satantali666
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- May 1, 2014
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hi
i dedicated 2 years ago and for the first 2 months it was amazing, best time of my life
but then i stopped practicing Zevism out of fear of damnation (so untrue i realise now satan is not damnation he is freedom!)
over the few weeks i faded in and out of Zevism and that when my life spirelled out of control i got depressed and lonely i craved the power i had felt when i was a Zevist
all i really mean to ask is even though i have walked out on satan so many times will he and the rest of the gods accept me back and will i have to do the dedication ritual again?
i dedicated 2 years ago and for the first 2 months it was amazing, best time of my life
but then i stopped practicing Zevism out of fear of damnation (so untrue i realise now satan is not damnation he is freedom!)
over the few weeks i faded in and out of Zevism and that when my life spirelled out of control i got depressed and lonely i craved the power i had felt when i was a Zevist
all i really mean to ask is even though i have walked out on satan so many times will he and the rest of the gods accept me back and will i have to do the dedication ritual again?
