suicide

[Sss D.]

just wondering how many feel suicidal.i was feeling like that one year before thats cas i had angel attacks.and stl have some..lol.

 

[Catlovers Foreva]

join the club.lol,i used the invokation of fire to overcome this.u?

From: Sss D. <vgb464@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sat, March 12, 2011 1:40:45 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] suicide

  just wondering how many feel suicidal.i was feeling like that one year before thats cas i had angel attacks.and stl have some..lol.

 

[b D]

lol me too.veda mantras like that http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-yS-Jky997Y can be very helpful!

To: [email protected]
From: catloversforeva@...
Date: Fri, 11 Mar 2011 22:13:37 -0800
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] suicide

 
join the club.lol,i used the invokation of fire to overcome this.u?

From: Sss D. <vgb464@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sat, March 12, 2011 1:40:45 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] suicide

  just wondering how many feel suicidal.i was feeling like that one year before thats cas i had angel attacks.and stl have some..lol.




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I used to, until I did my dedication. Some of you heard the Daemons voices, some of you sensed Father Satan's presence, I felt relief and peace, for the first time in my life

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], b D <vgb464@... wrote:



lol me too.veda mantras like that http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-yS-Jky997Y can be very helpful!
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: catloversforeva@...
Date: Fri, 11 Mar 2011 22:13:37 -0800
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] suicide




join the club.lol,i used the invokation of fire to overcome this.u?





From: Sss D. <vgb464@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sat, March 12, 2011 1:40:45 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] suicide




just wondering how many feel suicidal.i was feeling like that one year before thats cas i had angel attacks.and stl have some..lol.

 

[dumatereli]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Catlovers Foreva <catloversforeva@... wrote:

join the club.lol,i used the invokation of fire to overcome this.u?




________________________________
From: Sss D. <vgb464@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sat, March 12, 2011 1:40:45 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] suicide

 
just wondering how many feel suicidal.i was feeling like that one year before
thats cas i had angel attacks.and stl have some..lol.

I tried several times wont lie it got so borring I eventually stopped trying to kill myself guess I'm just guillable of being talked out of things like that.