Strange images and terrible headache during mediation

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After I saw black cat,I stopped meditation. But I meditate again the next day and saw a black snake which body turn smaller and bigger from time to time.He was looking at me.After that many monsters images and Pope images occurred. I felt really strong andangry so I tear them in many pieces. strangely, these images disappeared and my body went limb after meditation. It happened always the same in these days. If snake don't appear in the first day,I have no courage to cobtinue.I don't know why?Is he Haagenti or Bastet Egyptian Cat Godness?I really need my guardian demon help.how can I find him or her?
Hail Satan!