it suits me best and all...
And... if you also recommand sowilo, seems it's a rune for actions sooo if i am to use it for cleaning the dirt from my soul... i know its stupid, can give me a proper affirmation example pls :3?

Mar 29, 2022#43

Personal Growthsaid:
Darkspiritsaid:
Personal Growthsaid:
Cleaning is paramount. People like to empower but if there's dirt in there they empower the dirt and bring problems to themselves.
Cleaning is first priority. Only once clean and have controlled mind should one empower chakras.
Yes, I think so too, we are complex beings, and we have to consider more things to come to a more correct conclusion.
As Above, So Below.
Oh yes it's a brain twister. Our consciousness is not inside our body.

Look, thanks for the explanations on the subject, written in a different way from the common one (I appareciate it), but since we are many in this big family, some who are further on ok, some who are not in that level of being able to see everything of themselves as an individual (body and soul), and working for themselves using what they know until then and what they perceive until then, they may not take into account all parts of themselves, then opening up yourself spiritually you see things become more and more clear, now I have expressed in more detail what I thought and I apologize for any translation errors, if there are any.

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Personal Growthsaid:
Darkspiritsaid:
Personal Growthsaid:
Cleaning is paramount. People like to empower but if there's dirt in there they empower the dirt and bring problems to themselves.
Cleaning is first priority. Only once clean and have controlled mind should one empower chakras.
Yes, I think so too, we are complex beings, and we have to consider more things to come to a more correct conclusion.
As Above, So Below.
Oh yes it's a brain twister. Our consciousness is not inside our body.

Look, thanks for the explanations on the subject, written in a different way from the common one (I appareciate it), but since we are many in this big family, some who are further on ok, some who are not in that level of being able to see everything of themselves as an individual (body and soul), and working for themselves using what they know until then and what they perceive until then, they may not take into account all parts of themselves, then opening up yourself spiritually you see things become more and more clear, now I have expressed in more detail what I thought and I apologize for any translation errors, if there are any.

Mar 29, 2022#44

Is for example invoking earth is same as energy meditation? I mean if I do invoking of element, does it acts as foundation meditation?

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Mar 29, 2022#45

Lydia [JGsaid:
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Serbonsaid:
Lydia [JGsaid:
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I have a question, here in my calendar it says Witches Sabbat is Saturday, so does this mean that Sabbat begins at Saturday 18:50 when moon enters Taurus, or does it mean that Sabbat begins at Friday night and ends at Saturday 18:50?
I think I will make a FAQ for the calendar, to be posted yearly with the calendar.

Please, I'll like if you explained what you mean by "calendar based on the day changing at midnight is incorrect"
Would that mean for example, if I wanted to do a black magic set on a Saturday, that I would have to begin it in the day or night instead of starting at 12am on sartuday.

Last edited: May 4, 2026

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Lydia [JGsaid:
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Serbonsaid:
Lydia [JGsaid:
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I have a question, here in my calendar it says Witches Sabbat is Saturday, so does this mean that Sabbat begins at Saturday 18:50 when moon enters Taurus, or does it mean that Sabbat begins at Friday night and ends at Saturday 18:50?
I think I will make a FAQ for the calendar, to be posted yearly with the calendar.

Please, I'll like if you explained what you mean by "calendar based on the day changing at midnight is incorrect"
Would that mean for example, if I wanted to do a black magic set on a Saturday, that I would have to begin it in the day or night instead of starting at 12am on sartuday.

Mar 29, 2022#46

Eagle Bearer 666said:
Too bad you don't do any more astrology readings. Anyone of our Family that still (reliably) does it? I'm a total astrology noob, but I'd pay triple to get a few useful hints and understand better why I'm so fu**ed up, and what I should focus on. This state of misery cannot last forever.

The thing about astrology for me is it's easy to see where problems are coming from. Look at pluto, neptune and saturn especially, along with imbalances, and of course, retrogrades. But it's hard to use astrology to see how you can overcome these problems.

Maybe that's not what it's for. It's a map that shows where you are but it doesn't give you directions to get where you want to go.

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Eagle Bearer 666said:
Too bad you don't do any more astrology readings. Anyone of our Family that still (reliably) does it? I'm a total astrology noob, but I'd pay triple to get a few useful hints and understand better why I'm so fu**ed up, and what I should focus on. This state of misery cannot last forever.

The thing about astrology for me is it's easy to see where problems are coming from. Look at pluto, neptune and saturn especially, along with imbalances, and of course, retrogrades. But it's hard to use astrology to see how you can overcome these problems.

