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How would you deal with this situation?
Married my wife in a xtian church back then. Now I am a dedicated SS, she is not. She chooses to follow nothing spiritually even though she knows the truth about Satan and life as of now.
So in other words she chooses to do nothing spiritually and to simply exist like any non religious person.
Her argument is she doesn't want immortality because in life you constantly have to fight and she doesn't want to open chakras due to hard work involved and etc. Also she has no interest in seeing astral. Another argument of hers is why bother with immortality if one is constantly going to be harassed by the enemy then onwards. She doesn't want that kind of eternal life.
I don't push her and I am frustrated as I love her obviously. Knowing the consequences of not advancing spiritually, its not easy to accept this.
Do you have any thoughts, ideas on all this? Or perhaps you experienced something similar with your spouses?
Hail Satan!
 
She is obviously in denial and if she has THAT many reasons for why she doesn't want to spiritually advance, obviously she doesn't want it or the truth. Maybe she's scared of failing or getting attacks and therefore doesn't want to try at all?My thoughts are the only thing you can really do is keep advancing, meditating and studying for yourself. You are your own best publicity. When she sees how good you have it, how far you have gone and that you are strong, evolved and happy, maybe *then* she may consider it for herself. Or not.
Best of luck to both of you.



On Thursday, February 5, 2015 3:56 PM, "johnrobsons@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  How would you deal with this situation?
Married my wife in a xtian church back then. Now I am a dedicated SS, she is not. She chooses to follow nothing spiritually even though she knows the truth about Satan and life as of now.
So in other words she chooses to do nothing spiritually and to simply exist like any non religious person.
Her argument is she doesn't want immortality because in life you constantly have to fight and she doesn't want to open chakras due to hard work involved and etc. Also she has no interest in seeing astral. Another argument of hers is why bother with immortality if one is constantly going to be harassed by the enemy then onwards. She doesn't want that kind of eternal life.
I don't push her and I am frustrated as I love her obviously. Knowing the consequences of not advancing spiritually, its not easy to accept this.
Do you have any thoughts, ideas on all this? Or perhaps you experienced something similar with your spouses?
Hail Satan!


 


El Jueves, 5 de febrero, 2015 21:24:09, "Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] escribió:


  She is obviously in denial and if she has THAT many reasons for why she doesn't want to spiritually advance, obviously she doesn't want it or the truth. Maybe she's scared of failing or getting attacks and therefore doesn't want to try at all?My thoughts are the only thing you can really do is keep advancing, meditating and studying for yourself. You are your own best publicity. When she sees how good you have it, how far you have gone and that you are strong, evolved and happy, maybe *then* she may consider it for herself. Or not.
Best of luck to both of you.



On Thursday, February 5, 2015 3:56 PM, "johnrobsons@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  How would you deal with this situation?
Married my wife in a xtian church back then. Now I am a dedicated SS, she is not. She chooses to follow nothing spiritually even though she knows the truth about Satan and life as of now.
So in other words she chooses to do nothing spiritually and to simply exist like any non religious person.
Her argument is she doesn't want immortality because in life you constantly have to fight and she doesn't want to open chakras due to hard work involved and etc. Also she has no interest in seeing astral. Another argument of hers is why bother with immortality if one is constantly going to be harassed by the enemy then onwards. She doesn't want that kind of eternal life.
I don't push her and I am frustrated as I love her obviously. Knowing the consequences of not advancing spiritually, its not easy to accept this.
Do you have any thoughts, ideas on all this? Or perhaps you experienced something similar with your spouses?
Hail Satan!




 
i can relate ,, but my girlfriend just doesnt know what is real anymore. and u have to remember satan comes to one on its own, thats beauty and magic right there. if powers were in the wrong hands what would happen? and one commandment from our father goes along the lines of, dont give someone informatim that they clearly dont want to accept.. IM NOT SAYING YOUR PUSHING HER!! NONONONO but maybe she just doesnt care. :/ AND THATS OK!!! satanism clearly isnt ment for everyone. i suddgest exatlly what above said ( just let her be her ) progress your self and advance !! send prayers to guide her, talk to satan and ask him to guide her to the way of imortallity. pray pray pray. HAIL SATAN !!!
 
Leave her alone, respect the fact that its her life so she has to decide to go for it or not.. just love her the way she deserves and get loved back, be happy.

