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As the title says, I'm simply angry. As I progress in my new found truth I find myself getting angry more often. Before I learned the truth xian bullshit had already pissed me off with its bullshit but I gave into it because I got tired of suffering. We all know what those ass holes teach, that our Father Satan is the cause of all suffering and what not. But I always thought if their god was so fucking good and all powerful why let Satan have his way? Why let people suffer? They could never give me a fuckin straight answer. Since coming into the truth I've pretty much taken everything in stride, going full blast basically. Not really getting enraged with the bullshit around me. Until today...I sat here at my computer and reflected my life and what let me to where I am now and its like a switch was clicked. Everything I've been taught everything thats been crammed into my head about this lying son of a bitch god was all fake. Though I already knew that coming into the truth its just today it really sunk in and settled. Leaving me with a bitter taste of hate and rage. Its actually quite overwhelming. I am disgusted with myself for being so reliant on something that hates us, I'm hurt that all these years I gave these worthless things my precious time and breath. I hate them...a lot. Am I sitting here having a pitty party because i feel like a used fucking tissue?...No, I'm more than ready to continue learning about Father Satan and my GD, though I cannot hear them yet, I sure as fuck can feel them. I'm not sure which is which yet but every day these energies are becoming more identified. Why am I writing this...at first its because I just wanted to vent. But now its more less words of encouragement to those who are new to Father like I am. You will find yourself thinking about the past and what you grew up with and you will get angry. But never pity yourself because it can become destructive. Use that rage to encourage yourselves to fight these worthless excuses of existence. Its their turn to suffer, because I'm fucking done with it and I hope you are too.

Hail Father Satan
 
yep I hear you, I am angry too. Channel that anger into the RTR's would be my thought. There are a bunch of us doing rolling RTR's on this schedule:

12:30 PM GMT/ 7:30 AM EST / 6:30 AM CST / 4:30 AM PT
3:30 PM GMT / 10:30 AM EST / 9:30 AM CST / 7:30 AM PT
6:30 PM GMT / 1:30 PM EST / 12:30 PM CST / 10:30 AM PT
9:30 Pm GMT / 4:30 PM EST / 3:30 PM CST / 1:30 PM PT
12:30 AM GMT / 7:30 PM EST / 6:30 PM CST / 4:30 PM PT
3:30 AM GMT / 10:30 PM EST / 9:30 PM CST / 7:30 PM PT
6:30 AM GMT / 1:30 AM EST / 12:30 AM CST / 10:30 PM PT
9:30 AM GMT /4:30 AM EST / 3:30 AM CST / 1:30 AM PT

why don't you join us at a time here that works for you and help us fight for Father? The idea is if we sync up in real time doing these the more resonance they have. Like a series of hammer blows. The slot I lead is 6:30 PM GMT / 1:30 PM EST / 12:30 PM CST / 10:30 AM PT There is a JoS Satanist doing every single slot so you won't be doing it alone, no matter which time slot you pick.

Right now we are still focusing on the one regarding communications HP Hooded Cobra has asked us all to drop everything else to do, as the jews are trying to take over the internet. When the next RTR is posted we will switch to that.

HAIL SATAN!
 
Well spoken Toyas. 

Everyone will experience this awakening where the truth all falls into place. 
The hatred you feel can be overwhelming, but if it is too much Satan can help you channel it towards the destruction of our enemy. 

Keep empowering yourself and keep meditating, it is people like you we need, people who are angry at the enemy and who are dedicated to Fathers cause, it is those people who can really fight and make for the best warriors of Hells army. 

Also this is for anyone that might feel this way: 

If you are hurt, or feel guilty, or pity or whatever because you wasted such a large amount of your life, time and breath on the enemy, let those feelings go. ou are here now and you are with Satan. Even if you spend 40 years following xianity, it doesn't mater to Satan. What matters to him is that you have dedicated and that you are dedicated! That you empower yourself and that you fight! Both are equally important! 

HAIL SATAN!
 
Yes, your anger is totally understandable, I feel you my dear Brother!
Whilst I, myself, was not raised xian, (my mom and dad pretty much
just left me alone in that regard, didn't force any type of religion
onto me at all), for which I deeply thank Father Satan. But I too am
filled with righteous wroth for what the enemy has done, both the seen
(jews), and the unseen (angels). They both garner my hatred! Why?
Because of what they have done to me personally, yes, because since
dedicating nearly 8 years ago, I have been psychically attacked off
and on, by the angels. But more, I hate the putrid angels and the
repulsive jews for what they have both done to our Gentile people,
people who ought to be our spiritual brethren and know our wonderful
Father Satan and the other Gods, but do not because of fear and lack
of true knowledge, due to the enemy's suppression of it. This angers
me, and also saddens me. And also not to mention, what the enemy did
to our beloved Gods themselves! Bound them, diminished their rightful
power! But that, at least, they shall never do again, thanks to Maxine
and other clergy. The enemy shall anser for all these indignities and
injustices, in Satan's name! Sorath, one of my Patron Daemons, once
told me: "Let your hate be a weapon. Let your rage be as a spear". So
I shall do this, and I urge all of you who are fighting to do this as
well. Like Brother Luka said, channel all that rage (it's fine to ask
father to help if you can't quite handle it, or don't quite know how),
or ask your Patron Daemon/s if you know who they are. They can help
direct the energy to Father, and he can send it to where it is most
needed, until you learn how to direct it better. Fight on, my good
comrades! Stay strong in Father Satan, and raise his bright banner
high! We are all guardians of the real Light, of the truth! We are the
Lord Satan's swords in the shadows! Hail Father Satan! Hail Sorath,
the One Who Burns! Hail Andras!

On 3/20/16, luka.huijerman@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
Well spoken Toyas.

Everyone will experience this awakening where the truth all falls into
place.
The hatred you feel can be overwhelming, but if it is too much Satan can
help you channel it towards the destruction of our enemy.

Keep empowering yourself and keep meditating, it is people like you we need,
people who are angry at the enemy and who are dedicated to Fathers cause, it
is those people who can really fight and make for the best warriors of Hells
army.

Also this is for anyone that might feel this way:

If you are hurt, or feel guilty, or pity or whatever because you wasted such
a large amount of your life, time and breath on the enemy, let those
feelings go. ou are here now and you are with Satan. Even if you spend 40
years following xianity, it doesn't mater to Satan. What matters to him is
that you have dedicated and that you are dedicated! That you empower
yourself and that you fight! Both are equally important!

HAIL SATAN!
 
Someone just PMed me and asked regarding the rolling RTR schedule: is this monday-sunday? I am answering it here in case others might like to know too. (you don't have to do every single time slot its meant to accommodate Satanists from all over the world so all can join at times that suit them) we are concentrating on the restoring communications RTR and the Goat RTR. HP HC posted them both recently. Check Black Sun for his post.

So the answer is YES. You BETCHA!! every day. NON-STOP.  FOR SATAN!!!

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!
HAIL SORATH!
HAIL ANDRAS!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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