Maybe that's not what it's for. It's a map that shows where you are but it doesn't give you directions to get where you want to go.

Mar 29, 2022#47

thanks Lydia for reminding us. recently, I had a 21 day cycle and a few days after the end I started a personal work where I was stuck up. I did not realize that the cleansing helped me to start solving an important thing, improve meditations in the following period and be generally more positive. I can't wait to start another cycle especially in these upcoming dates! thanks also for the yoga tips!

HAIL SATANA

"Don't let anyone stop you. Not even your own self."

thanks Lydia for reminding us. recently, I had a 21 day cycle and a few days after the end I started a personal work where I was stuck up. I did not realize that the cleansing helped me to start solving an important thing, improve meditations in the following period and be generally more positive. I can't wait to start another cycle especially in these upcoming dates! thanks also for the yoga tips!

HAIL SATANA

Mar 30, 2022#48

Henu the Greatsaid:
Here is a pretty good example how to vibrate Munka: https://mega.nz/file/vwBXiapJ#YmSRvlhYjcun8NbCpbMDUav-BWqjQp-NIT-kw2BGX5g
A does not have to be as drawn out, but you get the idea.

I looked it up after Lydia mentioned Caspian the Dreamer lol but thanks for the prompt link. ;) Makes sense now why I found it harder to vibrate this.. too many long vowels and I got out of breath (even with my greater than normal lung capacity) when I got to the K, having little air left for A.

Oddly, this didn't happen with longer Runes like Thurisaz at all, nor with vibrating the God name Dantalian... it must be that I really don't like MUNKA that much. Go figure.

Henu the Greatsaid:
Here is a pretty good example how to vibrate Munka: https://mega.nz/file/vwBXiapJ#YmSRvlhYjcun8NbCpbMDUav-BWqjQp-NIT-kw2BGX5g
A does not have to be as drawn out, but you get the idea.

I looked it up after Lydia mentioned Caspian the Dreamer lol but thanks for the prompt link. ;) Makes sense now why I found it harder to vibrate this.. too many long vowels and I got out of breath (even with my greater than normal lung capacity) when I got to the K, having little air left for A.

Oddly, this didn't happen with longer Runes like Thurisaz at all, nor with vibrating the God name Dantalian... it must be that I really don't like MUNKA that much. Go figure.

Mar 30, 2022#49

existentialcrisissaid:
The thing about astrology for me is it's easy to see where problems are coming from. Look at pluto, neptune and saturn especially, along with imbalances, and of course, retrogrades. But it's hard to use astrology to see how you can overcome these problems.
Maybe that's not what it's for. It's a map that shows where you are but it doesn't give you directions to get where you want to go.

That much I could tell.. retrograde planets, how 4 or more means you're a late bloomer, where Saturn is and what each planet in which house means... that's basically just "check and read" from the ToZ, but I'm sure I'm missing something. From what I saw so far it looks like I have so many problems to sort out... one of the worst ones: there was a combination (can't remember now which planet in which house) but it was reported as THE combination that creates more singles of all the possible astrological occurrences. -_-

My "love life" is a joke, I've been backstabbed, betrayed and made a fool of so many times I decided only a Succubus is the right choice for me. Then, sure.. I am not the most open to the astral (actually I'm probably the worst), but I'll take my chances with a Demon any day compared to what I've been through. The last time especially, I was so destroyed I DIDN'T think seriously of suicide (I'm a Zevist, I never would trash Father Zeus's immense gift), but I knew I couldn't live like that (it wasn't just a "heartbreak", I had become the toy of an expert psychotic narcissist who made my emotional life miserable in ways I didn't think even possible), so...... yeah.. I'll either be with a Demoness or nobody else in that regard (and I'm strictly monogamous so it would technically only take me being open enough to the astral).

Sorry for venting, mate.

existentialcrisissaid:
The thing about astrology for me is it's easy to see where problems are coming from. Look at pluto, neptune and saturn especially, along with imbalances, and of course, retrogrades. But it's hard to use astrology to see how you can overcome these problems.
Maybe that's not what it's for. It's a map that shows where you are but it doesn't give you directions to get where you want to go.

