starving to learn

[robertdudley651]

Is there anyone who can some questions for me

 

[blackmoon0343]

Ask your questions here. Read and study joyofsatan.org if you haven't already.

 

[magnum.arcanum]

What blackmoon0343 said...

 

[jeremy montoya]

Yes, go ahead and ask your questions here. If its personal then private message one of the high priest/priestess.



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On Mon, Dec 22, 2014 12:56 PM PST robertdudley651@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:

Is there anyone who can some questions for me

 

[yulia.bachman]

I have a few questions... I am new to Satanism; I was raised in a deeply Christian household, but I have never truly believed or even been interested in Christianity. I was never comfortable with it all. I threw the biggest temper tantrums when they made me go to church when I was younger. My parents now know that I am Satanist, I openly told them; and they stopped making me say the "blessing" at dinner, stopped making me go to church or participate in church activities.
However, with it being Xmas Eve, my grandparents are here, and they and my parents are making me go to the Xmas Eve church service tonight,because I'm part of the "family." Our God Lucifer won't be upset with me going, will he...? As I have no choice in this matter?
Also, I performed the ritual last night to dedicate myself to Him. I thought doing it on our God's most holy night would make it extra special... However, I wasn't able to get a dry pen, so I signed in my blood the prayer to Him using a crow feather (Not sure if it was real or not...) which I made into a makeshift quill pen. But I just wrote my name in print, not as a signature... I caused a bad car accident last night and was still horribly shaken from it, and it didn't cross my mind to sign with my signature, not simply plain print... I also was not able to say the prayer too loud, nor was I able to Hail Him at the end loudly (I did hail him out loud, just with a low volume...); because again; I live in a Christian household...With all of these imperfections in mind, was the ritual still valid...? Have I properly dedicated myself to our Lord Lucifer...?

 

[blackmoon0343]

Satan won't be upset with you going to xmas mass if you have no choice and are a minor. Just ignore all of that bullshit and think of Satan.
It's what's in the heart that counts. Not everyone is able to perform the dedication perfectly. Start doing daily power meditations.

 

[yulia.bachman]

I'm 21 though, certainly not a minor, but I still live with my Christian family; because I'm not ready to strike out on my own yet. I need to finish college and get a real job, not Burger King as I am now.
But yes... My heart is entirely part of Satanism, I've considered myself Satanist for the past year or so; but never did the dedication or discovered the JoS site until recently. During the service, I refused to sing or say any prayers, it helped comfort me. I also brought the ashes of my dedication with me, in a small bag in my pocket, which was soothing. But now they have been carried away by the winds; and I feel so much better... So much happier.
I will practice the meditations, learn how to go into a trance, using the suggested layout and time period set up by the site. I want to be a spiritual satanist, a warrior, for our Lord, and one day stamp out Christianity entirely for everything it has done to me, and the person I hold most dear in my life. I look forward to learning more about this new left hand path I have chosen, I look forward to meeting our Lord and the Demon Gods, and I am ready and willing to be used by Him in any and all endeavors. This is my hearts deepest desire... I want to be an asset to him, and I will do that my strengthening my mind and my soul.

---In [email protected], <blackmoon0343@... wrote :

Satan won't be upset with you going to xmas mass if you have no choice and are a minor. Just ignore all of that bullshit and think of Satan.
It's what's in the heart that counts. Not everyone is able to perform the dedication perfectly. Start doing daily power meditations.

 

[kenna cole]

<td val[/IMG][/IMG] From:"blackmoon0343@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
Date:Wed, Dec 24, 2014 at 11:02 pm
Subject:[JoyofSatan666] Re: starving to learn

  Satan won't be upset with you going to xmas mass if you have no choice and are a minor. Just ignore all of that bullshit and think of Satan.
It's what's in the heart that counts. Not everyone is able to perform the dedication perfectly. Start doing daily power meditations. [/TD]

[/TD][/TR][/TABLE]

 

[Magus Immortalis]

It's important to do Power Meditations after you have dedicated. Keep at it everyday, even if it's just 10-15 minutes a day to start. Keep a journal and write in it daily to see how you have advanced in meditations.
There's also HP Hooded Cobra's 40 Day Meditation Program you can do:http://webzoom.freewebs.com/satanismgr/ ... stries.pdf


On Thursday, December 25, 2014 10:15 AM, "kenna cole kennacole28@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


 

<td colspan="1" rowspan="1" val[/IMG][/IMG] From:"blackmoon0343@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
Date:Wed, Dec 24, 2014 at 11:02 pm
Subject:[JoyofSatan666] Re: starving to learn

  Satan won't be upset with you going to xmas mass if you have no choice and are a minor. Just ignore all of that bullshit and think of Satan.
It's what's in the heart that counts. Not everyone is able to perform the dedication perfectly. Start doing daily power meditations. [/TD]

[/TD][/TR][/TABLE]

 

[Jeremy Michael]

Hello and Welcome to the family of SS its always nice to see Father get another one of his children back. anways, if you truly meant the dedication to Satan then you are fine. You're dedication is official and you being forced to go to church is understood by Satan, he knows you dont have much of a choice and that you are loyal to him in your heart and not the xtian "god".


