SUICIDE

[Russ]

Is suicide prohibited in spiritual Satanism?
would father satan be mad if a dedicated satanist committed suicide?

 

[Jack]

You need professional help from a trained professional http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dialectical_behavior_therapy

Entertaining thoughts about suicide is extremely serious business. This is no joke.

Hang in there friend, this time will go away and things will go to become normal in time. All the depression and suicidal ideation will heal. Don't do anything you might regret.

 

[Desdemona_666]

Is suicide prohibited in spiritual Satanism?
would father satan be mad if a dedicated satanist committed suicide?

Not prohibited but not encouraged, either.

Whatever problems make you choose that option, they will persist, they won't magically disappear once you forfeit your current incarnation. They might even become worse in next incarnation.

So, suicide is nothing but a waste and creating more problems.

 

[imdvnyyy]

Satanists must know that they are special people..

I should know better too

I think that if you are here, that's because Satan and the Gods added you inside a spiritual family.

yes.. Spiritual Satanism is not just a path but we are all here fighting the enemy and helping eachother..

yes you can do affirmations against depression, ask help to Satan visualizing his Sigil.. maybe you can ask Him if He can send you a Demon to help you.. but if you're dedicated I think you already have it

talking to Satan visualizing His Sigil is so therapeutic in my experience. it's like He is listening to me. yes, Satan will listen to what you will say

Satan knows you better than you can know yourself

He understands your pain. so you can use magick with affirmations, you will see that Gods will help you..

hope you're doing well now

Satan and the Gods love you.

you're part of Satanic Family and you can destroy depression

if you're comfortable, you can also use Wunjo Rune with positive affirmations

but it's okay if you do just 10-20 affirmations when you wake up

"i am completely and permanently free from depression" for 40 or 90 days

 

[Russ]

Aahhh thank you very much for your replies

 

[Satanic Path]

Don't do that, don't even think suicide will solve your pain or issues.
What would you do if you were trapped in the Astral? Waiting decades to find another body, or in the worst case, you can dissolve.
If I had known the truth, I would have never tried to take my own life.
There's no turning back for that.
You were meant to be Immortal, why waste your chance?
If you're feeling suicidal, then talk to us, please.
I did It and or felt good to have a spiritual family helping me, loving me.
I hope you're doing fine, and again, please don't do stupid things.

 

[NinRick]

Don't do that, don't even think suicide will solve your pain or issues.
What would you do if you were trapped in the Astral? Waiting decades to find another body, or in the worst case, you can dissolve.
If I had known the truth, I would have never tried to take my own life.
There's no turning back for that.
You were meant to be Immortal, why waste your chance?
If you're feeling suicidal, then talk to us, please.
I did It and or felt good to have a spiritual family helping me, loving me.
I hope you're doing fine, and again, please don't do stupid things.

Yeah I do not want to be dead and on the astral, Especially not with those Enemy aliens, that live in another dimension that adjoins to ours..

 

[Username]

I hope you are doing well.
Replying to check on you.

 

[Username]

Dear Fellow ss,
Please let me recite you my story. I hope you will bear with the long wall of text.

At one point in my life I simply gave up. I gave up on everything. I gave up on my family,on my future and on my life. I was hopeless.

So I decided to end it all. However, I didn't want my family to look for at my corpse. Therefore,I decided to travel somewhere far away from the place where I kept living to die somewhere alone with none the wiser.

And I did travel. I snuck off at early morning asking mom for travel money ,convincing her that it was for a school program. I traveled hundreds of kilometers by a vehicle and finally came to a place which my family couldnt expect me to find because I myself didn't expect to go to that place either.

Then I rented a place to sleep at a motel. As I was lying that the money was for a school program, I had to keep wearing the school uniform. But then people could trace my school uniform back to my place, therefore I cut off the badge from the uniform and threw it away.

I only had enough money to stay for a night so the next day I walked out. That night i stayed in the motel was the most coldest and desolate night I have ever had in my life.

So, the next thing on my agenda was to search for a desolate place where there are no signs of civilization. I set out in search of such a place and continued walking. I walked and walked and walked and walked and kept walking under the blazing heat while drinking water every here and then.
However, no matter how far I walked, I couldn't find a place which fit my requirements. At times, I even ended up returning to the starting place. Maybe I am directionally challenged, hehe.

Time passed. It was now dusk and I still couldn't find my final resting place. As it got darker and darker, it hit me. I thought to myself 'I don't want to die, the dark is scary'
In the end, I couldn't follow through my decision and right now I am extremely glad I didn't.
Suddenly, I had an intense desire to live.