That much I could tell.. retrograde planets, how 4 or more means you're a late bloomer, where Saturn is and what each planet in which house means... that's basically just "check and read" from the ToZ, but I'm sure I'm missing something. From what I saw so far it looks like I have so many problems to sort out... one of the worst ones: there was a combination (can't remember now which planet in which house) but it was reported as THE combination that creates more singles of all the possible astrological occurrences. -_-

My "love life" is a joke, I've been backstabbed, betrayed and made a fool of so many times I decided only a Succubus is the right choice for me. Then, sure.. I am not the most open to the astral (actually I'm probably the worst), but I'll take my chances with a Demon any day compared to what I've been through. The last time especially, I was so destroyed I DIDN'T think seriously of suicide (I'm a Zevist, I never would trash Father Zeus's immense gift), but I knew I couldn't live like that (it wasn't just a "heartbreak", I had become the toy of an expert psychotic narcissist who made my emotional life miserable in ways I didn't think even possible), so...... yeah.. I'll either be with a Demoness or nobody else in that regard (and I'm strictly monogamous so it would technically only take me being open enough to the astral).

Sorry for venting, mate.

Mar 30, 2022#50

Lydia [JGsaid:
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In order to advance…
In order to improve your life…
In order to overcome your issues and fix your problems…

So when we vibrate the words or power ect, how long do they have too be dragged out for because I feel like it I might be dragging them out too long

Mar 30, 2022#51

Eagle Bearer 666said:
Henu the Greatsaid:
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Sorry, but I am pretty sure we shouldn't put sigils of our Gods into circle, it is considered disrespectful. I made that mistake once too.

Mar 30, 2022#52

Eagle Bearer 666said:
I looked it up after Lydia mentioned Caspian the Dreamer lol but thanks for the prompt link. ;) Makes sense now why I found it harder to vibrate this.. too many long vowels and I got out of breath (even with my greater than normal lung capacity) when I got to the K, having little air left for A.
Oddly, this didn't happen with longer Runes like Thurisaz at all, nor with vibrating the God name Dantalian... it must be that I really don't like MUNKA that much. Go figure.

Just do it shorter then and then you will not have problems.

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Eagle Bearer 666said:
I looked it up after Lydia mentioned Caspian the Dreamer lol but thanks for the prompt link. ;) Makes sense now why I found it harder to vibrate this.. too many long vowels and I got out of breath (even with my greater than normal lung capacity) when I got to the K, having little air left for A.
Oddly, this didn't happen with longer Runes like Thurisaz at all, nor with vibrating the God name Dantalian... it must be that I really don't like MUNKA that much. Go figure.

Just do it shorter then and then you will not have problems.

Mar 30, 2022#53

Lydia [JGsaid:
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In order to advance…
In order to improve your life…
In order to overcome your issues and fix your problems…

Brillant Op Lydia pal as per

Love the knowledge also loved my reading cant find it im sure i will re find it does it still aply after all those years it was done or would i need get another one done, i was off the grid for a bit there makes sense, will need to heed this advice.

hope you doing good.

Lydia [JGsaid:
" post_id=338961 time=1648465073 user_id=57]
In order to advance…
In order to improve your life…
In order to overcome your issues and fix your problems…

Brillant Op Lydia pal as per

Love the knowledge also loved my reading cant find it im sure i will re find it does it still aply after all those years it was done or would i need get another one done, i was off the grid for a bit there makes sense, will need to heed this advice.

hope you doing good.

Mar 30, 2022#54

Henu the Greatsaid:
Eagle Bearer 666said:
I looked it up after Lydia mentioned Caspian the Dreamer lol but thanks for the prompt link. ;) Makes sense now why I found it harder to vibrate this.. too many long vowels and I got out of breath (even with my greater than normal lung capacity) when I got to the K, having little air left for A.
Oddly, this didn't happen with longer Runes like Thurisaz at all, nor with vibrating the God name Dantalian... it must be that I really don't like MUNKA that much. Go figure.
Just do it shorter then and then you will not have problems.

Or there are runes like Uruz that can be used too for freeing the soul too.

Henu the Greatsaid:
Eagle Bearer 666said:
I looked it up after Lydia mentioned Caspian the Dreamer lol but thanks for the prompt link. ;) Makes sense now why I found it harder to vibrate this.. too many long vowels and I got out of breath (even with my greater than normal lung capacity) when I got to the K, having little air left for A.
Oddly, this didn't happen with longer Runes like Thurisaz at all, nor with vibrating the God name Dantalian... it must be that I really don't like MUNKA that much. Go figure.
Just do it shorter then and then you will not have problems.

Or there are runes like Uruz that can be used too for freeing the soul too.