All the best to you.
 
There's definitely a reason she doesn't want to advance..and i dnt think its a good reason
So how long has she known abt satan.
Her situation is like that of having a patient who refuse to take medicines..
Which would make one curious.
Some things go beyond denial...
She is not refusing to advance because of the reasons she's giving you..(not trying to be judgemental-rather logical, and definitely not trying to pretend to know her better saying she's a lair)
But such the situation is quite fishy.
What i think is that she refuses to accept satan at all, only that she doesn't what to tell or show. May be the long time indoctrinations got the best of her.. 
Its really complicated caz you ofc can't force her...
But try to make her see her more light. And if you have kids with her...find out her say on wat faith they should follow..and if she's okey with them being satanists, then extra cool..mayb she's just being indifferent...but if otherwise...
Then something is wrong and you be suprised she goes to church behind your back.!!!!
Hail satan
Hail all powers of hell.
On Feb 6, 2015 2:56 AM, "johnrobsons@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  How would you deal with this situation?
Married my wife in a xtian church back then. Now I am a dedicated SS, she is not. She chooses to follow nothing spiritually even though she knows the truth about Satan and life as of now.
So in other words she chooses to do nothing spiritually and to simply exist like any non religious person.
Her argument is she doesn't want immortality because in life you constantly have to fight and she doesn't want to open chakras due to hard work involved and etc. Also she has no interest in seeing astral. Another argument of hers is why bother with immortality if one is constantly going to be harassed by the enemy then onwards. She doesn't want that kind of eternal life.
I don't push her and I am frustrated as I love her obviously. Knowing the consequences of not advancing spiritually, its not easy to accept this.
Do you have any thoughts, ideas on all this? Or perhaps you experienced something similar with your spouses?
Hail Satan!
 
I haven't replied earlier as has some problems to deal with, marital problems as a matter of fact.
I appreciate all the responses.
My marriage got considerably worse and I have no idea where its going. I am not astrally open enough to ask Satan about this.
Regarding xtianity, I am sure she is not going to church because she works 6 days a week and on her day off she is at home. But she never told me that she directly acknowledged Satan as God. She always avoids conversations regarding spiritual subjects.
She also did not officially renounce "jizzus" and I have no idea what she thinks about this. After all she has been in xtainity from childhood and consciously as an adult for 12 years before meeting me. She was always way more religious back then than me.
Regarding my example, she hates it. She thinks its worse than xtianity because I spend 2 hours a day meditating. She told me she has no interest engaging in any of these everyday vibrations, yoga and other stuff.
Also, she doesn't know that I am blood dedicated. She originally forbid me to do it after she read about it. I did it anyway and have not told her about it. Relationship with Satan is of great importance to me, and I had nothing to lose. I had nothing but problems back then too. Renouncing the jewish piece of shit was easy. And Satan was the only one who took away a life where I was rotting in fear and guilt for years.
We also went through substantial money problems, I have lost a business back then and restarted a new one. We are not doing exactly great yet. Gets her depressed. And xtianity played a huge role to destroy us financially, as there was a lot of guilt imprint done on my mind and I started making bad business decisions. She prayed to the piece of shit jizzus when he was the one that brought all the bad circumstances in our life along with lots of pathetic people.
You want to know something funny. The month when I became xtian 6 years ago, my income dropped 6 TIMES THE NEXT MONTH. Bad things happened in business for no reason right away. That's how the "cockfucker in the sky" "cares for fucking needs". LOL
I am not sure whether she realized all this. Today she suggested me that we should try living separately. Then later told me she didn't really mean it.
If one doesn't renounce "jizzus the jewish shit", does one still remain under "his" control? In other words is she still under control of all that?
 
Wow, I will most likely be very very rude here but... let her be. Just kindly remind her (actually don't, because it will be a threat and it's not something we'd do as Spiritual Satanists) that when she dies the enemy is going to fuck her up. If she refuses Satan and immortality (her REAL nature) then isn't she as good as dead? I mean, what's the point of living? Tomorrow I may get fired from my job.Why live? What will I do with no money? Oh no.