Please dont hesitate to ask any questions you may have at any given time.






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On Wed, Dec 24, 2014 3:29 PM PST yulia.bachman@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:


I have a few questions... I am new to Satanism; I was raised in a deeply Christian household, but I have never truly believed or even been interested in Christianity. I was never comfortable with it all. I threw the biggest temper tantrums when they made me go to church when I was younger. My parents now know that I am Satanist, I openly told them; and they stopped making me say the "blessing" at dinner, stopped making me go to church or participate in church activities.

However, with it being Xmas Eve, my grandparents are here, and they and my parents are making me go to the Xmas Eve church service tonight,because I'm part of the "family." Our God Lucifer won't be upset with me going, will he...? As I have no choice in this matter?


Also, I performed the ritual last night to dedicate myself to Him. I thought doing it on our God's most holy night would make it extra special... However, I wasn't able to get a dry pen, so I signed in my blood the prayer to Him using a crow feather (Not sure if it was real or not...) which I made into a makeshift quill pen. But I just wrote my name in print, not as a signature... I caused a bad car accident last night and was still horribly shaken from it, and it didn't cross my mind to sign with my signature, not simply plain print... I also was not able to say the prayer too loud, nor was I able to Hail Him at the end loudly (I did hail him out loud, just with a low volume...); because again; I live in a Christian household...With all of these imperfections in mind, was the ritual still valid...? Have I properly dedicated myself to our Lord Lucifer...?

 

[Yog Sothoth]

Do you even meditate? 

On Thursday, December 25, 2014 10:15 AM, "kenna cole kennacole28@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


 

<td colspan="1" rowspan="1" val[/IMG][/IMG] From:"blackmoon0343@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
Date:Wed, Dec 24, 2014 at 11:02 pm
Subject:[JoyofSatan666] Re: starving to learn

  Satan won't be upset with you going to xmas mass if you have no choice and are a minor. Just ignore all of that bullshit and think of Satan.
It's what's in the heart that counts. Not everyone is able to perform the dedication perfectly. Start doing daily power meditations. [/TD]

[/TD][/TR][/TABLE]

 

[robert dudley]

I'm 32 years old my whole life I've been taught to be a christian but had so many unanswered questions. I've always been intrigued but scared of Satan at the same time. I found the jos Web sits a few weeks ago and the more I read the more it felt like it was something I knew all along but I didn't I read every thing, then decided to do the dedication ritual. The thing is my wife and son still believe as those who are without I cannot tell them yet. I had to hide in my bathroom to perform the ritual I could barely get any blood on the paper and I messed up some words. Does that make the ritual void?. If not will father be upset with me for hiding it? They wouldn't understand. My feelings, and I don't want to loose them. Will my path effect them in any way negatively? In my heart I felt like the ritual worked because of the warm embracing feeling that came over me. But haven't had that or any feeling since what can I do? I am very eager to make up lost
time. Thanks for your time. Hail satan.
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On Wed, Dec 24, 2014 10:33 AM PST jeremy montoya jeremymontoya14@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:



Yes, go ahead and ask your questions here. If its personal then private message one of the high priest/priestess.



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On Mon, Dec 22, 2014 12:56 PM PST robertdudley651@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:

Is there anyone who can some questions for me

 

[Light Yagami]

@Robert it's good that you felt this warm feeling. It's a positive indicator that you did the ritual correctly. Some of us when we did the dedication ritual, we couldn't feel much because we weren't as spiritually open as we are now.
It is best to *not* tell your family about Satan. Not yet anyway. It is understandable that some people are not ready to know the truth yet. I suggest you to start meditating and keep your religion a secret.

Στις 8:28 π.μ. Δευτέρα, 12 Ιανουαρίου 2015, ο/η "robert dudley robertdudley651@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


 

I'm 32 years old my whole life I've been taught to be a christian but had so many unanswered questions. I've always been intrigued but scared of Satan at the same time. I found the jos Web sits a few weeks ago and the more I read the more it felt like it was something I knew all along but I didn't I read every thing, then decided to do the dedication ritual. The thing is my wife and son still believe as those who are without I cannot tell them yet. I had to hide in my bathroom to perform the ritual I could barely get any blood on the paper and I messed up some words. Does that make the ritual void?. If not will father be upset with me for hiding it? They wouldn't understand. My feelings, and I don't want to loose them. Will my path effect them in any way negatively? In my heart I felt like the ritual worked because of the warm embracing feeling that came over me. But haven't had that or any feeling since what can I do? I am very eager to make up lost
time. Thanks for your time. Hail satan.
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On Wed, Dec 24, 2014 10:33 AM PST jeremy montoya jeremymontoya14@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:


Yes, go ahead and ask your questions here. If its personal then private message one of the high priest/priestess.



