I dedicated myself a few years ago and it just seems like my life has gone downhill since then. My boyfriend got popped for something that he didn't do, which now results in us not being able to do anything remotely fun and having to move into his fathers place ( who doesn't help money or foodwise, he somehow makes it so that we never have enough money for ourselves to do anything). He won't let me do any spells/rituals or meditations so that I can't make me and my guys life better. I've prayed/asked/demanded/begged everything and it. Seems like no ones listening.
Anyone got any ideas or suggestions? I'm very open minded.
I eagerly wait any and all responses.
satan has forsaken me
satansvamp1 min to read
I'm not sure how advanced you are, but here are your best 2 options:
1. Try merging consciousness () and influencing him to treat you better or help out financially or whatever you want.
2. Go to your astral temple (make one if you don't have one already) when he is sleeping, will his soul there, and give him short commands (to help you out financially, etc), and after, tell his soul that he will obey, but won't remember this meeting. I tried looking for the page for you but couldn't find it. It's somewhere in JoS.
Hope this helps :)
--- In , Tara Doland <satansvamp@... wrote:
I am currently trying to get ahold a real estate agent so that I can look at a nearby house. But I'm afraid that they'll say no because I have student loans that ( because of a$$hole I haven't been able to pay a cent on) they'll tell me that I can't even make payments. So I'm hopin that they'll let me make payments because that's the ONLY way I can see us getting out of here. When I try to tell a$$hole that either he needs to help, or I'm just gettin food for me and my bf he STILL gets into the food and doesn't replinish or even bothers to chip in for money for the past 5 months. And I don't make enough money for 3 people to eat, but since he doesn't help I don't see a way out of this without hurting him. I just need to get a windfall of money to pay off a huge chunk of my student loan. I need a money spell or something. I am round TOO much negative energy and we NEED to get out on our own and FAST.
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I'm not sure how advanced you are, but here are your best 2 options:
1. Try merging consciousness () and influencing him to treat you better or help out financially or whatever you want.
2. Go to your astral temple (make one if you don't have one already) when he is sleeping, will his soul there, and give him short commands (to help you out financially, etc), and after, tell his soul that he will obey, but won't remember this meeting. I tried looking for the page for you but couldn't find it. It's somewhere in JoS.
Hope this helps :)
--- In , Tara Doland <satansvamp@... wrote:
I am currently trying to get ahold a real estate agent so that I can look at a nearby house. But I'm afraid that they'll say no because I have student loans that ( because of a$$hole I haven't been able to pay a cent on) they'll tell me that I can't even make payments. So I'm hopin that they'll let me make payments because that's the ONLY way I can see us getting out of here. When I try to tell a$$hole that either he needs to help, or I'm just gettin food for me and my bf he STILL gets into the food and doesn't replinish or even bothers to chip in for money for the past 5 months. And I don't make enough money for 3 people to eat, but since he doesn't help I don't see a way out of this without hurting him. I just need to get a windfall of money to pay off a huge chunk of my student loan. I need a money spell or something. I am round TOO much negative energy and we NEED to get out on our own and FAST.
Graveyards can be interesting places, to be sure. I was once told that in Turkey, people sometimes arrange to "meet you at the cemetery" for lunch break, presumably because it's quiet and they consider it restful.
Usually, unless you are doing black magick, that location isn't recommended, but if you feel comfortable there, why not try it. It might be an idea to take note whether anything odd, unusual, or especially, uncomfortable comes up, in which case you can change plans. Also make sure you've programmed/protected your aura prior to the ritual itself.
I'm a huge proponent of the astral temple -- It's where I do almost everything -- because the workings are so powerful and can be done anytime (including, I suppose, the cemetery, if that's the place that works for you.)
Just make sure, also, that security or law enforcement personnel don't arrest you; there's idiots out there who vandalize graves -- at least it happens here periodically -- so they're on the lookout for any unusual activities.
--- In , "lydia_n_666" <liddynavillus@... wrote:
If you are at ease and feel comfortable, then do your rituals there!
Hail Satan!
--- In , Tara Doland <satansvamp@ wrote:
Is it unusual if I'd rather do my rituals in a graveyard? The "death" energy
doesn't bother me whatsoever. I actually love being surrounded by
spirits/ghosts/entities. Makes me feel comfortable. I find that the times that
I've been in graveyards actually kinda gives me that easy feeling, like "homey"
feeling. I feel totally at ease and somehow relaxed in graveyards. What do
people make of this?
Btw, I thought to put this in it's own topic and away from the topic that it
was. I hope this is ok.