Mar 30, 2022#55

luissaid:
Henu the Greatsaid:
Eagle Bearer 666said:
I looked it up after Lydia mentioned Caspian the Dreamer lol but thanks for the prompt link. ;) Makes sense now why I found it harder to vibrate this.. too many long vowels and I got out of breath (even with my greater than normal lung capacity) when I got to the K, having little air left for A.
Oddly, this didn't happen with longer Runes like Thurisaz at all, nor with vibrating the God name Dantalian... it must be that I really don't like MUNKA that much. Go figure.
Just do it shorter then and then you will not have problems.
Or there are runes like Uruz that can be used too for freeing the soul too.

True, but the amount of used breath would be the same in any case. So it comes down to correct rhythm.

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For beginners: A Beginner's Guide

luissaid:
Henu the Greatsaid:
Eagle Bearer 666said:
I looked it up after Lydia mentioned Caspian the Dreamer lol but thanks for the prompt link. ;) Makes sense now why I found it harder to vibrate this.. too many long vowels and I got out of breath (even with my greater than normal lung capacity) when I got to the K, having little air left for A.
Oddly, this didn't happen with longer Runes like Thurisaz at all, nor with vibrating the God name Dantalian... it must be that I really don't like MUNKA that much. Go figure.
Just do it shorter then and then you will not have problems.
Or there are runes like Uruz that can be used too for freeing the soul too.

True, but the amount of used breath would be the same in any case. So it comes down to correct rhythm.

Mar 30, 2022#56

From what I have seen, when one dies with a violent death, for example murdered, the suffering is stored in the base chakra as well as the repressed anger.

Mar 30, 2022#57

Eagle Bearer 666said:
existentialcrisissaid:
The thing about astrology for me is it's easy to see where problems are coming from. Look at pluto, neptune and saturn especially, along with imbalances, and of course, retrogrades. But it's hard to use astrology to see how you can overcome these problems.
Maybe that's not what it's for. It's a map that shows where you are but it doesn't give you directions to get where you want to go.
That much I could tell.. retrograde planets, how 4 or more means you're a late bloomer, where Saturn is and what each planet in which house means... that's basically just "check and read" from the ToZ, but I'm sure I'm missing something. From what I saw so far it looks like I have so many problems to sort out... one of the worst ones: there was a combination (can't remember now which planet in which house) but it was reported as THE combination that creates more singles of all the possible astrological occurrences. -_-
My "love life" is a joke, I've been backstabbed, betrayed and made a fool of so many times I decided only a Succubus is the right choice for me. Then, sure.. I am not the most open to the astral (actually I'm probably the worst), but I'll take my chances with a Demon any day compared to what I've been through. The last time especially, I was so destroyed I DIDN'T think seriously of suicide (I'm a Zevism, I never would trash Father Zeus's immense gift), but I knew I couldn't live like that (it wasn't just a "heartbreak", I had become the toy of an expert psychotic narcissist who made my emotional life miserable in ways I didn't think even possible), so...... yeah.. I'll either be with a Demoness or nobody else in that regard (and I'm strictly monogamous so it would technically only take me being open enough to the astral).

It's fine. Yeah, that's the thing for me. Lots of retrogrades and difficult placements, certain areas of life are emphasized in my chart, however, at the same time, other factors seem to make fulfillment of it nigh unattainable, not to mention the state of the world today and all that comes with that. It seems like the best case scenario for this incarnation is overhauling the self so that the next life can be better. It's hard, to say the least, especially when there is so much to work on that you're not sure where to begin. And over time your ego becomes invested in it, since this is essentially who you are and makes you different from the rest, which adds to the resistance to change. Maybe some day it will become clear.

People are difficult to live with. It's hard to find trustworthy people, and hard to trust them when you do. They play alot of games and I don't want to live with their dysfunction. I don't think it's for me, but a demon companion seems like it would be ideal, you should definitely look into it more.

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Eagle Bearer 666said:
existentialcrisissaid:
The thing about astrology for me is it's easy to see where problems are coming from. Look at pluto, neptune and saturn especially, along with imbalances, and of course, retrogrades. But it's hard to use astrology to see how you can overcome these problems.
Maybe that's not what it's for. It's a map that shows where you are but it doesn't give you directions to get where you want to go.
That much I could tell.. retrograde planets, how 4 or more means you're a late bloomer, where Saturn is and what each planet in which house means... that's basically just "check and read" from the ToZ, but I'm sure I'm missing something. From what I saw so far it looks like I have so many problems to sort out... one of the worst ones: there was a combination (can't remember now which planet in which house) but it was reported as THE combination that creates more singles of all the possible astrological occurrences. -_-
My "love life" is a joke, I've been backstabbed, betrayed and made a fool of so many times I decided only a Succubus is the right choice for me. Then, sure.. I am not the most open to the astral (actually I'm probably the worst), but I'll take my chances with a Demon any day compared to what I've been through. The last time especially, I was so destroyed I DIDN'T think seriously of suicide (I'm a Zevism, I never would trash Father Zeus's immense gift), but I knew I couldn't live like that (it wasn't just a "heartbreak", I had become the toy of an expert psychotic narcissist who made my emotional life miserable in ways I didn't think even possible), so...... yeah.. I'll either be with a Demoness or nobody else in that regard (and I'm strictly monogamous so it would technically only take me being open enough to the astral).