Anyway, I really hate that kind of crap and weaknesses. I believe that the reason your wife is in denial is simply because she's weak. She's weak and isn't even capable or willing of facing some difficulties to complete our Father's Work. (which in the end, is the best gift He could give us)
So yeah, you leave her be... You go on with your meditations and advance spiritually and I believe you'll notice from one point onwards that the conversations you and your wife will be having... will simply become dull. Boring. What did the neighbor do? Or what did the president say? I mean he/she's a jew (the president), why bother talking about them when we know what their planning? What photo that friend posted on facebook? Seriously...
This is from my experience... The people around us, the ones who do not meditate and do not believe in Satan as Our Creator are just living the jewish life... The life that jews order them to. Totally materialistic and stupid. Fucking stupid. It reaches a point that you just want to bang their heads on the wall and scream WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!But they don't dude... And if you do that you'll be labeled as crazy. :p
So leave her be, continue your meditations and participate in our group rituals.

Στις 7:11 μ.μ. Τρίτη, 10 Φεβρουαρίου 2015, ο/η "johnrobsons@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  I haven't replied earlier as has some problems to deal with, marital problems as a matter of fact.
I appreciate all the responses.
My marriage got considerably worse and I have no idea where its going. I am not astrally open enough to ask Satan about this.
Regarding xtianity, I am sure she is not going to church because she works 6 days a week and on her day off she is at home. But she never told me that she directly acknowledged Satan as God. She always avoids conversations regarding spiritual subjects.
She also did not officially renounce "jizzus" and I have no idea what she thinks about this. After all she has been in xtainity from childhood and consciously as an adult for 12 years before meeting me. She was always way more religious back then than me.
Regarding my example, she hates it. She thinks its worse than xtianity because I spend 2 hours a day meditating. She told me she has no interest engaging in any of these everyday vibrations, yoga and other stuff.
Also, she doesn't know that I am blood dedicated. She originally forbid me to do it after she read about it. I did it anyway and have not told her about it. Relationship with Satan is of great importance to me, and I had nothing to lose. I had nothing but problems back then too. Renouncing the jewish piece of shit was easy. And Satan was the only one who took away a life where I was rotting in fear and guilt for years.
We also went through substantial money problems, I have lost a business back then and restarted a new one. We are not doing exactly great yet. Gets her depressed. And xtianity played a huge role to destroy us financially, as there was a lot of guilt imprint done on my mind and I started making bad business decisions. She prayed to the piece of shit jizzus when he was the one that brought all the bad circumstances in our life along with lots of pathetic people.
You want to know something funny. The month when I became xtian 6 years ago, my income dropped 6 TIMES THE NEXT MONTH. Bad things happened in business for no reason right away. That's how the "cockfucker in the sky" "cares for fucking needs". LOL
I am not sure whether she realized all this. Today she suggested me that we should try living separately. Then later told me she didn't really mean it.
If one doesn't renounce "jizzus the jewish shit", does one still remain under "his" control? In other words is she still under control of all that?