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Graveyards can be interesting places, to be sure. I was once told that in Turkey, people sometimes arrange to "meet you at the cemetery" for lunch break, presumably because it's quiet and they consider it restful.
Usually, unless you are doing black magick, that location isn't recommended, but if you feel comfortable there, why not try it. It might be an idea to take note whether anything odd, unusual, or especially, uncomfortable comes up, in which case you can change plans. Also make sure you've programmed/protected your aura prior to the ritual itself.
I'm a huge proponent of the astral temple -- It's where I do almost everything -- because the workings are so powerful and can be done anytime (including, I suppose, the cemetery, if that's the place that works for you.)
Just make sure, also, that security or law enforcement personnel don't arrest you; there's idiots out there who vandalize graves -- at least it happens here periodically -- so they're on the lookout for any unusual activities.
--- In , "lydia_n_666" <liddynavillus@... wrote:
If you are at ease and feel comfortable, then do your rituals there!
Hail Satan!
--- In , Tara Doland <satansvamp@ wrote:
Is it unusual if I'd rather do my rituals in a graveyard? The "death" energy
doesn't bother me whatsoever. I actually love being surrounded by
spirits/ghosts/entities. Makes me feel comfortable. I find that the times that
I've been in graveyards actually kinda gives me that easy feeling, like "homey"
feeling. I feel totally at ease and somehow relaxed in graveyards. What do
people make of this?
Btw, I thought to put this in it's own topic and away from the topic that it
was. I hope this is ok.
What I meant was, your 2 best magic/witchcraft options. We have the knowledge and ability to use magic, so why not? ;)
Hail Satan!
--- In , "lydia_n_666" <liddynavillus@... wrote:
I'm not sure how advanced you are, but here are your best 2 options:
1. Try merging consciousness () and influencing him to treat you better or help out financially or whatever you want.
2. Go to your astral temple (make one if you don't have one already) when he is sleeping, will his soul there, and give him short commands (to help you out financially, etc), and after, tell his soul that he will obey, but won't remember this meeting. I tried looking for the page for you but couldn't find it. It's somewhere in JoS.
Hope this helps :)
--- In , Tara Doland <satansvamp@ wrote:
I am currently trying to get ahold a real estate agent so that I can look at a nearby house. But I'm afraid that they'll say no because I have student loans that ( because of a$$hole I haven't been able to pay a cent on) they'll tell me that I can't even make payments. So I'm hopin that they'll let me make payments because that's the ONLY way I can see us getting out of here. When I try to tell a$$hole that either he needs to help, or I'm just gettin food for me and my bf he STILL gets into the food and doesn't replinish or even bothers to chip in for money for the past 5 months. And I don't make enough money for 3 people to eat, but since he doesn't help I don't see a way out of this without hurting him. I just need to get a windfall of money to pay off a huge chunk of my student loan. I need a money spell or something. I am round TOO much negative energy and we NEED to get out on our own and FAST.
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What I meant was, your 2 best magic/witchcraft options. We have the knowledge and ability to use magic, so why not? ;)
Hail Satan!
--- In , "lydia_n_666" <liddynavillus@... wrote:
I'm not sure how advanced you are, but here are your best 2 options:
1. Try merging consciousness () and influencing him to treat you better or help out financially or whatever you want.
2. Go to your astral temple (make one if you don't have one already) when he is sleeping, will his soul there, and give him short commands (to help you out financially, etc), and after, tell his soul that he will obey, but won't remember this meeting. I tried looking for the page for you but couldn't find it. It's somewhere in JoS.
Hope this helps :)
--- In , Tara Doland <satansvamp@ wrote:
I am currently trying to get ahold a real estate agent so that I can look at a nearby house. But I'm afraid that they'll say no because I have student loans that ( because of a$$hole I haven't been able to pay a cent on) they'll tell me that I can't even make payments. So I'm hopin that they'll let me make payments because that's the ONLY way I can see us getting out of here. When I try to tell a$$hole that either he needs to help, or I'm just gettin food for me and my bf he STILL gets into the food and doesn't replinish or even bothers to chip in for money for the past 5 months. And I don't make enough money for 3 people to eat, but since he doesn't help I don't see a way out of this without hurting him. I just need to get a windfall of money to pay off a huge chunk of my student loan. I need a money spell or something. I am round TOO much negative energy and we NEED to get out on our own and FAST.
This boy is heartless, he only thinks for himself, doesn't care bout anyone but himself. He's a user, he uses everyone for his own uses. He has to pay child support and won't pay it until the state threatens to take his dl. So to me he has no soul to try to tell what to do. I want to hurt him so bad but my rational mind tells me not to cause it won't do any good.
Is there any sites that I can go to for working and trusted money spells?
