Suggestions?

[violetblaqk]

For a long time, I never realized why no one wanted to be around me. My first friend was when I was 11 years old. Until six months ago, I did not know much about Satanism until I met my partner. He was upfront about feeling uneasy around me at first. He felt a dull feeling in his chest every time he thought about talking to me. Now it does not bother him much. But it's not just him. His niece and an acquaintance was upfront to him about feeling scared at first being around me. But realizing that I'm not that bad of a person. But that feeling is still there.

I clean my aura nearly everyday [Somedays I forget because of issues with my brain]. Yet it still doesn't seem to do any good.

Is my Chakra out of balance?

I'm unsure of what to do.
Any suggestions?
Anything would help.