So I turned back, and headed straight to the main city. There was a problem though, a huge one if I might add. I didn't have money to return. I only had like a buck or so. I thought of selling an article of my cloth in hopes of acquiring enough money for the fare. Here's where reality hit me and here's where I learned of the true cold and harsh world. As I went looking for many people and shops to sell, many outright rejected me and some were only willing to spare a dollar for my cloth which surely wasn't enough. I explained my circumstances to the taxi driver and hoped he would buy the cloth but he only wished me luck. The amount of despair and sadness I felt, I can't explain it in few simple words.

I was in utter despair. I had no money to return. I could phone my family but it would be hard to explain why i set off on a journey to the middle of nowhere and didn't want them to posisbly find out about my actions.

In the end, I resorted to requesting ticket handlers for the bus. One rejected my request but the other accepted on the condition that I pay him after we reach a the destination. Miraculously, he agreed.

Finally, I was able to return home and tasted my favourite dish made by my mom. At this moment, I truly felt glad. Its wonderful to live even though you do not know why you live. For me, the food made me feel glad but I won't forcefully connect it as a reason to live. All I know is that the food was delicious and eating it made me feel glad.

No one knew where I went, I lied and made up a reasonable story.

My friend, after going through such an experience, I have some things to say. Please hear it with attention.

The first thing I want to say is that you have my respect. My reason for giving up is so ridiculous and petty that I can say with 100% certainty that whatever the circumstances that have forced you to this state are far harsher and more difficult. I commend you on your persistence and your perseverance. Hats off to you, Sir!

When I look back to that time, I wonder 'The fuck was wrong with me back then for me to give up over such a petty thing?' or 'Man was I lucky....' or 'I am glad that I could find hope and be here as I am now'
My friend, persevere. Hold tight, whatever the circumstances are that have forced you to think like that, do not give in to them.
Do look for reasons to live like your family,loved ones or friends. However, I was in your position so I know what it feels like. No reasons motivate you as much,to the extent that even thinking about the possible sadness that you could cause to your family stop mattering to you in front of your pain and suffering.

Its just two words 'pain' and 'suffering' but we both know what these two things in its all seriousness really mean. To that, my friend, I say: Grit your teeth, clench your fist and gather your will .

If any reason stops you from going ahead with it, then I am glad for you. However, if you can't find any thing that is worth living for, then I would advise you to just stop looking for one. For now, persevere for no reason whataoever. Bear those feelings for no reason whatsoever. Just bear these feelings while gritting your teeth and clenching your fist. Persevere, persevere and persevere some more and let those feelings pass.

Trust me, it will pass. You are going through 'it' and after sometime 'it' will pass.
After 'it' passes, the same circumstances won't make you feel 'it'. Rather after 'it' passes, you will feel renewed vigour to tackle the problems. After 'it' passes, You will feel flames of hope burning eternally within you, You will thirst for water, hunger for food, lust for beauties and most of all: You will start to want to live.
So my friend, hold on till 'it' passes. 'It' is only momentary. I will guarantee you 100% that 'it' will pass no matter what kinds of situation you are in.

If you feel that you will keep feeling like this or the situation won't change much at all, then you are completely and utterly mistaken. What you are feeling now will pass, I assure you that with all my heart. Till then, my friend, hold on.
Each week I will message on this forum for a month, just to check on you, I hope that I will be able to get your replies within a week.

To be honest, You will feel extremely silly and stupid after you completely pass over 'it'. You will look back and think 'Man...I can't believe that I thought of the last option because of that' '(in no way am I undermining your reasons, I am talking about future and what you could possibly feel) and 'I am really glad that I was able to push through.'

Another thing that will make you keep on going is that, what you are going through will only happen once in your eternal life. After you get over this obstacle, you will have gained a treasure trove of life experience and the next time you end up in similar situation, you will know how to deal with it.

However, do not misinterpret me. You might end up experiencing a similar situation but you will never experience 'it' again. Trust me, after you get over your present situation, you will never experience 'it' again. Never. That also I assure you.
So I hope that motivates you to keep on moving.

One last thing I want to talk about is the significance of hope.
Neither can I explain what hope is by words nor can I signify its importance by words only.
I can't just say have hope and by saying that you will magically start having an infinite source of fuel for your self to run.
I will only emphasise its importance.
Like I said, its an endless source of fuel for a person to run on.

A human can have all the things that is biologically needed for their survival.
But if they lack hope, then they will wither soon after.