I eagerly wait responses!
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This boy is heartless, he only thinks for himself, doesn't care bout anyone but himself. He's a user, he uses everyone for his own uses. He has to pay child support and won't pay it until the state threatens to take his dl. So to me he has no soul to try to tell what to do. I want to hurt him so bad but my rational mind tells me not to cause it won't do any good.
Is there any sites that I can go to for working and trusted money spells?
I eagerly wait responses!
as long as you are paying the student loans dont worry. you can even get the loans reduced to a lower payment each month.
--- In , Tara Doland <satansvamp@... wrote:
I am currently trying to get ahold a real estate agent so that I can look at a nearby house. But I'm afraid that they'll say no because I have student loans that ( because of a$$hole I haven't been able to pay a cent on) they'll tell me that I can't even make payments. So I'm hopin that they'll let me make payments because that's the ONLY way I can see us getting out of here. When I try to tell a$$hole that either he needs to help, or I'm just gettin food for me and my bf he STILL gets into the food and doesn't replinish or even bothers to chip in for money for the past 5 months. And I don't make enough money for 3 people to eat, but since he doesn't help I don't see a way out of this without hurting him. I just need to get a windfall of money to pay off a huge chunk of my student loan. I need a money spell or something. I am round TOO much negative energy and we NEED to get out on our own and FAST.
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as long as you are paying the student loans dont worry. you can even get the loans reduced to a lower payment each month.
--- In , Tara Doland <satansvamp@... wrote:
I am currently trying to get ahold a real estate agent so that I can look at a nearby house. But I'm afraid that they'll say no because I have student loans that ( because of a$$hole I haven't been able to pay a cent on) they'll tell me that I can't even make payments. So I'm hopin that they'll let me make payments because that's the ONLY way I can see us getting out of here. When I try to tell a$$hole that either he needs to help, or I'm just gettin food for me and my bf he STILL gets into the food and doesn't replinish or even bothers to chip in for money for the past 5 months. And I don't make enough money for 3 people to eat, but since he doesn't help I don't see a way out of this without hurting him. I just need to get a windfall of money to pay off a huge chunk of my student loan. I need a money spell or something. I am round TOO much negative energy and we NEED to get out on our own and FAST.
By the way doll your letting that creep beat you program your soul and aura to deflect this dip shits negative energy and it will fuck him. Second you two need to get out of there. I say if needed sell something worth money in that house. If you live there its legally yours. Not saying to steal either. Then you two get your own place.
--- In , "amnaelhenry@..." <amnaelhenry@... wrote:
as long as you are paying the student loans dont worry. you can even get the loans reduced to a lower payment each month.
--- In , Tara Doland <satansvamp@ wrote:
I am currently trying to get ahold a real estate agent so that I can look at a nearby house. But I'm afraid that they'll say no because I have student loans that ( because of a$$hole I haven't been able to pay a cent on) they'll tell me that I can't even make payments. So I'm hopin that they'll let me make payments because that's the ONLY way I can see us getting out of here. When I try to tell a$$hole that either he needs to help, or I'm just gettin food for me and my bf he STILL gets into the food and doesn't replinish or even bothers to chip in for money for the past 5 months. And I don't make enough money for 3 people to eat, but since he doesn't help I don't see a way out of this without hurting him. I just need to get a windfall of money to pay off a huge chunk of my student loan. I need a money spell or something. I am round TOO much negative energy and we NEED to get out on our own and FAST.
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By the way doll your letting that creep beat you program your soul and aura to deflect this dip shits negative energy and it will fuck him. Second you two need to get out of there. I say if needed sell something worth money in that house. If you live there its legally yours. Not saying to steal either. Then you two get your own place.
--- In , "amnaelhenry@..." <amnaelhenry@... wrote:
as long as you are paying the student loans dont worry. you can even get the loans reduced to a lower payment each month.
--- In , Tara Doland <satansvamp@ wrote:
I am currently trying to get ahold a real estate agent so that I can look at a nearby house. But I'm afraid that they'll say no because I have student loans that ( because of a$$hole I haven't been able to pay a cent on) they'll tell me that I can't even make payments. So I'm hopin that they'll let me make payments because that's the ONLY way I can see us getting out of here. When I try to tell a$$hole that either he needs to help, or I'm just gettin food for me and my bf he STILL gets into the food and doesn't replinish or even bothers to chip in for money for the past 5 months. And I don't make enough money for 3 people to eat, but since he doesn't help I don't see a way out of this without hurting him. I just need to get a windfall of money to pay off a huge chunk of my student loan. I need a money spell or something. I am round TOO much negative energy and we NEED to get out on our own and FAST.