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can anyone advice on how to banish my fear except using runes? i don't know HOW did i start getting this kinda fear. It has been for 3,4 weeks. Whenever i try going into trance i fear if ugly enemy will attack. and i'm scared of darkness. So,doing meditations in day time only. My current situation is totally opposite to the situation when i was new. Was totally Fearless! I prayed to Father,doing void meditation but still i'm feared. Shit ! I wanna be Fearless again. Want to be drawn to the darkness again. Feeling guilt/shame on writing this that i'm feared.

 

[blacksun1142]

It could be the enemy or your mind reacting. Make sure to clean your aura and chakras and shut down those thoughts because they are absolute crap to keep you away from meditation.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "inlovewithsatan@..." <inlovewithsatan@... wrote:

can anyone advice on how to banish my fear except using runes? i don't know HOW did i start getting this kinda fear. It has been for 3,4 weeks. Whenever i try going into trance i fear if ugly enemy will attack. and i'm scared of darkness. So,doing meditations in day time only. My current situation is totally opposite to the situation when i was new. Was totally Fearless! I prayed to Father,doing void meditation but still i'm feared. Shit ! I wanna be Fearless again. Want to be drawn to the darkness again. Feeling guilt/shame on writing this that i'm feared.

 

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Wel fear is only a program used by de enemy of man.christians etc.u should knw hw 2 calm yourself down.befor u start meditatin u tel ur self several time in ur mind.fear is nothing i dont fear anything i never had nd never wil be. Say it wth a free mind.there is realy nthng 2 fear ur protected by lord Satan . A BIG HAIL SATAN.

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From: blacksun1142 <blacksun1142@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Sunday, September 30, 2012 5:11:10 AM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Shit happens...

It could be the enemy or your mind reacting. Make sure to clean your aura and chakras and shut down those thoughts because they are absolute crap to keep you away from meditation.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "inlovewithsatan@..." <inlovewithsatan@... wrote:

can anyone advice on how to banish my fear except using runes? i don't know HOW did i start getting this kinda fear. It has been for 3,4 weeks. Whenever i try going into trance i fear if ugly enemy will attack. and i'm scared of darkness. So,doing meditations in day time only. My current situation is totally opposite to the situation when i was new. Was totally Fearless! I prayed to Father,doing void meditation but still i'm feared. Shit ! I wanna be Fearless again. Want to be drawn to the darkness again. Feeling guilt/shame on writing this that i'm feared.





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[Inlovewithsatan1]

It is somewhat difficult to shut down unwanted thoughts when it comes to meditation for beginners. Though i'm trying to overcome my these fears.

 

[Inlovewithsatan1]

Ah thanks. Would try it. What i wanted is to get these unwanted thoughts conpletely banish from my mind and heart permanently.  Anyway,thanks. 

 

[[email protected]]

I cant overcome this fear. Really cant. Cant really go into trance/meditate PROPERLY,cant focus if i try to focus/concentrate then the thought of this fucking fear that enemy would attack SUDDENLY while i am in trance or meditating pops up in my mind. If anyone can help then please do HELP ME !! Damned!

 

[Andrew Chiteme]

try to do a lot of void meditation. it will train your mind to shut negative thoughts. HAIL ENKI!!!




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On Fri, Oct 5, 2012 22:03 BST inlovewithsatan@... wrote:

I cant overcome this fear. Really cant. Cant really go into trance/meditate PROPERLY,cant focus if i try to focus/concentrate then the thought of this fucking fear that enemy would attack SUDDENLY while i am in trance or meditating pops up in my mind. If anyone can help then please do HELP ME !! Damned!

 

[the_fire_starter666]

The title of this thread reminds me this:

http://www.gnu.org/fun/jokes/shit-happens.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Andrew Chiteme <andrewchiteme@... wrote:


try to do a lot of void meditation. it will train your mind to shut negative thoughts. HAIL ENKI!!!




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On Fri, Oct 5, 2012 22:03 BST inlovewithsatan@... wrote:

I cant overcome this fear. Really cant. Cant really go into trance/meditate PROPERLY,cant focus if i try to focus/concentrate then the thought of this fucking fear that enemy would attack SUDDENLY while i am in trance or meditating pops up in my mind. If anyone can help then please do HELP ME !! Damned!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Fear is the enemies best tool against us.My suggestion is to put a strong aura of protection around you and vibrate a Rune of protection too.Try to completely relax and just keep repeating Sa ta na ma over and over until the fear is gone.Then start where you left off again.


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From: inlovewithsatan@... <inlovewithsatan@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Shit happens...
Sent: Fri, Oct 5, 2012 9:03:42 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I cant overcome this fear. Really cant. Cant really go into trance/meditate PROPERLY,cant focus if i try to focus/concentrate then the thought of this fucking fear that enemy would attack SUDDENLY while i am in trance or meditating pops up in my mind. If anyone can help then please do HELP ME !! Damned!

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[dark angel1]

play your favourite music,affirm yourself that you are very protected,i know how hard it is,but thats what i m doing..First step is overcoming fears..

Hail Satan!!
From: the_fire_starter666 <the_fire_starter666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, 6 October 2012 6:28 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Shit happens...

  The title of this thread reminds me this:

http://www.gnu.org/fun/jokes/shit-happens.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Andrew Chiteme <andrewchiteme@... wrote:


try to do a lot of void meditation. it will train your mind to shut negative thoughts. HAIL ENKI!!!




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On Fri, Oct 5, 2012 22:03 BST inlovewithsatan@... wrote:

I cant overcome this fear. Really cant. Cant really go into trance/meditate PROPERLY,cant focus if i try to focus/concentrate then the thought of this fucking fear that enemy would attack SUDDENLY while i am in trance or meditating pops up in my mind. If anyone can help then please do HELP ME !! Damned!

 

[Inlovewithsatan1]

I'm trying every different method to overcome this fear. I need to have satanist friends, i really need to talk to someone ,i dont have a one single friend. Sometimes i think that i should summon a demon to make friendship but it will be just waste of his time if i only want to have friendship/relationship with a demon to share my feelings,talk,etc.