You do not lack hope because you did something to solve your problems I.e posting on this forum. You have hope, what you are lacking is the inability to see your 'hope'. It is within you, within me, within the ss and within every sentient being in the universe.

You were not able to see the hope within you. If you were able to see it, you would know that there's always a way out of this situation instead of the last option. Its okay, I was not able to see it either. Now, I do. Now, you see it too.

Having hope is like even if the universe were to explode, you would still find ways to survive before it really explodes. Its like, even if there seems to be just no possible and conceivable way out of the situation scientifically or statistacally, you would still find ways to get yourself out of muddy the waters and you know what ? You would be out of it. With hope, you are able to do literally anything and everything. With it you can stand up to anyone no matter how far and advanced the person is: emphasis on standing up. Do not take my words as a permission to offend anyone you desire to.I won't be responsible for that. I mean that as in having Will to stand up.

In my opinion, we mortals become half-immortal the moment we see and acknowledge the hope within us. But thats just me. In another note, an enemy of mine cannot know the answer to 1+1 for all I care but if my enemy starts having hope, then he/she is a threat no matter how small.

With intelligence you might or might not spawn hope but with hope you will surely spawn great wisdom,knowledge and intelligence. What I mean is:

You can have 0 intelligence but can survive with even a tiny silver of hope.
However you cannot survive even if you have infinite knowledge but without any hope.

I hope you know by know, the significance of hope. You had it the moment you were born and you still have it now. Its just your inability to acknowledge it that puhsed you to the brink of destruction.

One last thing, this is really the last thing. It could be an enemy attack. Do not let those filthy disgusting scum of the universe hamper your endless and unending existence. They are like pests that need to be exterminated without any mercy. So, do not let these utterly hideous and horrendous spawns of biblical hell affect you negatively in any manner. They are more worthless than a quark of an electron of an atom of dogshit. So, don't let these worthless failures of life affect you in any way whatsoever.

Stay strong and most of all see and acknowledge that you have hope.

Thank you very much for this Inspiring Story.

Glad to inspire you.

 

[Shael]

I think I’ll do it this week.
I see no other way out of my current state.

What can I expect in the afterlife? Will Satan be angry?
I want to be reborn as soon as possible.
I love to live, I have just ruined my current life so much that I can’t solve it. A new life is the solution for me.

A new life will bring you immediately the same issues you have now. You cannot get out of them through suicide. In fact, it will get worse in the next life. So if your goal is to escape these issues, suicide will not be the solution. Just bear this in mind. These things can only, exclusively, be fixed through working on your soul.
There is no other way.

 

[Henu the Great]

I think I’ll do it this week.
I see no other way out of my current state.

What can I expect in the afterlife? Will Satan be angry?
I want to be reborn as soon as possible.
I love to live, I have just ruined my current life so much that I can’t solve it. A new life is the solution for me.

As it has been stated numerous times in this thread and surely elsewhere also - Suicide is a huge disservice to oneself. You would have to start over and face the same or same kind of problems again.

In order for one to truly grow one must face the challenges head on.

Satan would be disappointed, that's for sure.

 

[Martin3]

Thank you for your encouraging answers.

I gave up on suicide, I won't be suicidal.

No matter how bad my life is, I will try to keep it going.

Unfortunately, I have already died inside this year. This is the worst year for me. I haven't had such a bad year yet. No matter how bad my mood, I try to live in a bad mood and do my thing.

I do not want to disappoint Satan.
But I have already caused him quite a bit of disappointment in this life of mine.
I do what i can. In this life of mine, I certainly won’t be able to finish the Magnum Opus. But I do what I know. At least in my next life, I will have better abilities.

Unfortunately, there has been a lot of bad things this year. I lost my job, fell in love with two girls, both were rejected, I wanted to commit suicide 3 times, I scattered 40% of my money saved on nonsense ($4000), 2 of my family members died, and my mother lost her job as well.

I don't have any friends either. I'm just alone - as always. I'm in a really bad situation, but I'm trying to smile.

 

[Shael]

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You are not the only one who is hit by misfortune. This is something that is very normal in life, it happens to everyone at some point. I had my time like this a few years ago, so I know how it feels. What you need to do is to keep in mind very strongly that this event is unique, and that it will pass with time.
This time right now is what allows you to truly shape yourself into a strong human being. Use this chance and keep doing your best every day, not worrying much about how long it may still go on, and before you know it the bad times will have passed and you will come out of them much stronger. It will be very worth it.

 

[Martin3]

Thank you for your reply dear NishaWillow and dear Shael.

Best regards,
Martin

 

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