soul/spirit default

[cand.cru5h3r1]

so recently especially i have a dream without being aware im going into one i am every time way taller than everyone (like 2-3 feet taller. so one time i was aware as i've been meaning to i looked at my hands and i was whiter than i actually am, and my dads aryan and my moms full italian. so i somehow more subconsciously put myself in a state where i looked at my body i was super tall and muscular and i had white hair barley touching my shoulders and bright blue eyes. im not to sure what to make of this because as i went to school the next day my friend jarrod and i were conversing about our nearly identical dreams the night before accept in his he had almost the same features like in mine but we both thought we were better looking than our actual selves does anybody know if this could be a mess age because i really always hoped to maybe a nephilim or annunaki/nordic soul in a human body. i'm more confident than ever because i've been working on my third eye and me and him see that my aura is extremely large and i've always been spiritually inclined and in my eyes particularly,much more intelligent than my peers and those around me it feels strange and unnatural thinking of myself this way but i definitely want it to be so. is this just my subconscious mind and wishful thinking or is an actual event.ps in the "viewing" i was dressed in a grey robe of a strange ultra soft texture which was very comfortable looking and baggy, and he was around what he said was 18 feet tall(but being a kid i know that when we go surfing he thinks waves that are 6-7 feet are 12-13 feet so im assuming he was around 9-10 feet tall also)and wearing a black leather jacket specifically with a lot of flashiness in the metal components,leather pants and he didn't mention the shoes which his mind probably wasnt focused on just like me.