Hello this might seem unusual, i just realized that i don't like playing with magic/magick
I have something in my head while talking to people (girls especially) i turn into something else, the worlds flow and i control nothing of what i am saying i can do anything i want with them, its just not me, playing games some awesome skill comes into me usually happens after dejavu while playing that game, like a theft of skill from someone. and of course some amazing ideas.
How to banish them from my mind and seal my mind from everything but myself?
Because i realized all i want is happiness and that is not even close to happiness.
I have something in my head while talking to people (girls especially) i turn into something else, the worlds flow and i control nothing of what i am saying i can do anything i want with them, its just not me, playing games some awesome skill comes into me usually happens after dejavu while playing that game, like a theft of skill from someone. and of course some amazing ideas.
How to banish them from my mind and seal my mind from everything but myself?
Because i realized all i want is happiness and that is not even close to happiness.
