"Thank you!"

[LightMangoMango]

Hello, I hope this post is not silly, but I am gonna do it anyways.

Thank you Joy Of Satan! I am ss for a month or so now, and I wanna thank you all!
I am making much personal development at the moment due to you all. I know this kind of message should maybe go to Enki Himself but I wanted to send it to you as well. Humanity has come to a point were I want to kill myself (actually I wouldnt do it) because of all the suffering, all the stupidity, hypocrisy, worshipping of fuckin NO-GODS, worshipping of SELFHATRED! The world sucks and most of the people I met do aswell! I want to cry when I see the world we live in, but always was able to supress this most of the time for the most part so I could "live normally" or at least fake it.

But now, I got so much further already. Astrology, Meditation, True Reavealing of Conspiracy through real KNOWLEDGE and revalation (I was into a lot of conspiracy before I came here but none of the people did change something...) and knowing the only one who is worthy to be called real Father Satan himself (although I havent met him personally yet cause of closed 3rd eye/chackras).

I still have problems with the meditation in motivating myself, although I am doing it everyday 2 times, but currently I am working on the quality of my meditation, because I think I gave a little to little of myself when I did meditate (hope you understand what I mean, I try to "be more there" when I meditate, no just seeing it as a task I want to be done with), but when I am completely honest to myself I can see all my progress, all of me going through so many phases of self knowing(I am usually very hard on myself, I also got confirmed on this in my birth chart). Slowly my faith is returning basically..

I just wanted to give out a big THANK YOU to all of you. All the High Priestesses/Priests, and all the other members, THANK YOU so much, for doing all this, and not giving up. I am sure that I only got to JoS because someone sent their energy or something. I love you all and feel like I owe you so much, you guys/girls are amazing!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[AncientShadow666]

i know what you are dealing with, i also experienced the same, firstly yeaaarrrrssss ago (i think it was 2010 if im not mistaking), was when i did my dedication but i wasnt doing meditations right away, i wanted to read more and more, ofcourse i was excited and a teen foolish girl and i shared this knowledge with few people, mostly with my ex, with who i also did the dedication ritual...BUT...we were both attacked, heavily (i wont go into detail with this), all in all, of those 7 years, there were 4 to 5 years where i did barely anything to actually nothing... my faith was broken, it was all because of that stupid attack, i was depressive, wanted to kill myself i believed i was worth nothing and bla bla.... after i put myself together, i managed to get enough courage to start meditating and you know... just do it because this was the only thing that kept me going actually... soo yeah i started to meditate, then after few months i burned myself a bit, by that i mean i overdid some meditations so i also lost the discipline with it because just maaaaybeee i expected that something will happen that fast...but it didnt... so shortly after that i continued but slowly trying to learn discipline and to not see it just as a task... and it worked, but you have to work slowly, enjoy it, and trust me, things will happen, they happened to me aswell, you must learn patience, and you have to live for the meditation and enjoy it, the same like when you breathe or eat or drink, it is something you need and you are happy when you are doing it and it feels good.... the meditation is a food for your soul and come on... with it you can become a god like Satan sure, the way is long, but it will be worth it with a time so you are only 1 month an SS... you have sooo much to experience, so take your time, read the stuff on JOS and not just that, after you are done with JOS do your own researches, i mean the maxine did the same otherwise she wouldnt know this stuff and she wouldnt say all those things on the JOS page if she didnt researched things you can start with 1 month just void meditation with aura cleaning and spinning chakras, i mean all this should be more than 15-20 minutes, i would also recommend to learn how to enter the trance, so that would be a perfect start for you to learn how to concentrate and relax... and because this meditations dont take long, you will find the discipline to do meditations fast so in the future this will not be a problem anymore... my advice, look that you also have enough sleep and that you eat healthy foods, because if you lack the energy you will hardly concentrate when meditating and when you eat bad foods that also affects your brain and concentration...

 

[LightMangoMango]

thank you yes at the moment I am only doing void meditation, aura cleaning and chakra spin + always some yoga before meditation and currently my goal is to get that meditation routine just going like it is a normal thing to me, currently I am like I want to have it done because I know if I dont do it I wont have any progress, I hope in the future I will be looking forward to meditate, but I think this will come with time