It's fine. Yeah, that's the thing for me. Lots of retrogrades and difficult placements, certain areas of life are emphasized in my chart, however, at the same time, other factors seem to make fulfillment of it nigh unattainable, not to mention the state of the world today and all that comes with that. It seems like the best case scenario for this incarnation is overhauling the self so that the next life can be better. It's hard, to say the least, especially when there is so much to work on that you're not sure where to begin. And over time your ego becomes invested in it, since this is essentially who you are and makes you different from the rest, which adds to the resistance to change. Maybe some day it will become clear.

People are difficult to live with. It's hard to find trustworthy people, and hard to trust them when you do. They play alot of games and I don't want to live with their dysfunction. I don't think it's for me, but a demon companion seems like it would be ideal, you should definitely look into it more.

Mar 30, 2022#58

Thank you so much Lydia. Im not afraid to admit Im struggling with these issues very badly right now.. but the constant reminders, advice, advised dates, and general motivation and care are doing wonders for me.

Its hard to push yourself to heal. Its so hard. But the time you take and H.P. Cobra takes to remind us of this is keeping me focused, motivated and working hard to fix my issues so I can continue to grow and help to the best of my ability.

Bless you both, thank you both so very much for all your personal time and care. You both lift my spirits in times I desperately need it.

Thank you so much Lydia. Im not afraid to admit Im struggling with these issues very badly right now.. but the constant reminders, advice, advised dates, and general motivation and care are doing wonders for me.

Its hard to push yourself to heal. Its so hard. But the time you take and H.P. Cobra takes to remind us of this is keeping me focused, motivated and working hard to fix my issues so I can continue to grow and help to the best of my ability.

Bless you both, thank you both so very much for all your personal time and care. You both lift my spirits in times I desperately need it.

Mar 31, 2022#59

Manofsatansaid:
Lydia [JGsaid:
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Serbonsaid:
I have a question, here in my calendar it says Witches Sabbat is Saturday, so does this mean that Sabbat begins at Saturday 18:50 when moon enters Taurus, or does it mean that Sabbat begins at Friday night and ends at Saturday 18:50?
I think I will make a FAQ for the calendar, to be posted yearly with the calendar.
Please, I'll like if you explained what you mean by "calendar based on the day changing at midnight is incorrect"
Would that mean for example, if I wanted to do a black magic set on a Saturday, that I would have to begin it in the day or night instead of starting at 12am on sartuday.

Indeed. The planetary day starts at sunrise, and ends with the next sunrise. So if the Sun rises at say 5:45am on Saturday, then you should do a black magic working after 5:45am and before the sunrise on Sunday.

Saturday 12:01am (00:01) is still the planetary day of Friday.
Sunday 12:01am (00:01) is still the planetary day of Saturday.

I hope this helps

Last edited: May 4, 2026

Manofsatansaid:
Lydia [JGsaid:
" post_id=339019 time=1648473445 user_id=57]
Serbonsaid:
I have a question, here in my calendar it says Witches Sabbat is Saturday, so does this mean that Sabbat begins at Saturday 18:50 when moon enters Taurus, or does it mean that Sabbat begins at Friday night and ends at Saturday 18:50?
I think I will make a FAQ for the calendar, to be posted yearly with the calendar.
Please, I'll like if you explained what you mean by "calendar based on the day changing at midnight is incorrect"
Would that mean for example, if I wanted to do a black magic set on a Saturday, that I would have to begin it in the day or night instead of starting at 12am on sartuday.

Indeed. The planetary day starts at sunrise, and ends with the next sunrise. So if the Sun rises at say 5:45am on Saturday, then you should do a black magic working after 5:45am and before the sunrise on Sunday.

Saturday 12:01am (00:01) is still the planetary day of Friday.
Sunday 12:01am (00:01) is still the planetary day of Saturday.

I hope this helps