cromwell.roger
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Hello Everyone,
I needed some adivice as to how should I know that my dedication rite has worked. I've been in some agonizing doubt for the past couple of days. I ommited a detail in my introduction - I am not new to the J.o.S e-group. I was here more than a year ago as a sympathizer under another e-mail address. I participated in the threads and asked questions as well. However, I never did the actual dedication at that time. Then, out of fear, I went back to christianity again...only to be disillusioned again. That is why this time I decided to dedicate myself, unlike last time. But I've been fearing that my contract was not accepted by Father Satan, because I ran out of fear of the christian god in the past. Plus, as I mentioned in my introduction, I was not able to sign my name that well in the little blood that I got. These two things make me fear my dedication was not valid. I asked for Father Satan a sign, any sign, just so I would know I have been accepted - but nothing. What should I do?I appreciate any advice.
Roger
I needed some adivice as to how should I know that my dedication rite has worked. I've been in some agonizing doubt for the past couple of days. I ommited a detail in my introduction - I am not new to the J.o.S e-group. I was here more than a year ago as a sympathizer under another e-mail address. I participated in the threads and asked questions as well. However, I never did the actual dedication at that time. Then, out of fear, I went back to christianity again...only to be disillusioned again. That is why this time I decided to dedicate myself, unlike last time. But I've been fearing that my contract was not accepted by Father Satan, because I ran out of fear of the christian god in the past. Plus, as I mentioned in my introduction, I was not able to sign my name that well in the little blood that I got. These two things make me fear my dedication was not valid. I asked for Father Satan a sign, any sign, just so I would know I have been accepted - but nothing. What should I do?I appreciate any advice.
Roger
