I grew up in a very religious xtian family,in Chicago Illinois.I went to church as a young boy,mainly because that was what I was taught(brain washed) to do.I moved to Florida with my parent's who retired there,when I was about 14 years old.At about 15 years old,I got into drugs,and drinking,and thought that was the best thing I had ever found.I stayed completely stoned,for the next 15 or so years,at which time I started hitch hiking all over the United States.
I ended up in Michigan,where my parents came to visit me,and invited me to live again with them in Barry Illinois.My parents went to visit my sister in Florida,while I stayed home.I was all a lone,and feeling sorry for myself,when that filthy enemy started speaking to me.It told me that I might die at any time,so I better give my soul to jewsus.So I got down on my knees and invited that piece of shit into my heart and life,completely out of fear.
My sister invited me to come and live with her in Panama City,where I joined the church there,and became the perfect little controlled person who did exactly as my pastor said in all things.Because of that dam pastor,when I would date women,and I was told that I had to marry them,because of what I looked like to the church.That is when I went to classes,to learn just how evil Satan was,and that I should do spiritual warfare,to destroy Him.
So for years I was a deliverance minister,and would caste demons out of people,that would come to me for help.I also started my own ministry,and would take young people with me to minister to the old people at the nursing homes.At that point I was going to church 6 days a week,sang in the church choir,and would go to minister to young people at DYS,which is youth detention center,and lead many people to,who I thought was god.During that time I met and married a very sick xtian women who tried to kill me a number of times during our marriage.
One day while she was out doing laundry,I packed up my motorcycle,and off I went to again live with my sister and her family in Montgomery Alabama.I rented a trailer in a park,that was owned by a recovering alcoholic,who invited me to go to AA.So I left the church,and joined AA.During my first month in recovery,I got into Wicca,by meeting some Wiccans at bookstore that I went to.They invited me to join their coven,so I did,and practiced Wicca for the last 15 years,before meeting Satan,through the Satanic Bible,which I bought at a local bookstore also.
When I read the Satanic Bible,I told my wife about it,and the only thing she said was.Now you can find out what they believe.I got on the internet,and started looking for anything on Satan I could find.I joined many what I thought were Satanic sites,and found Micheal Fords site,and like an idiot,bought all of his books that I could.So I learned a lot of xtian satanism.
So after reading the Satanic Bible,I made a decision to make a pact blood pact with Satan,I didn't know any better at the time.But I will never forget,the next night I was sitting in my bed,and all of a sudden,I heard these voices say.You are ours now,and we will protect you from now on.I have never actually heard those voices again,but I have seen Fathers Demons do that and more.
While I was on another so called Satanic site,I read a post of someone talking about our ministry.So I logged on and started to read.I was amazed that everything I read spoke to my heart,and I knew in my heart and soul,that I had found the spiritual answers that I was looking for.I knew right then and there,that my search for fulfillment was over,if I just followed what was written.
So I started doing Power meditations every morning,and after a year and a half,I still do them every morning,when I first wake up,and get out of bed.I have learned so much from High Priestess Maxine,and everyone on the JoS E group.Satan has made me feel like I am important,for the right reasons.He has helped my wife and I in so many situations,that it would take a whole new thread to tell them all.
I am more dedicated to Satan,real God and creator,and the Demons,and put much more energy into spiritual warfare for Him,then I ever did for that kike program.I am just so grateful,to be a part of the Joy Of Satan Ministry,that words can not even express.I want to again thank all of the JoS clergy,for letting me be a part of something so powerful,and most of all for Father Satan,for loving me so much,and for forgiving me of all the things I did against Him,and allowing me to be part of His Army.Life is so fucking awesome,and I know that no matter what happens in my life.I am right by Satan's side,and in the wings of HIS protection.
Hail Satan Forever!!!!!
Death to the kikes and their programs!!!!
Brian
I ended up in Michigan,where my parents came to visit me,and invited me to live again with them in Barry Illinois.My parents went to visit my sister in Florida,while I stayed home.I was all a lone,and feeling sorry for myself,when that filthy enemy started speaking to me.It told me that I might die at any time,so I better give my soul to jewsus.So I got down on my knees and invited that piece of shit into my heart and life,completely out of fear.
My sister invited me to come and live with her in Panama City,where I joined the church there,and became the perfect little controlled person who did exactly as my pastor said in all things.Because of that dam pastor,when I would date women,and I was told that I had to marry them,because of what I looked like to the church.That is when I went to classes,to learn just how evil Satan was,and that I should do spiritual warfare,to destroy Him.
So for years I was a deliverance minister,and would caste demons out of people,that would come to me for help.I also started my own ministry,and would take young people with me to minister to the old people at the nursing homes.At that point I was going to church 6 days a week,sang in the church choir,and would go to minister to young people at DYS,which is youth detention center,and lead many people to,who I thought was god.During that time I met and married a very sick xtian women who tried to kill me a number of times during our marriage.
One day while she was out doing laundry,I packed up my motorcycle,and off I went to again live with my sister and her family in Montgomery Alabama.I rented a trailer in a park,that was owned by a recovering alcoholic,who invited me to go to AA.So I left the church,and joined AA.During my first month in recovery,I got into Wicca,by meeting some Wiccans at bookstore that I went to.They invited me to join their coven,so I did,and practiced Wicca for the last 15 years,before meeting Satan,through the Satanic Bible,which I bought at a local bookstore also.
When I read the Satanic Bible,I told my wife about it,and the only thing she said was.Now you can find out what they believe.I got on the internet,and started looking for anything on Satan I could find.I joined many what I thought were Satanic sites,and found Micheal Fords site,and like an idiot,bought all of his books that I could.So I learned a lot of xtian satanism.
So after reading the Satanic Bible,I made a decision to make a pact blood pact with Satan,I didn't know any better at the time.But I will never forget,the next night I was sitting in my bed,and all of a sudden,I heard these voices say.You are ours now,and we will protect you from now on.I have never actually heard those voices again,but I have seen Fathers Demons do that and more.
While I was on another so called Satanic site,I read a post of someone talking about our ministry.So I logged on and started to read.I was amazed that everything I read spoke to my heart,and I knew in my heart and soul,that I had found the spiritual answers that I was looking for.I knew right then and there,that my search for fulfillment was over,if I just followed what was written.
So I started doing Power meditations every morning,and after a year and a half,I still do them every morning,when I first wake up,and get out of bed.I have learned so much from High Priestess Maxine,and everyone on the JoS E group.Satan has made me feel like I am important,for the right reasons.He has helped my wife and I in so many situations,that it would take a whole new thread to tell them all.
I am more dedicated to Satan,real God and creator,and the Demons,and put much more energy into spiritual warfare for Him,then I ever did for that kike program.I am just so grateful,to be a part of the Joy Of Satan Ministry,that words can not even express.I want to again thank all of the JoS clergy,for letting me be a part of something so powerful,and most of all for Father Satan,for loving me so much,and for forgiving me of all the things I did against Him,and allowing me to be part of His Army.Life is so fucking awesome,and I know that no matter what happens in my life.I am right by Satan's side,and in the wings of HIS protection.
Hail Satan Forever!!!!!
Death to the kikes and their programs!!!!
Brian