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On Mon, Dec 22, 2014 12:56 PM PST robertdudley651@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:

Is there anyone who can some questions for me

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Robert, your Spiritual Satanist path will not affect your loved ones negatively in any way. And the ritual was not void. Satan is not mad at you for hiding it. He understands.
Hail Satan!

 

[Yog Sothoth]

No the ritual worked welcome brother Satan is not mad at you for hiding it many of us have to hide our allegiance from our families.  

On Sunday, January 11, 2015 10:29 PM, "robert dudley robertdudley651@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


 

I'm 32 years old my whole life I've been taught to be a christian but had so many unanswered questions. I've always been intrigued but scared of Satan at the same time. I found the jos Web sits a few weeks ago and the more I read the more it felt like it was something I knew all along but I didn't I read every thing, then decided to do the dedication ritual. The thing is my wife and son still believe as those who are without I cannot tell them yet. I had to hide in my bathroom to perform the ritual I could barely get any blood on the paper and I messed up some words. Does that make the ritual void?. If not will father be upset with me for hiding it? They wouldn't understand. My feelings, and I don't want to loose them. Will my path effect them in any way negatively? In my heart I felt like the ritual worked because of the warm embracing feeling that came over me. But haven't had that or any feeling since what can I do? I am very eager to make up lost
time. Thanks for your time. Hail satan.
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On Wed, Dec 24, 2014 10:33 AM PST jeremy montoya jeremymontoya14@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:


Yes, go ahead and ask your questions here. If its personal then private message one of the high priest/priestess.



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On Mon, Dec 22, 2014 12:56 PM PST robertdudley651@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:

Is there anyone who can some questions for me

 

[vognard.moonstone]

Satan and the Demons are there for you. As long that you stay true. He and the demons are happy that you did the ritual it does not matter that you messed up a little but as long that you want to be dedicated to Satan and the demons. In time you can tell your family when Satan tells you. You will fell him and the demons. Take care my new bro in spiritual satanism. Hail Satan.

 

[Sims Motal]

I am sure it worked. Just read and study the JoS website. Do meditations, and learn how to clean your aura, chakras, etc.
You will grow in knowledge and strength if you do as the website tells you.
Hail Father Satan!
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On Sun, 1/11/15, robert dudley robertdudley651@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] starving to learn
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Sunday, January 11, 2015, 8:14 PM


 













I'm 32 years old my whole life I've been taught to
be a christian but had so many unanswered questions.
I've always been intrigued but scared of Satan at the
same time. I found the jos Web sits a few weeks ago and the
more I read the more it felt like it was something I knew
all along but I didn't I read every thing, then decided
to do the dedication ritual. The thing is my wife and son
still believe as those who are without I cannot tell them
yet. I had to hide in my bathroom to perform the ritual I
could barely get any blood on the paper and I messed up some
words. Does that make the ritual void?. If not will father
be upset with me for hiding it? They wouldn't
understand. My feelings, and I don't want to loose them.
Will my path effect them in any way negatively? In my heart
I felt like the ritual worked because of the warm embracing

feeling that came over me. But haven't had that or any
feeling since what can I do? I am very eager to make up
lost

time. Thanks for your time. Hail satan.

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On Wed, Dec 24, 2014 10:33 AM PST jeremy montoya
jeremymontoya14@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:





Yes, go ahead and ask your questions here. If its
personal then private message one of the high
priest/priestess.







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On Mon, Dec 22, 2014 12:56 PM PST
robertdudley651@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:



Is there anyone who can some questions for me













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[robertdudley651]

Thank you very much for getting back to me so quickly,that confirms that lord Satan hears us all, but of course he does he's awesome. Hail Satan. I've started to try to do the basic meditations. Is there more I can do? Like I said I'm very eager to make up for lost time.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

You can participate in rituals that are posted on here, and that is all I would recommend doing ritual wise for now until you get familiar with the process.

You can also spread anti-tracts, what these are are little pieces of paper that have links to the JoS, or exposingchristianity.com and you can even write your personal messages on your tracts. But, you have to be careful, as it can be dangerous if caught. So, try to spread just enough, maybe try spreading 10-15 paper tracts wherever you think you can.

Truth-Tracts  You  can also spread the truth online, wherever you think it's applicable. Also, as you take in energy, you can send Father Satan an energy ball every night, you if wish. Here's an instructional video showing you how to do it.

Information + Tips on Meditation  Don't worry about the lost time. I mean, you're just beating yourself up because of that.