Simply...angry

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As the title says, I'm simply angry. As I progress in my new found truth I find myself getting angry more often. Before I learned the truth xian bullshit had already pissed me off with its bullshit but I gave into it because I got tired of suffering. We all know what those ass holes teach, that our Father Satan is the cause of all suffering and what not. But I always thought if their god was so fucking good and all powerful why let Satan have his way? Why let people suffer? They could never give me a fuckin straight answer. Since coming into the truth I've pretty much taken everything in stride, going full blast basically. Not really getting enraged with the bullshit around me. Until today...I sat here at my computer and reflected my life and what let me to where I am now and its like a switch was clicked. Everything I've been taught everything thats been crammed into my head about this lying son of a bitch god was all fake. Though I already knew that coming into the truth its just today it really sunk in and settled. Leaving me with a bitter taste of hate and rage. Its actually quite overwhelming. I am disgusted with myself for being so reliant on something that hates us, I'm hurt that all these years I gave these worthless things my precious time and breath. I hate them...a lot. Am I sitting here having a pitty party because i feel like a used fucking tissue?...No, I'm more than ready to continue learning about Father Satan and my GD, though I cannot hear them yet, I sure as fuck can feel them. I'm not sure which is which yet but every day these energies are becoming more identified. Why am I writing this...at first its because I just wanted to vent. But now its more less words of encouragement to those who are new to Father like I am. You will find yourself thinking about the past and what you grew up with and you will get angry. But never pity yourself because it can become destructive. Use that rage to encourage yourselves to fight these worthless excuses of existence. Its their turn to suffer, because I'm fucking done with it and I hope you are too.

Hail Father Satan

 

[Deleted member 86981]

Well spoken Toyas. 

Everyone will experience this awakening where the truth all falls into place. 
The hatred you feel can be overwhelming, but if it is too much Satan can help you channel it towards the destruction of our enemy. 

Keep empowering yourself and keep meditating, it is people like you we need, people who are angry at the enemy and who are dedicated to Fathers cause, it is those people who can really fight and make for the best warriors of Hells army. 

Also this is for anyone that might feel this way: 

If you are hurt, or feel guilty, or pity or whatever because you wasted such a large amount of your life, time and breath on the enemy, let those feelings go. ou are here now and you are with Satan. Even if you spend 40 years following xianity, it doesn't mater to Satan. What matters to him is that you have dedicated and that you are dedicated! That you empower yourself and that you fight! Both are equally important! 

HAIL SATAN!

 

[zolaluckystar1]

Someone just PMed me and asked regarding the rolling Ritual schedule: is this monday-sunday? I am answering it here in case others might like to know too. (you don't have to do every single time slot its meant to accommodate Satanists from all over the world so all can join at times that suit them) we are concentrating on the restoring communications Ritual and the Goat Ritual. HP HC posted them both recently. Check Black Sun for his post.

So the answer is YES. You BETCHA!! every day. NON-STOP.  FOR SATAN!!!

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!
HAIL SORATH!
HAIL ANDRAS!