 
Hallo there... I just want to say that you don't need to be astraly open to speak to satan.
Trust me on this one....ask him to help manage your situation and he surely will. You just have to trust him!!!!!!! Now abt your wifey...i personally hate break ups!!! In your earlier text you mentioned that you love her. So if possible do any thing to keep her. Dudeyour situation is complicated. What i dnt understand is, are your marital problems caused by your spiritual diffrencies??? What i think though is that satanism can not co-exist with any other form of faith!
If she never understood you from the beginning....then she never will...its not only abt understanding you but also accepting you as a satanist!!! She might have convinced her self to put up with you as a satanist(because she loves you), but for a person who has been indoctrinated for years...when she dnt understand satan then she will surely believe his evil. Then i guess to her you are practicing evil stuff and i think it might creep her alittle or much(considering she forbid you from doing the blood ritual.) Listening to you vibrating stuff and all...this might be scaring to her. Your wife might love you...but one thing that surpasses love is religion!!! That's why its the enemy's greatest weapon. Thats all i can say....
Its not much any way of help .....but i think its something you should know!! Hail satan
Hail all hell. And oh...
Father has the solution to all probs...talk to him...you dnt need to be astraly open....just being dedicated is enough!!!
On Feb 10, 2015 8:11 PM, "johnrobsons@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  I haven't replied earlier as has some problems to deal with, marital problems as a matter of fact.
I appreciate all the responses.
My marriage got considerably worse and I have no idea where its going. I am not astrally open enough to ask Satan about this.
Regarding xtianity, I am sure she is not going to church because she works 6 days a week and on her day off she is at home. But she never told me that she directly acknowledged Satan as God. She always avoids conversations regarding spiritual subjects.
She also did not officially renounce "jizzus" and I have no idea what she thinks about this. After all she has been in xtainity from childhood and consciously as an adult for 12 years before meeting me. She was always way more religious back then than me.
Regarding my example, she hates it. She thinks its worse than xtianity because I spend 2 hours a day meditating. She told me she has no interest engaging in any of these everyday vibrations, yoga and other stuff.
Also, she doesn't know that I am blood dedicated. She originally forbid me to do it after she read about it. I did it anyway and have not told her about it. Relationship with Satan is of great importance to me, and I had nothing to lose. I had nothing but problems back then too. Renouncing the jewish piece of shit was easy. And Satan was the only one who took away a life where I was rotting in fear and guilt for years.
We also went through substantial money problems, I have lost a business back then and restarted a new one. We are not doing exactly great yet. Gets her depressed. And xtianity played a huge role to destroy us financially, as there was a lot of guilt imprint done on my mind and I started making bad business decisions. She prayed to the piece of shit jizzus when he was the one that brought all the bad circumstances in our life along with lots of pathetic people.
You want to know something funny. The month when I became xtian 6 years ago, my income dropped 6 TIMES THE NEXT MONTH. Bad things happened in business for no reason right away. That's how the "cockfucker in the sky" "cares for fucking needs". LOL
I am not sure whether she realized all this. Today she suggested me that we should try living separately. Then later told me she didn't really mean it.
If one doesn't renounce "jizzus the jewish shit", does one still remain under "his" control? In other words is she still under control of all that?
 
@Light Yagami
You are not being rude, but actually right on point.
The conversations are already becoming like you described. The interesting part is she says that she is bored talking to me. Tells me that I talk too much about spirituality. Or about business, she hates that and I talk about it because I work almost 24 hours a day and I need someone to talk about it to as its very stressful and she is the only person close to me.
There also have been a lot more conflict situations than usual. She also expressed desire to associate with "ordinary" people more often. Considering these "ordinary people" treated her as an inferior for many years of her life. Not to mention the conversations are dead empty with all these people
What scares me is where is this going?
This whole situation depresses me very much, and I just hate the fact that this just added to my already huge arsenal of problems.
And to ask again, if she did not openly renounce the jewish piece of shit, is she still under "his" control? Even if she is not into lieble, praying, church and etc?
Hail Satan!
 
John, if someone is in your life and they talk to you like this, while all you do is provide, help out, do whats best and so forth, and they talk to you like shit, then you might want to boot them out. I know from experience the same exact thing you state here. For one, some people are by their nature adverse to us and some people aren't spiritual and have no value at all. They simply do not care if they destroy and attack someone else's feelings and emotions after you try to do too much. 

Because some are living on the level of swine, they can never understand the favors granted to them. You need to address the situation. From what you state and such, this is not going to get better. Her claims and such are also raising much suspicion, as to what her intentions are. She also seeems problematic. People who are unspiritual, without idealism and so forth, most of the time are empty. As you go, her emptiness will become an obstacle. I do not know how old you are or how long you have been together, but you need to seriously take her behavior in consideration. This is like in nature. When one force starts to build, the other tries to destroy and there is no creation in the end. 

The negative people in one's life are exactly this thing. Moreso if these people are too close to you, then you have understood what happens. There are literally millions of women who would appriciate you for you who are. Not nessescarily sharing how you are an SS as this is your owb bussiness, but solely for the character traits you display. Your wife's behavior is the start of a greater downfall. You are being the victim and victims in nature die. I entirely understand your situation as I have lived something identical. That shit is horrific and it must not be dragged until the end, as these people nornally leave while nothing remains for them to parasitize further. There are low possibilities that you are also doing something wrong, evaluate this aswell. But simply have it as a rule that lower and subservient quality people cannot be upgraded or look higher than their petty, because you only see what exists within. And some are empty people by all regards. And jhvh is the kike god of parasitism, slavery, lies, deceit, cannibalism and so forth. There are people who seek with all their heart to upgrade themselves and want to badly become and be more, see more, experience Truth. These are whom we are after.
-High Priest Hooded Cobra 666
 
@johnrobsons well, HP Maxine has mentioned before how the christian bible (and the curses in it) affect the entire human population, even the ones who are atheists... So yeah, the enemy could be controlling her and of course affecting her a greaaat deal, even if she's not a believer of their religion. Do you remember the amount of relief you felt when you dedicated? Or when you started doing the meditations and you felt this enormous difference? We, Spiritual Satanists cut those ties with the enemy bit by bit. Doing the dedication ritual is the first big step but afterwards if any ties have remained, we cut them off by meditating and advancing spiritually.
At least, this is what my experience tells me.

