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Brother it sounds to me like your soul is still fighting the meditations.We have to get to the point where we are not fighting doing them.I am getting there,but honestly not there yet either. I still have our hard time finding enjoyment in my Yoga and power meditations too.But I still make myself go do them anyway.Once I have started doing them,then I do enjoy them.But its closing the lap top,and shutting the TV off,and making myself go do them still at this point.But one thing that I have grown past,is believing that they are not important.Because all of us who have been doing them for a few years now know,that you feel empty if you don't,and spiritually powerful when you do.Â
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Tell me about it...
Basially You and Firestarter described all my problems with meditations: in almost a year time I have skipped maybe one, when suffering form a monster hangover BUT... meditating and all other workings I do (squares and obstacle removing meditations using rune Thurisaz) still feel like a labour, a chore I have to do, even though I'm perfectly aware of the fact I do all this for my own good.
I think I'm more like indifferent: it's not like I want to skip but I don't really want to do them either... Something is seriously wrong with my motivation here; maybe that's why my progress is virtually none - if things will continue this way, there's no way to even think about rising the Serpent, completing Magnum Opus - just out of the question.
I have no idea where exactly is the problem. Maybe it is the
motivation and nothing else (I have always had motivation problems). Or maybe there's no problem and things just go their own way and all is fine.
And that forcing thing... I try to just relax and "let the meditation flow" as I've read somewhere. But because I'm unable to relax (enetring trance is way beyond my abilities) and basically stay more or less tense, things don't flow - there's always forcing involved. Or thinking that I should feel this or that or something else. And that ruins everything.
As far as relaxing go, just wanted to add to the above, that I'm chrinically, and I think I can even say genetically, unable to do that. either I'm fully awake and more or less tense or alseep and unconscious.
And that's all there is to it. So all the exercises and meditations I do, I do them in a normal or slightly quieted down state of mind.
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Hail Gods of War!Â
/Mike
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The main problem is that people forget meditation is SUPPOSED to be relaxing. It's not athletics, but they forget that and they try to force themselves to feel or see something instead of relaxing and letting the images come naturally or creating the images yourself in a natural and relaxed way.
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I also want to add something, some people said "well I got tired all day so I can't do meditations after that". That's actually a reason to DO meditations!!Not joking. Since you got tired working all day, time to enjoy and relax yourself and clear all your worries by doing power meditations!!That's another way to make it fun, view it as a reward for your efforts. The same way as you do a fun activity, yes, power meditation IS a fun and relaxing activity.
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Yes I've observed the same thing. *Maybe* He can get angry if you turn a traitor and attack another fellow SS, but for minor reasons like not doing yoga or PM's there's no reason to.
Some people misunderstand the purpose of yoga and other things like I said. All these spiritual exercises are done for our own good and personal advancement. It's more motivating and pleasurable to think of them this way. Obviously if somebody views spiritual exercises as a chore done to please Satan they won't keep doing them for long enough, or he WILL do them but will not receive their benefit as they'll do them in a half-hearted way. The key here is to enjoy them, to do them because you like doing them. Thinking this way will also make yoga and power meditations harder and almost impossible to miss.
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I understand the importance of not saying that Satan said that,or the Demons said this,but when I explain what happened,I think the new people will be encouraged by His words.Raven and I were up late last night,just discussing the importance of Yoga and power meditation in our daily lives.When we were done we said good night and went to sleep.Before I got fully asleep,I heard Satan say"I never get mad at my people,only disappointed". So naturally I woke her up,and told her what He said.
Now I think this is an important message.And don't get me wrong,its not that Satan does not get angry at the jews and their programs,its only that He never gets angry at His people for not doing what they are suppose to do.So when you don't do your Yoga and power meditations,He is never angry,only disappointed.So if you fuck up,just know that Satan still loves you,and Him and the Gods want to see you get back on the right track.Hope by this post you understand what a fantastic God we all have in our lives.