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It's been 1.5 years since I got out of prison. I was there for half a year. Complicity in murder (I can tell you the truth). But the Supreme Court in ****** cleared me of the charges. They decided that I got what I deserved and I can defend myself. I had to defend myself on the spot, then I experienced the death of a loved one. But after a year it all comes back to me, someone is shouting, I have suicidal thoughts. Do you have any ideas to chase away these bad thoughts. I thought I had overcome everything. I am healthy, I donate blood, but the thoughts are stronger.
 
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You can evoke Ether/Akasha/Quintessence to remove external thoughts that are not yours. You could also meditate on your emotive body:
https://ancient-forums.com/threads/...body-for-men-too-don’t-disregard-this.292496/

Remember that now you are here in the Joy of Satanas, you can raise your existence on higher levels of evolution.

You should partecipate in the Group Rituals, there is a current schedule of Blessings:
 
It's been 1.5 years since I got out of prison. I was there for half a year. Complicity in murder (I can tell you the truth). But the Supreme Court in ******* cleared me of the charges. They decided that I got what I deserved and I can defend myself. I had to defend myself on the spot, then I experienced the death of a loved one. But after a year it all comes back to me, someone is shouting, I have suicidal thoughts. Do you have any ideas to chase away these bad thoughts. I thought I had overcome everything. I am healthy, I donate blood, but the thoughts are stronger.
Clean your aura and chakras several times a day: https://joyofsatan.org/Aura_Cleaning.html

It's also possible that some of these thoughts are not your own and come from the enemy. That's why, you can do the returning curses: https://joyofsatan.org/Returning_Curses.html

You don't have to do the affirmation 18 times as stated. You can do less if you're short on time for example.
 
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It's been 1.5 years since I got out of prison. I was there for half a year. Complicity in murder (I can tell you the truth). But the Supreme Court in ****** cleared me of the charges. They decided that I got what I deserved and I can defend myself. I had to defend myself on the spot, then I experienced the death of a loved one. But after a year it all comes back to me, someone is shouting, I have suicidal thoughts. Do you have any ideas to chase away these bad thoughts. I thought I had overcome everything. I am healthy, I donate blood, but the thoughts are stronger.
Do void meditation: https://joyofsatan.org/Satanic_Void_Meditation.html
 
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Several things have been recommended to you. I will recommend things that I personally think are most effective. That means you're going to have to take all of our advice and see what methods are the most effective for you that they've recommended, based on your specific situation that only you can know. I really appreciate the advice they gave you on Void Meditation. I fully agree because it is a very good foundation.

But after a year it all comes back to me

In my opinion, if things come back to you, it is because your mind has to stop bringing these things back. That's why I would suggest this meditation (only the mental part of self-hypnosis. Not the energetic part)

Leave your past behind. It has already been lived by you. Now it is time to become better and focus on greatness:
 
All the advice given above are good ways to get through what you're experiencing, especially regularly practicing void meditation. It has helped me a lot to deal with trauma from being around violent loss of life combined with help from my Guardian which I'm sure you would get from yours if you ask for it. Another thing you can try is doing Lord Valefor's ritual because you're in need of healing. Even if it doesn't completely go away (it probably will given enough time and enough effort) it will still be greatly reduced.

I wish you success in overcoming this issue.
 
Thank you all for your good advice  I will definitely take everything into consideration. I will change my daily routine, I will focus more on cleansing the aura and the whole body. I asked Our Father for a sign (I received a dream) and he showed me who is guilty of this negative energy that attacks me. I said goodbye to this person and I actually feel relieved too. It is worth trying different solutions. But undoubtedly the worst adviser is the idea of alcohol even in small amounts. It opens up such negative experiences at the moment, two years ago it was different. So brothers and sisters take care of your safety. Thank you and greetings to everyone.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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