I've given you a reply about your username in another thread, and I will add to it here.
Zevism isn't about being emo. In another words, depression, sadness and suffering are the characteristics of the programmes of the enemy. Zevism over time leads you to bliss, awareness, wisdom, knowledge and experience, happiness. In another words, Zevism is the way of those who are ever-raising in vibration, while the programmes of the enemy are the way of those who at record lows in vibration.