In regards to your wife... Well, I think you already know where this is going...?
I had made a comic that I have shared a couple of times, especially in regards to human relationships: http://tapastic.com/series/Staircase-to-GodhoodThe thing is, I have abandoned friendships that had lasted years (since elementary school, all the way through my school years and even as an adult) because as I started meditating I realized the "gap" that existed between those friends of mine and myself. I'm not just talking about a gap of interests and activities but also a gap of intelligence. And it's funny because they would act like *I* was the stupid/crazy/unintelligent one.
And there was no way I would remain with people who questioned my well-being/who treated me arrogantly because they could not accept our different levels.

Eh, I wrote a lot... but I sort of want to make you understand that you shouldn't let people keep you behind. Never let anyone keep you behind. Imagine a fantastic scenario here as an example. Let's say that someone has abusive parents and that he/she is an adult but still living with them. Even if that person loves their parents because they gave birth to him/her (and there are spiritual ties that they can't explain) STILL that person's best interest would be to LEAVE from that house. Even if they love their parents to death... Imagine how much damage their abuse creates for that person.
So, it's the same with your wife. You may love her and had loved her for many years but do you realize how much damage she'll do to you if you keep staying together? You no longer have common interests, you have ascended a level of spirituality compared to her, and will keep moving upwards and forwards while she crosses her arms and stays stuck in one place; her head lowered because she's afraid to face reality...
What are you going to do with such a person? You will either try to help her raise her head (which, as it looks like WON'T happen, at least not any time soon) and in the meantime you will also stuck behind, next to her... for God knows how many years (and IF she ever decides to open her eyes... which I can't see it happening) or, you will continue moving ahead but you will literally have a burden next to you. A burden. That's trying desperately to keep you behind.

So, you need to make a decision.
And always remember, our path to Spiritual Satanism may have its challenges (life's full of them anyway :p) but you will live such unique, amazing experiences... Being able to talk, hear and see Our Gods it is something that can not be compared with anything in the world... Knowing that the Gods ARE next to you and WILL listen to you, no matter what... Knowing that they honestly care about your well-being and reaching Godhood, reaching their level... Do you understand how amazing that is? :)And I can tell you from personal experiences... The Gods have never left my side. I had done many stupid things but they didn't abandon me. And every time I had to face my deaths from my previous lives my Guardian Demon/Demoness would always be with me and explain to me things I couldn't understand... A simple "why" that I would ask while crying and they would respond to me... Such beautiful experiences that I'll never forget... And I'm still only three years into this journey. :)
Imagine how much more things one will experience in the period of their entire lives.
Woooo I wrote a lot! XD


Στις 5:55 π.μ. Τετάρτη, 11 Φεβρουαρίου 2015, ο/η "johnrobsons@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  @Light Yagami
You are not being rude, but actually right on point.
The conversations are already becoming like you described. The interesting part is she says that she is bored talking to me. Tells me that I talk too much about spirituality. Or about business, she hates that and I talk about it because I work almost 24 hours a day and I need someone to talk about it to as its very stressful and she is the only person close to me.
There also have been a lot more conflict situations than usual. She also expressed desire to associate with "ordinary" people more often. Considering these "ordinary people" treated her as an inferior for many years of her life. Not to mention the conversations are dead empty with all these people
What scares me is where is this going?
This whole situation depresses me very much, and I just hate the fact that this just added to my already huge arsenal of problems.
And to ask again, if she did not openly renounce the jewish piece of shit, is she still under "his" control? Even if she is not into lieble, praying, church and etc?
Hail Satan!


