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zealruneheart
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I'm going to tell you my story to try and convince you to not do anything reckless.
Before I joined Father Satan, I was very suicidal. I came into a realization in my mid-teens that this world was empty, corrupt, and nothing good would ever come of it from all the crap happening in the world. I tried to kill myself 2 times, I first tried to overdose, but for some reason it didn't work. The second time I backed out of it a few minutes before I passed out.
(The following is from a time when I thought the "good and evil" described between the xtian god and Satan was true)
Then one night after all of this, while thinking about my situation, and why it was the way it was, I decided to hate "god", since he was supposedly in control of everything. I decided then and there that whoever reached me first (Satan or "god") I would loyally join. I was leaning toward and hoping for Satan to come to me first, because I desperately wanted to destroy this kingdom of "god" that was the root of all the troubles in this world.
A few months later I was searching for a topic for a school assignment. I decided to search for different "Angels and Demons" and write something on their differences, names, etc. I stumbled upon the ToZ site. Soon after, I decided to just change my topic to Demons. While reading through the list and descriptions of all the Demons, I couldn't help feeling a deep connection with them, and with Zevism in general. Everything made sense, everything fit! There were no contradictions.
I dedicated myself soon after that, and am still loyal to Father, and will be forever. That's when I was thankful that I never succeeded in carrying out my own suicide. If I had, I would have thrown away my rare chance at developing and empowering my soul (as it can only be done while inhabiting a physical body).
I can honestly say that Father Satan saved my life, not only from death, but from a lifetime of suffering from not knowing the truth and of his presence.
And now, for your situation, I ask of you. Why do you feel abandoned? Is it just because you don't see Father Satan or any of the Demons? Because I'll tell you, I still have yet to see anything with my third eye, but am vigorously training it. However, I know that Satan and his Demons are there. I can feel it after and during meditation. They have inspired my thoughts many times with things I would have never thought up on my own (the absolute truth of the Universe), and I am very thankful to them for it.
Zevism is about free thought, self-empowerment, making your own decisions, and taking control of your life. Don't waste your life. If it is so unbearable now, DO something to make it better (and I don't mean killing yourself). I'll end this with a question. If you are one of the Chosen that were reincarnated specifically in this lifetime for a reason, do you think it would be respectful to just throw that life away?
Before I joined Father Satan, I was very suicidal. I came into a realization in my mid-teens that this world was empty, corrupt, and nothing good would ever come of it from all the crap happening in the world. I tried to kill myself 2 times, I first tried to overdose, but for some reason it didn't work. The second time I backed out of it a few minutes before I passed out.
(The following is from a time when I thought the "good and evil" described between the xtian god and Satan was true)
Then one night after all of this, while thinking about my situation, and why it was the way it was, I decided to hate "god", since he was supposedly in control of everything. I decided then and there that whoever reached me first (Satan or "god") I would loyally join. I was leaning toward and hoping for Satan to come to me first, because I desperately wanted to destroy this kingdom of "god" that was the root of all the troubles in this world.
A few months later I was searching for a topic for a school assignment. I decided to search for different "Angels and Demons" and write something on their differences, names, etc. I stumbled upon the ToZ site. Soon after, I decided to just change my topic to Demons. While reading through the list and descriptions of all the Demons, I couldn't help feeling a deep connection with them, and with Zevism in general. Everything made sense, everything fit! There were no contradictions.
I dedicated myself soon after that, and am still loyal to Father, and will be forever. That's when I was thankful that I never succeeded in carrying out my own suicide. If I had, I would have thrown away my rare chance at developing and empowering my soul (as it can only be done while inhabiting a physical body).
I can honestly say that Father Satan saved my life, not only from death, but from a lifetime of suffering from not knowing the truth and of his presence.
And now, for your situation, I ask of you. Why do you feel abandoned? Is it just because you don't see Father Satan or any of the Demons? Because I'll tell you, I still have yet to see anything with my third eye, but am vigorously training it. However, I know that Satan and his Demons are there. I can feel it after and during meditation. They have inspired my thoughts many times with things I would have never thought up on my own (the absolute truth of the Universe), and I am very thankful to them for it.
Zevism is about free thought, self-empowerment, making your own decisions, and taking control of your life. Don't waste your life. If it is so unbearable now, DO something to make it better (and I don't mean killing yourself). I'll end this with a question. If you are one of the Chosen that were reincarnated specifically in this lifetime for a reason, do you think it would be respectful to just throw that life away?
ok do a love spell on some random person and then make some babies. you'll have a reason to live. I was suicidal for a while there to. another thing you can do is do a past life regresion thing and just stick in a past life for a while and just look at the life you had before for a while. I'm too scared that ill get stuck in a past life and never be able to wake up.
Garrett Boles
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Does Satan frown upon people committing suicide ??????
Ave Zeus
Ave Zeus
c.owens252
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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "nightfoxx666" <nightfoxx666@... wrote:
There is no permissible reason to kill yourself. I know someone very close to me who has been raped, beaten, in and out of rehab for multiple reasons, family members died by suicide, and the same person will die young because of a heart condition. If someone like that is strong enough not to commit suicide, so are you.Umm actually yes he is, Suicide is for the weak, Don't run away from your problems, Face them.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Cat Fish <aphilous55@ wrote:
In my opinion: Youâre pretty useless dead. But I don't think Satan is against suicide, I mean itâs your life, but still it is just kind of disappointing, suicide- it's just⦠kind of⦠you know⦠stupid to die? We would all prefer everyone to live to their fullest. You never grow, nor do you ever change anything by quitting. Yes killing your self is simply quitting yourself. Cheating yourself from youâre worth, also from what I heard you just end up back on earth even if you die.Until you learn what you need to know and no longer need to come back to earth. (And yes, everyone has worth in life, unless you die when you are born on the same day you come out of your motherâs womb.  ) So just get it over with, live your life to your best no matter what kind of crap life gives you. We all eventually find the inner strength to overcome things.
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-Whatever the fight deal with it, fight against yourself when you think of your own death, know that things can always change. Find your inner strength.
Ave Zeus LUCIFER!
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Subject: [Teens4Satan] Suicide
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Does Satan frown upon people committing suicide ??????
Ave Zeus
psychoanamull666
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@highabove72 thats how ive always thought of it.Never give in
psychoanamull666
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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "whatshisface1117" <whatshisface1117@... wrote:
