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[living4them73]

I have been reading through the joyofSatan666 website and am attempting to figure out where exactly to start out at. I read the ceremony where I prick my finger onto clean white paper and burn it with the candle. I live in such a small town that there aren't any store around me that even sell candles. Is there anything else I can use? And if so, where do I start this life long journey?

Another issue I have is that I have 2 young children, they both attend church, due to their mom. I don't just want to "come out" and expose them to this until I fully understand it, so I need to do this quietly, any ideas?

Thank you so much for your help. I look forward to improving my livelihood and my children's.

living4them73

 

[Igor Bedzor]

It doesn't need to be a black candle, as long as it's a candle should be ok. Father understands limits we may have caused by our surroundings.
It's ok to let them go. Some Satanists are forced to go to church for different reasons : This doesn't mean they are betraying Father. What matter is what they believe in deep inside.

On Wed, Feb 13, 2013 at 5:50 PM, living4them73 <dmbond73@... wrote:

  I have been reading through the joyofSatan666 website and am attempting to figure out where exactly to start out at. I read the ceremony where I prick my finger onto clean white paper and burn it with the candle. I live in such a small town that there aren't any store around me that even sell candles. Is there anything else I can use? And if so, where do I start this life long journey?

Another issue I have is that I have 2 young children, they both attend church, due to their mom. I don't just want to "come out" and expose them to this until I fully understand it, so I need to do this quietly, any ideas?

Thank you so much for your help. I look forward to improving my livelihood and my children's.

living4them73