 
good morning pals how can i be a member

On Wednesday, February 11, 2015 3:56 AM, "johnrobsons@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  @Light Yagami
You are not being rude, but actually right on point.
The conversations are already becoming like you described. The interesting part is she says that she is bored talking to me. Tells me that I talk too much about spirituality. Or about business, she hates that and I talk about it because I work almost 24 hours a day and I need someone to talk about it to as its very stressful and she is the only person close to me.
There also have been a lot more conflict situations than usual. She also expressed desire to associate with "ordinary" people more often. Considering these "ordinary people" treated her as an inferior for many years of her life. Not to mention the conversations are dead empty with all these people
What scares me is where is this going?
This whole situation depresses me very much, and I just hate the fact that this just added to my already huge arsenal of problems.
And to ask again, if she did not openly renounce the jewish piece of shit, is she still under "his" control? Even if she is not into lieble, praying, church and etc?
Hail Satan!


 
John, it's important that you don't take shit from anyone. If your wife threatens you to leave you if you dedicate yourself to Satan or meditate too much, just say "well go on, leave me. I will find somebody who understands my religion better anyway. Also what I do myself spiritually is my own thing, it doesn't concern you. I'm a blood dedicated Satanist and I'm proud of it". The way I see it, if someone doesn't accept you and tells you shit and threatens you, then they are probably not for you. I'm not talking about telling her to renounce anything, because we Spiritual Satanists do not force Spiritual Satanism to others. All I'm talking about is your own personal rights to SS. If somebody threatens them, then they don't deserve you. You should actually be the one to make your terms clear. You should tell her "well if you don't accept my right to be a SS and if you say shit about my religion in front of me, I'll leave you". Many people have these types of problems in relationships, and they should make it clear to their partner that they put SS first before anything.

 
That looks like a sermon about my younger brother who "dedicated" himself.

Talking from an personal experience, he has no regards or empathy for others feelings or attempts to help him in advancing, even to the point of openly saying he doesn't want do any kind of job to sustain himself, or any useful thing to others, and just "enjoy life", as he stated - this includes not meditating, doing magic or reading ANYTHING at all if he is not threatened to do so - while at same time he talk to talk about how he believes in Satan and make some void criticism on xtianity and Jews.

In other words, this kind of people are total parasites with no idealism, no value, who wants to receive everything and to gives nothing. A kind we don't need as SS. Better thing I've get for my birthday was my brother leaving this city.

Staying away from this kind of person will avoid a lot of headache and disillusion.
 
It is very obvious that she is NOT with you 100%. And she isn't into Spiritual Satanism either, or she would WANT to advance, etc.
I think you should listen to others. For all obvious signs, you are not getting anywhere with her. If you wish to remain with Spiritual
Satanism and advance, then I am afraid you are going to have to forget about her supporting and being with you on it. And I do believe there is a
good possibility that she is not going to be there with in for other reasons in the future.


I hope you can make the decision you need to make soon. It is best for you in all respects to face the truth.


Hail Father Satan! Hail Anubis! Hail Asmodeus!
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On Tue, 2/10/15, johnrobsons@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Spouse Refusing To Advance Spiritually By Choice
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Tuesday, February 10, 2015, 6:06 PM


 









@Light Yagami
You are not being rude, but actually
right on point.
The
conversations are already becoming like you described. The
interesting part is she says that she is bored talking to
me. Tells me that I talk too much about spirituality. Or
about business, she hates that and I talk about it because I
work almost 24 hours a day and I need someone to talk about
it to as its very stressful and she is the only person close
to me.
There also have been a
lot more conflict situations than usual. She also expressed
desire to associate with "ordinary" people more
often. Considering these "ordinary people" treated
her as an inferior for many years of her life. Not to
mention the conversations are dead empty with all these
people
What scares me is where
is this going?
This whole
situation depresses me very much, and I just hate the fact
that this just added to my already huge arsenal of
problems.
And to ask again, if
she did not openly renounce the jewish piece of shit, is she
still under "his" control? Even if she is not into
lieble, praying, church and etc?
Hail Satan!










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Read and study this:Joy of Satan  And when you feel up to it(you can continue to come here undedicated, one member did for a couple of months.) Do the Dedication Ritual. Also, try to understand that the Dedication Ritual is a return to the ONLY Father of humanity Satan it's a bond. Jewish YHVH is nothing more than a jewish con, and therefore non-existent, and is proven in the exposing christianity section to be the jews themselves.
 
Thanks for all the inputs given on this. Thats a lot to think about. Somehow I am not depressed which is great.

Hail Satan!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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